Hey, you come on here or even PM me if you want to have a rant and you can cry or not, if it hurts, you let it out. I am sorry that this way of support is limited but feel free anytime, I am sure I speak for all others on here that we will always make time for you. xxxOriginally Posted by Tannie
I'm dreading going back to school on Monday. Can't seem to concentrate and i'm not just saying that cause i don't wnat to revise but i really can't.
I hope get this counselling session quite soon cause i really need someone who doesn't know me to talk to. Cause i'm bottling all my feelings up and i don't think i can hold them any longer so they'll either come out in anger or tears. Don't want them to come out in either
I know i've said this before but for real it's just starting to hit me that i won't get to see Alyson anymore and it hurts. And i think everyone may be getting sick and tired of me going on about her. I think what really hurts the most is the fact that i didn't get to say a proper goodbye. I have so many why questions that can't be answered and i know it's pointless to have them but i can't help it. So now i keep on listening to On Eagle's Wings. Which was one of the hymns that was played at her mass the school organised for her in which i helped. Hoping i could cry cause i really need to.
Tad bit of rambling going on there.
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I hope everything gets better for you soon Tannie! 
How come I've been taking my meds"