I haven't seen tonight's episode yet but I was shocked when Zainab said she wished Syed was dead. I really felt for the whole family throughout the episode. Brilliant scripting and acting, I could feel the emotion, the resentment, hurt, anger and disappointment at the breakdown of Zainab and Masood's marriage as if I was experiencing it myself.
What I don't understand is why Zainab is being so nasty. Sure, the family were shunned by the muslim community but Masood certainly isn't as bitter as her. Its almost as if Zainab needs their approval for her to exist. Its bizarre, I just don't get why she is being like this.