3 days to go until biology and I'm really starting to panic. I don't know anything and I'm so scared.

I'm thinking about not going back in September. I'm so confused, I need a science to get into uni and I really want to go but at the moment I'm struggling so much with biology. I can do the physics work in class but when it comes to exams I completly forget everything.

I don't know what to do. I really want to go to uni and have a great time and get a degree in something that I'm interested in and get a decent job. I'll be able to leave home in a year or so. But if I drop out I don't know what I would do. I'd love to go into the police force but with my illnesses I might not get in. Of course, I could neglect to put some things down on the application form that I know would most likely rule me out but they check your medical records.

I can't wait to go back to school and talk to one of my teachers and see what he says. I know he wants me to go to uni but I don't know if I'll get in. I feel like people expect too much of me sometimes.

Sorry for the rant, I'll shut up now