I went to my friends BBQ last night. Was reallyy good . Great to catch up. I invited my mate from work along too haha, because he drove me to my mates and she said he could come .

So yeah he stayed... and we shared the same bed (nothing happened ), but yeah we were just hugging and snuggling lots, and we kissed a lot.. and he wasn't drunk cos he only had 3 cans. I think I asked him out and he said yes... but this morning and today, neither of us mentioned it haha, so I dunno what's going on with that stuff..

But that's where my confusion comes in.. cos he's lovely and all that... but I really don't know if I want to go out with him.. I'm still really hung up on the other guy - the one that will never happen.. I don't know why I am so obsessed with him though! Like when I am with the one I kiss, I will just think of the other one a lot.. so I don't want to lead the one I kinda like on . Ah ya know what I mean!?

Well staff party next week... see what happens with me and the guy I kinda like, but don't like as much as the guy I liiiike.