Hello everyone, a new fic from moi!
Ermm this is supposed to be just after Chrissie has told Jake about her murdering Den.
The parts are a bit long, but i will post a part a day, just then iut gives me time to write more if ya want it!
I hope its good as i have changed the names and given this is as a short story for english coursework!
Anyway here you go
Enjoy
Layne
xxxx
We will be together again
Chrissie’s POV
I sit alone in the cold, empty flat, everything is quiet, too quiet, no noise from the market,
no noise from the pub, that tap has even stopped dripping even after Jake’s so called attempt
to fix it. Jake, I need him, I miss him. I woke up alone this morning and it was the worst thing,
well apart from that night, that dreadful night when things got to out of hand, why did
Zoe have to hit him? Why did she have to save me? He might well have killed me but would that
really have been so bad, at least I wouldn’t be sitting here alone with just a bottle of Vodka for
company, I wouldn’t be worrying, I wouldn’t be suffering, Sharon wouldn’t be suffering, Jake well
his life wouldn’t be ruined because that is what I’ve done, I’ve ruined his life I mean he I’m sure
didn’t need this to add to his problems, I know he cares for me just like I care for him, but I haven’t
changed. I understand his feelings though I can understand him never wanting to see me
again but I don’t know if I can bare to lose him. He is so different to Steve and a lot different to
Den. Jake likes me for who I am, not for what I have of for what I could give him, I can’t lose him.
I knew once I told him that it was me he wouldn’t want anything to do with me, I could of kept
it from him but that would have been worse I couldn’t keep lying to him, at least now he knows
everything. Why I couldn’t talk about things, why I was so snappy and paranoid now he
knows and hopefully he understands, No course he doesn’t.
xxx
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