I've had a really bad day. Physics was a nightmare, I got stuck on a question which I thought I had to re-arrange the formula to get the distance and the charge. Turns out I didn't have to re-arrange, just cancel everything out and work out another formula for it![]()
My teacher kept going through it with me and I still didn't understand. Everybody else had got it and they moved on and I was just sat there trying really hard not to cry. So of course I got so far behind everybody else when I finally caught up I still didn't have a clue what was happening. When I got home I cried for ages. I feel like I'm holding people back and taking up too much of the teacher's time, especially in biology. I think the teacher likes to humiliate me every lesson by asking me questions I don't know the answer to then asking everybody else to explain it to me while he sits there with a smug look on his face.
My teacher asked if I was ok at the end of the lesson and I just walked out without saying anything to him. I was just so stressed I wasn't in the mood for one of his conversations which invariably end up about what's been going on in my life in recent months.
Anyway, I'll stop moaning now. Three hour driving lesson in morning. I'm starting to think that I'm not going to pass my test in two weeks.
Birthday on FridayDon't feel much like celebrating at the moment.