How Was Your Day? High Five

[Kim]

I only have a week of normal school left before AS exams I may as well not have bothered going in today either. Today was the only day on the timetable that I'm supposed to have 5 lessons and I only had 2. Not that we did much in those either.

I feel ill too I started to feel sick on the bus, I don't know what was going on but it was just so jerky. I'd had enough of motor vehicles after that so it was a good job my driving instructor wasn't doing lessons today! I have a headache as well now.

I haven't been on in ages either; revision

[Chloe O'brien]

Is it a cold sore, or is it the beginning of a snout?

(I am sorry, I know that you don't feel well. Aeroplanes are dreadful for spreading bugs and things.)

I am still clinging to the belief it is a cold sore but starting to think it could turn into a snout

Have you started to grow a curly tail and trots yet.keep washing your hands perdy for 20 seconds that 2 verses of Happy Birthday.

[Abigail]

I've had a rubbish time these past few days. I can't remember the last time I posted in here so sorry if I repeat myself. I just need to get a few things off my chest.

Monday night I got smashed in the library with Sam and Ash. It was a great night, we had so much fun. Ended in another argument though Since Sam split up with his girlfriend three weeks ago, all we've been doing is getting drunk and having arguments. We kinds resolved it. When we got back Ash was upset so I went to his and we talked until 5.30am. Couple of hours later Sam phoned me to ask why Ash was in my bed and did I sleep with him. He wasn't in my bed and we didn't have sex. No idea where that came from.

Tuesday was another day of drama and drinking.

Wednesday I had my first exam. It went ok, did enough to pass I think. Late afternoon me and Sam went to the student bar and ended up drinking two bottles of wine between us. I wasn't drunk but I felt really strange. Something wasn't right. I went to the toilet and when I got back, he'd gone. This was about 10pm. The next thing I remember was realising I was two miles away in the town centre at 1am It was cold and raining and I had no idea how I got there.

Yesterday was a really bad day. Sam thought I'd gotten upset and left him With everything that's been going on in recent weeks I understand why he thought that. He didn't want to speak to me, he thought it was best we both had a few days to cool off. I spoke to Ash in the morning and told him that I didn't know what happened the night before, he must have spoken to Sam because he rang me later in the day.

Last night I just lost it and did something stupid. I vaguely remember doing it, I don't know why I did it. There's so much going on in my head at the moment.

Now Sam knows and I can't cope with that. He understands and he wants to talk about it but I just can't. I don't want to deal with it. I never wanted him to know, why did I have to tell him?

[Abigail]

Glad you had a good holiday Perdy. Just remember to keep washing your hands, I don't want pig flu passed down the internet to my fingers

I'm sorry for your loss Trinity. I can't imagine how difficult it is knowing she was fine a matter of days ago and now she's passed away.

Good luck to all those who are doing exams I've finished mine Failed one but the other went ok.

[Chloe O'brien]

Sorry to hear you've had a crap week Abigail but I think the three of you need to cut down on the drink weekdays at least other wise the three of you are going to fall out big time and the damage may not be easy to repair maybe things will settle down once the exmas are out of the way and you are all less stressed out, but if you are going to share a house next semester it's better to sort things out now.

[Abigail]

Yeah, we've all agreed that we need to stop drinking so much. We're fine until we've had a few then things go pear shaped. We've all got stuff going on which none of us want to talk about so we sit there getting drunk and hoping it will go away. Not good *shakes head*

[Chloe O'brien]

And now for my depressing post:

My brother in law is still in hospital in leeds 10 weeks he has been in all because of the demon drink. He was supposed to have an operation two weeks ago on his lung as he wasn't putting on weight and the doctors were concerned about him, but they postponed it as he was too week for the operation. They are now doing it next week but he has got an infection in his good lung so they are pumping him full of drugs to fight it.

Update on my nephew who has bowel cancer. My brother went to see his ex last week and it was confirmed that he has bowel cancer but it has not spread to his lung so that's some good news. He starts two weeks of Chemo on Monday then two weeks of drugs then a further two weeks of chemo and two weeks of drugs then the doctors will decide from there. He has a 19 year old sister who has to be tested as the hospital think it may be heriditory, we will just have to play it by ear, which is sh!t as in the last two years we have had young relatives struck dowm with serious illnesses because of defective genes.

[Kirsty :]]

Oh no Abigail I really hope you manage to sort things out soon!

I'm back in school... I didn't want to go back, I don't want to eb there, but I ahve no choice. Great.

Went to a Sixth Form Neon Party Tuesday night..I didn't enjoy myself as much as I'd hoped. I had very little money to the point I could only afford 2 pints.. so I was hardly in a party frame of mind lol. My best friend couldn't stop blubbering everytime she saw her ex there because he'd cheated on her. I have sympathy for her.. but she is milking it now, so most of the night was spent running after her.

However, the really hot guy in work I keep going on about lol... we was texting all night, that's how bored I was. He asked me to go over his for a few drinks when I got back, I said no though.

Then me and 2 other friends got stranded in Newport under a bus shelter in flipping tutus and bright coloured clothes.. we booked 2 taxis (this was before we even got to Newport) to come back home, but only 1 turned up because the others fog lights had gone or something (it wasn't even foggy) so we ended up having to get my friends Dad to come and pick us up. I was so cold so.. not really the best night.

Not had the best day today either. I'm quite annoyed with my friend. She's seeing 2 guys atm.. The other day we both agreed to go to Newport tonight, but she said she couldn't as she had too mcuh work to do whihc was fair enough, so I ended up going to Bingo with Mum and her friend lol. Then had a text off her for me to go over the pub.. I text my other friend to see who was there and shock.. one of the guys she's seeing is there. I feel really let down, I know it sounds silly but I do

Ugh.. not the best week.

Perdy get better soon

[Abigail]

It's a relief to know there is some hope for your nephew. Sounds like it's going to be a difficult couple of months for you all. Are you in contact with your nephew?

[Chloe O'brien]

It's a relief to know there is some hope for your nephew. Sounds like it's going to be a difficult couple of months for you all. Are you in contact with your nephew?

No I haven't seen him in 20+ years his mum and my brother split up when he was young but it doesn't stop us worrying we just have to hope and pray that the Chemo kill the cancer he has already had part of his bowel removed so fingers crossed.

Anyway let's be cheerful it's the weekend Kirsty why didn't you go for drink with hot guy.