I will too Lea, you know where we are anytime you need any kind of rant!

Not been on for a while again, thanks everyone for my birthday messages! I had a lovely day
We went out on the Friday after as a theme of fairytales and nursery rhymes, not as many people came out and dressed up as planned, so there were just the 5 girls, but we had SUCH a good night, was really fun!

After that, things seem to have gone on a downer I suppose. I'm falling way behind at College, which I don't want too because I actually enjoy the course, I just feel lost after having a week off from being ill, and now I'm even more behind. Grrr, never ending circle :/
Also, my confidence has taken a turn for the worse. I've made some new friends, and they're all lovely, but I don't know. I just don't feel like I fit in with them. Actually, there's 2 girls, me and my friend Stacey, the rest are boys which tbh, is so much better purely because there's no bitchiness, but Stacey is loud, and pretty, and thin, and well everything I'm not. So where I'm still shy with them all, she's not, and sometimes gets us into situations I'd rather not be in. I really like them all, I just don't know how to speak to any of them because I don't have the confidence, so I'm just the "boring" one. Makes me feel like maybe I should leave them to it and keep myself to myself :/