I deffo havn't been posting any happy posts and i just really feel down.
Arghh don't like this she shouldn't of been taken away at all! she was to young and i feel so bad cause i didn't get to say a proper goodbye to her and i know that might sound total stupid but it is and i miss her loadsss *breaths*
Think i'm going to cry in a bit just when these tears start coming i know they're there but they won't come; i hate it when that happens.
Found out when her funeral is. Wednesday at 12 so i know there's quite a few going to that and in a way that'll be me saying goodbye to her. Keep on playing Leona Lewis - Footsteps in the sand And P - Diddy - I'm Missing You Cause i love them both and Leona's is now her song.
