Casualty- Our History makes Our Future

This is my Casualty Fic, based on the wonderful pairing 'Harena' Harry and Selena, It starts with the events of the stabbing and some events that were in Casualty itself will be in here, or made different as it was, but it also goes into it's one way.
I hope you enjoy

Selena lay in the car park, holding onto her stomach in the place she was stabbed, raising her hand to see how bad the bleed was, Selena shaked in fear as she saw the blood in her hands.

Selena: (Crying) Help me please...somebody

Selena called but no one could hear her, as no-one was there to see what had happened, she began to slowly deteriate. But she was on her own, to fight her battles, none of the ED staff could help, as they didn’t know and ex-husband Will wasn’t there either, as he was with someone else, but that was a secret that he would never tell Selena.

Whilst slowly loosing blood Selena thought to her self, ‘what had she got her self involved in’ why sis she go into the hospital and see drugs mule Melissa, ‘I should have realised the dangers of Ericka and Stacker wanted to kill Melissa and Kamile, if only I didn’t get involved, this wouldn’t have happened.

Soon a passer by stops Selena lying by the car and runs over to see what’s wrong

Person: Hello...can you tell me your name

Selena: (looking around for her identity tag, but not finding it) Selena...Donavan, I’m Ed’s forensic doctor

Person: Right, can you tell me what happened

Selena: no... Just get me help...please ...i don’t want to die

Person: okay, hang in there

At that, the person ran off in to Holby hospital, leaving Selena alone again. With no one, there to tell her it will be okay

However, in side Holby ED, the nurse staff was looking for Selena.

Harry: Maggie have you seen Selena, we need her in A+E

Maggie: No, I’ve been looking for her myself Melissa is missing, I think she went to find her daughter

Harry: I thought Selena went looking for Kamille.

At that Tess approaches, she had received the news from Bex, about the man who found Selena

Tess: Harry, Maggie I need you both in recess, now it’s Selena....

Harry: Selena, well what we waiting for then

As Harry rushed off down, Tess followed Maggie

Maggie: What happened to her?

Tess: I don’t know, Bex told me a man came rushing in saying he found her stabbed

Maggie: Christ, she will get through wouldn’t she?

Tess: with our help she would, we can’t afford to loose our forensic doctor

Maggie: Yeah

Maggie and Tess entered Recess Harry was already hard at work, with Claire and Guppy, they could see he wasn’t going to let Selena die, but for some reason couldn’t see the full story, as to why he wanted to save her.

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However over at Will’s flat he had Ellen, whom he perceived as his latest flame since divorcing Selena after less than six months worth of marriage.

Ellen: Will this is so romantic, dinner on the decking of you luxury house by the river

Will: well you are a special lady, and I can have whoever I want now that I’m a free agent

Ellen: you can have me for always

Will: Umm, shame you still have John to deal with

Ellen: Abs? I don’t have anything to do with him no more; he’s got Nina and always did have her

Will: really, come on let’s finish this and then we can get down to it

Ellen: or maybe we could start now

Will: On an empty stomach, I don’t think I’ll have enough energy to give you full standards

Ellen: are you always like this Will, wanting to give the best to a woman

Will: to a certain extent yes....now come along and eat this, I don’t want to have gone to all this trouble for nothing

Ellen: you wouldn’t have as I still have desert to go...which is you

Will: Sounds good to me

Ellen just laughs as she could see she was getting her own way again, first with Abs and now Will, if this doesn’t last who will be her next victim

Will: You know Ellen, I would have never of thought this, but when I saw you I loved your beauty, I suppose that’s what I saw in Bex to...

Ellen: Bex!

Will: yeah, we got it together around the time when I was working in Holby, my wife found out and we settled for a divorce

Ellen: You were married. Who was it to?

Will: No-one you would know

Will lied, as he didn’t want Ellen to know that the woman worked as a team member alongside her a few months before Ellen was put on agency work, and far from it, only a few people knew they were married in the first place.

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Meanwhile back at Holby Selena was now getting taken up to theatre as the bleed was too much for recess to handle, Tess and some other nurses were wheeling her into the lift and Harry followed.

Tess: There is nothing else you can do for her, they’ll take care of her upstairs, they won’t let one of our best doctors die and plus Selena is a fighter

Harry: yeah...

Before Harry could finish, the doors to the lift closed, Maggie, and then came up to Harry.

Maggie: Selena, has seen through enough bull****, I’m sure she’ll get through this

Harry: Mmm, well I should get onto Will; he has a right to know

Maggie: are you sure, that’s what she’ll want?

Harry: most probably, they seem to be getting on well again

Maggie: hardly...

Harry: I’m going to call him anyway, he deserves to know, and it’s his ex-wife we’re talking about and our friend...

Maggie: you call him if you want, but I swear if she doesn’t want him here then I blame you

Harry: I wouldn’t go worrying about it, now you just get back to work while I get making this call

Maggie: Okay, but are you sure your going to be okay with making, it I can do it if you like.....

Harry: Maggie why wouldn’t I be okay with making the call

Maggie: Because of what Will has done to Selena, you and Selena’s working relationship...

Harry: Maggie there is nothing to worry about I can handle this.....

Later after trying for hour trying to get Will to answer his mobile and home phone, Harry had gave up, he truly suspected something, but wasn’t going to say a thing, as he cared to well for Selena and couldn’t have her hear that news, not now, not after this.

Harry was caught up in his feelings for Selena, the pair once had a strong relationship, but where did that go, in a space of a year of not seeing each other, well what else could he do, he had to tell Selena how he felt.

So on his way down to intensive care, where Selena was recovering, he’d hoped he be allowed into see her, but he wasn’t

Carl: Excuse me, can I ask what are you doing?

Harry: Harry Harper, director of Holby ED, I’m here to see Selena, she’s my forensic doctor within the department

Carl: well I’m afraid she is resting at the moment; best time to see her is tomorrow

Harry: But this is important

Carl: and its my duty to make sure she is resting and not disturbed

Harry: can’t I just see her

Carl: No! Harry I believe you have a department to run....

Harry: my shift is finished....

Carl: Well still, I can’t let you through,

Harry: has she had any other visitors

Carl: nope, you’re the first

Harry: oh okay...i’ll come tomorrow then

Carl: Good....

At that Harry left the Intensive care unit, he couldn’t even see her, that’s the only thing he wanted, to see Selena, he never felt this bad ever since Beth died, the scary thing was that he lost Selena at the same time as Beth, and he didn’t want to loose her again.

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It was the morning after the night before Ellen and Will were in bed, but Will was up early, he subsequently needed the bathroom, he moved slowly and allowed Ellen to sleep peacefully.

Will goes and gets a shower and gets dressed ready to make breakfast for him and Ellen, but he notices his answer machine on the house phone is flashing red with a number ‘2’. Will presses the button and listens to the messages

Voicemail: This is Will Manning, sorry I can’t take your call please leave a message I’ll get bak to you (beep) Message 1> Will, Its Harry Harper from Holby ED, Selena has been stabbed....she’s in theatre at the moment....things don’t look too good. Message 2> It’s Harry again, Selena needs you right now, please just come down to Holby as soon as you get this message.... End of Messages

Will: ****...

Now Knowing that Harry sounded very concerned and that his ex-wife was stabbed he came round to his senses, Will then started to rush around, looking for his keys and wallet he also deleted the messages on his phone, he couldn’t have Ellen finding out who his ex-wife was or why he was really leaving out so early, when Ellen came out of the bedroom in her pink dressing gown

Ellen: Not leaving me already are you

Will: Something’s come up I’m needed elsewhere

Ellen: can’t you give it a miss

Will: No, it’s important...

Ellen: And I’m not

Will: You are but....this is...

Ellen: Not another woman I hope....

Will: No Not at all,

Ellen: But

Will: I just need to be somewhere to sort something out, see you later darling

Will then kisses Ellen, before leaving out

Ellen: Will, I love you

Will: I know Ellen...

Ellen watched as Will left the flat, she smiled to herself as she believed she had found her perfect match, but she was wrong in a sense that she was with a slime-ball

Will made his way down to the hospital as soon as he could, but whilst driving recklessly he had to think of a lie to make sure he didn’t get caught out for not being here on the first phone call he received but failed to answer

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Once Will had made it to Holby ED, to see Selena, he is seen by Harry and he grilled him why he wasn’t in any sooner

Harry: Will...Will, I’ve been calling for ages, why haven’t you been answering the phone...

Will: I know that now, that is why I am here now

Harry: But where were you last night, you were needed here

Will: I was...at work, I’m on my night shift this week; I only got the message when I got in this morning

Harry sensed he was lying but kept quite about that

Harry: Selena was stabbed in the stomach and lost a hell of a lot of blood, it’s lucky she is alive now

Will: and I’m a thanking you in saving her

Harry: It was me and my department that saved her, but we still don’t know if she is fully recovered yet

Will: well it’s my duty to find out if you done a good job

Harry: We always do our best on members of our team; Selena is a very important person to us all

Will: well she is a special lady, and most probably to you...she told me about your history, that was short lived

Harry: our history has nothing to do with Selena’s accident and more importantly you and her... well not exactly as you divorced within two months of her starting back work at ED... Look if you want to find Selena she’s in intensive care take the lift and follow the signs

Will: Thank you... and I guess you weren’t Selena’s type anyway, she’s so much better off with me so which is why I’m glad she left Holby and met me as it gave her a chance to meet a real man

Harry: That’s nice to know...and there are no hard feelings

Will leaves snidely knowing that Harry hates him reluctantly trying to make an effort, Will too shown how much he disliked Harry and showed that he will get Selena back into his life

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Will gets up to intensive care and as of being a well known face to the department by occasionally checking out victims up there as of being DI Manning the well known detective, he was allowed straight through no questions asked

Before Will entered, the room she was saying in, he peered through the window to see her gazing out the window as if there wasn’t a hope in the world, she then looked at the door, in which she saw his face and then she looked away in sadness, so Will thought it was time he came to talk to her

Will: Selena....

Selena: Will, what are you doing here

Will: I had to come and see if your okay

Selena: why, though... who called you

Will: I came because I care and Harry called me

Selena: Harry...

Will: Yes, he’s a good man

Selena: But why would he call you...

Will: because I was and still want to be your husband

Selena: Will, we’re over as far it’s concerned

Will: Maybe, but how about when you’re feeling better I take you and Harry out for dinner, as a thank you to Harry for keeping you alive and for you still being here today

Selena: I don’t know, I can’t trust you Will, I don’t want you here, I need to rest

Will: Don’t do this Selena

Selena: Just go

Will: I want you back, Selena I love you

Selena: I don’t want to hear it, I want to be on my own

Will: Please just tell me, if you love me

Selena: No, Will I don’t love you,

Selena was lying, she did love him still, but only a little, as you can’t just stop loving someone that quick, but she had to say it as she wanted to stop, If it wasn’t for Bex they would have still been together

Selena: I can’t you hurt me and I’m not going back on that, we’re divorced, let’s keep it that way

Will: Fine, whatever, I should be off now anyway

Will stormed off in a kind of bad mood, but why after all he was lying his ass of, he didn’t really want Selena because he loved her, it was more like to make her life hell again

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After storming off, he returns back down to the Emergency Department, which is where he raises a smile and bumps into Harry.

Harry: How is she...?

Will: She’s fine, and happy

Harry: Happy?

Will: Yes Happy now that she’s back with me

Harry: What do you mean, I doubt Selena will be that stupid to take you back

Will: Well she has

Harry: I don’t believe you and once more I know you were lying this morning

Will: (Smirking) what about

Harry: Where you were last night when I was trying to call you about Selena

Will: Go on then, what was the lye I told you

Harry: You implied that you were working when indeed, you weren’t, I rang the station, and they told me you had the night off

Will: You had no right to do that

Harry: I did it for Selena’s sake...so where were you?

Will: Why should I tell you?

Harry: It was another woman wasn’t it

Will: ...no....

Harry: Well

Will: Okay I was with a woman I met in the bar, she means nothing to me, its Selena I want

Harry: If you wanted Selena, you wouldn’t have gone for this other woman

Will: Selena IS the only woman I want, and this woman I met it’s over between us

Harry: I don’t buy that, I wonder what Selena will say to this

Will: You so much as dare tell her there will be trouble....i didn’t love her, it was just sex and Selena needn’t know about it

Will was lying his ass off of course it wasn’t just sex, it was a full on relationship

Harry: why shouldn’t I tell her?

Will: If you care about her, you wouldn’t dare

Harry had no time to reply as his pager went off

Harry: I’m sorry I’m needed elsewhere....

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Once Harry leaves, Will is left standing in the corridor when he stops his latest flame Ellen walking down in pink overalls, she seemed pretty fobbed off.

Ellen: (running her hand down his chest) Hey, Will

Will: (Uncomfortably- not wanting to be seen with her) Ellen

Ellen: surprised to see you here...but gives me a good opportunity to see why you’re not returning my calls

With that, Will pulls Ellen down the corridor to behind some linin trolleys, but Abs sees and tells Bex

Abs: Bex Did you see

Bex: what?

Abs: Never mind

Abs then walks off with his patient card leaving Bex wondering what he was on about, however back down the corridor

Will: I’m not returning your calls as someone I know has been brought in

Ellen: Who...and I could have came to support you

Will: My wi... ex wife, she was stabbed....

Ellen: That’s the doctor that everyone is talking about Donavon I think she’s called...she was your wife

Will: Yes, Ellen just forget about her for know, I’m only looking into the stabbing that’s it and it is you I want

Ellen: Aww Will no one has said that to me before

And at that they kiss, but then Will breaks curios as to why she is at Holby

Will: So why are you here?

Ellen: I’m on agency and as of being short staffed I was sent here and I looking into getting my old job back

Will: Sneaky

Ellen: I know, can’t let the department be low on staff anymore

Will: Right, let me tell you something, if you so much as breathe one word of our relationship then it’s over, I’m not facing humiliation again and I’m sure you don’t want to either

Ellen: I want, I promise

Will: Good...i’ll see you later

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Later on, once Harry had finished checking a patient that Tess was curious about, he decided it was time for his visit to her.

Harry: Tess, Mr Simons will need close monitoring, his Obs checked every half hour if he starts showing any distress you know the drill

Tess: Right, I’ll get Claire to check him regularly

Harry: Good

Once Harry left ED, he went up to intensive care. On his entrance Selena smiled at knowing he would come sometime

Harry: Oh Selena... I tried to come yesterday but I wasn’t allowed as you were resting, I wish I was here sooner

Selena: Mmm, so why are you here don’t you have to be working

Harry: I had to see how you are; I didn’t know what was happening ever since Tess and the others wheeled you up here, I was anxious to know

Selena: well I’m fine now, just feel a little rough that’s all....

Harry: You don’t look bad though

Selena: you’re just saying that

Harry: I’m not... well it’s not like my view is going to matter now

Selena: why

Harry: Will told me you’ve got back together

Selena: No... He’s lying Harry; I couldn’t get back with him now

Harry takes Selena’s hand; she just looks up at him and smiles weakly

Harry: Selena, these past few months and seeing you nearly die, made me realise that we can still go back to what we had...I... have developed strong....

Selena: (Cutting him off) just...No Harry

Harry: Selena, I’m sorry... I’ll go

Selena didn’t reply she just watched as he walked out the room, not knowing how heartbroken he felt with Selena’s rejection. Harry wondered why she turned him away, stopped him saying the words was she scared that their past brief relationship would crop up, but who knows only time will tell

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It was the next day at Holby ED, the day of Pete Guilford’s funeral, this obviously set on that Claire wasn’t going to be in, it too was also Bex’s last day working as receptionist and a day when Luke would help her with her escape.

But it was also Selena’s discharge day; she was sorting herself out before her dressing was to be changed on her stab wound. Again, Nurse Carl Daniels was to attend to Selena.

Carl entered as checking his patient was okay,

Carl: Morning Miss Donavan

Selena: Morning

Carl: and how are you feeling this morning

Selena: Never been better, still a lilt sore, but it’s what to expect

Carl: Of course...look we can’t discharge you this evening but I’m afraid you can’t work for a few days and you’ll need a lot of rest and someone to take care of you

Selena: Right, does ED know that I won’t be coming back for a while

Carl: No, but I’ll see to it, however is there anyone whom you’d like me to call on the basis that you’ll need a well earned rest at home

Selena, thought for a moment, who was she to choose but her mind was quickly made

Selena: Erm...oh god...err...can you call Will Manning for me please, thing is I’m not sure he can come now until his lunch break or you could just tell him to come down this evening

Carl: We’ll possibly be discharging you around 6 o’clock

Selena: That will be fine; oh can you give him a message as well

Carl: Sure...

Selena: Tell him, we’ll talk properly when he gets here but I’m sorry and that I want him here

Carl: Righty O, and that’s to Will Manning

Selena: Detective Inspector Will Manning, is who you should ask for

Carl: Yeah of course it is, I’ll get a ward sister to tell you the reply when she comes to do your dressing

Selena: That’s fine, I’ll be happy to get out of here, well this ward, it’s not my scene, ED is my home

Carl: and I’m sure you’re missed, it’s been very busy down there lately

Selena: and I’m missing the action, typical.... Melissa and Kamile are they okay, Ericka and Straker too

Carl: As far as I know, they’ve been transferred to St James’ hospital

Selena: good, I want to hear of them no more, it was them who caused this mess, oh why on earth did I become a police doctor

Carl: Who knows, I’ll leave you to dwell on that thought

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Okay, heres more

Back downstairs in ED Bex and Luke were talking outside, the A+E entrance door.
Luke had found Bex standing outside,

Luke: Bex are you okay

Bex: yeah...well no

Luke: What’s wrong?

Bex: It’s this whole Pete thing; he’s still here with me that’s why I’m leaving

Luke: But it’s all the memories in Holby not just in this hospital

Bex: This is never going to go away is it?

Luke: It will, if you leave the country

Bex: Leave the country

Luke: yeah, I can arrange it all

Bex: I can’t do that

Luke: You can

Bex: But... you’ve got the funeral

Luke: I know but I’ll leave early and take you to what I have planned

Bex: Luke, your serious aren’t you

Luke: Bex of course I’m serious, none of this was you fault and you don’t deserve to be punished for it

Bex: But I can’t just leave the country

Luke: You can, look, I’m not going to tell anybody, and it’s for the best

Bex: But I won’t see any of you again

Luke: but you’ll have Pete’s memory and Claire on your back about it all the time

Bex: But if I leave, I have a lot to loose everything is here for me

Luke: But if you go, you can get on with your life, meet to knew people and if everything is here for you then why are you leaving?

Bex: You know why, I just see him in the stairwell, that’s why I’m going

Luke: and that’s why I’m helping you
Bex: and I’m grateful for that

Luke: Look, I’ve got to be at this funeral with Claire at two, I’ll leave at half past as it’s a forty five-minuet service and I want to get you away quickly

Bex: Where shall I meet you?

Luke: Outside the gates to the hospital, be there just before three

Bex: Okay

At that Bex went back into ED and back to her desk in reception, Luke got on to make some calls

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It had now just gone midday, up in intensive care Selena was about to get her dressing changed on her stab wound. Ward Sister Jayne Webster came in; Selena was sitting upright in her bed with a magazine.

Jayne: Hi...Selena, I rang your husband

Selena: (cutting her off and putting the magazine down) Ex Husband well he’s not but he is

Jayne: Oh sorry, well anyway I’ve rang in and he says he can be down around half six...that isn’t a problem is it

Selena: Not at all

Jayne: I just want to ask a few questions before I change the dressing

Selena: Sure, I know the drill, its procedure

Jayne: Good job you’re a doctor then

Selena: maybe, but I’m no use at the moment, I’m just rambling on now, you can ask me whatever you need to ask

Jayne: Right, yesterday we had you as nil by mouth and that was taken away today, did you have any problems taking any food?

Selena: Not at all

Jayne: Good, any dizziness and sickness?

Selena: Nope

Jayne: Are you in pain anywhere

Selena: just around the wound area, it feels like it’s still in there

Jayne: That’s most probably a reflex action; I can give you something for the pain after we’ve sorted it out

Selena: Please, I’ve never been in this much pain since...since oh forget it, just get this dressing done

Jayne: Of course

Jayne had by now washed her hands and put on the protective gloves, and was pulling away the previous dressing

Jayne: Selena, I’m just going to clean the area, this may hurt

Selena nodded, at the same time she looked down at the wound and cringed at the site, she somehow wanted to cry, she also thought ‘why, why me’ and how she could take the site of other people’s sustained injuries but not her own, to her it was a mystery.

As Ward Sister Webster cleaned the wound, Selena felt a sharp pain; this was definatly like the stabbing all over again; however, as a fighter she tried not to show it hurt

Jayne: Okay, it looks like its healing fast now that I’ve cleaned it, I’m going to put the dressing now....Selena, you are alright aren’t you

Selena: yeah...i’m fine; I just feel a little drained after all this

Jayne: well a good rest tonight and the next few days will do you some good

Selena: I’ve had enough of resting, I rather be working

Whilst the pair was, talking Jayne had finished the dressing of the wound

Jayne: Right I’m finished here

Selena: Already

Jayne: Time flies when you’re the patient...well there’s nothing keeping you in here for over five hours, you can wonder round the hospital if you want

Selena: I probably end up working, I’ll stay here for a while, might nip to the shop downstairs though.

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This part makes some reference to breife encounters, to the Lex scene near the end

Later on in Holby ED, Bex was just about to leave to meet Luke at the gates but before she could go, she got Sam, Charlie, and Selena together to say farewell.

Bex: Sam, I’m going to miss you loads you’ve made me laugh and you’ve just been absolutely great

Sam: Bex, what can I saw your amazing, miss ya lots

Bex: Oh Sam, come here

Bex pulled Sam in for a hug and the tears were already flowing

Bex: You be good, for you mum and for me else, I’ll come and check up on you

Sam: Sure, I’ll be an angle

Bex: I’m being serious I’ll hunt you down

Sam just smiles, as Bex turns to Charlie

Bex: Charlie I don’t know what to say apart from thank you for what you did for me the other day and you’ve been a great help

Charlie: Well you’ve been the best receptionist ever I had to do something

Bex: Don’t say that, I don’t want to go as it is...

Charlie patted Bex on the shoulder before she turned to Selena

Bex: Selena, you’ve been the best person ever to me, after our bad start to, you helping me through all this with Pete, I just want to thank you so much, I don’t think I could have done it without your support

Selena: Bex, you needed help and I wanted to help you think nothing of it

Bex: If you say but just be careful and don’t get in any trouble like that again, you scared me

Selena: I think I done that to everyone

Bex: I’m gonna miss you and your support

Bex and Selena then hug and Selena says

Selena: Take care Petal

By now, Bex had really started crying

Bex: Bye...

Sam, Charlie, and Selena watched as Bex left and once she had the three stood in silence.

Selena: Right I’ve got to get back upstairs, I said I wasn’t going to be away from the ward long

Charlie: Right, well me and Sam have to get back working as well...you feeling okay

Selena: Yeah, look I’ve gotta go

Charlie: and so have I seems like I’m needed

Over at the church where Pete’s funeral was being held Claire was shocked to hear Luke was helping Bex escape and so when Luke had left, Claire called upon DI Will Manning.

Claire: Hiya, its Claire Guilford...I’ve got something on Bex

Will: Right, go ahead

Claire: She’s leaving the country

Will: Claire I need to tell me how you know this information

Claire: Luke...Luke told me he’s helping here escape...she killed him didn’t she that’s why she is going

Will: It’s a possibility Bex was involved in Pete’s death, but I now need you to tell me where they are heading

Claire: I don’t know, he didn’t say

Will: Okay

Claire: She’s going to get away isn’t she?

Will: no she isn’t, I’ll call into the station now and get people looking straight away, I promise Bex isn’t going to get a foot off this country

Claire: Please, she deserves to go down for this, if she’s fleeing, it’s obvious she killed him and she can’t cope with the guilt

Will: Claire, stay calm, I’m going to have go now, and call base, just stay clam and don’t worry, we will get Bex

Claire: Okay

Claire put away her phone wondering if she had done the right thing, would Luke hate her for it, she loved him but he cared for Bex to, but this was her brother she was on about and because Bex may have killed him, she could never forgive her, even though she was her former best friend.

Will on the other hand knew his duty and knew he had to stop this but part of him didn’t want to stop Bex as she was his first guilt ridden affair which split him and Selena up and despite saying she meant nothing but in a way he still liked her, maybe she was the reason he took a liking to Ellen.


30 minuets later, the chase was on, Will was in lead chase of Luke and Bex, but cunningly Luke took a swerve to cause a lot of dust and he headed down a side ally and he and Bex watched as Will thundered past in his police car.
Soon enough, they arrived at the docks and parked up.

Luke: I arranged a boat to take you

Bex: Luke, this is too much...

Luke: It doesn’t matter just come on before we have the police on our tails again

Bex just smiled at Luke before getting out the car, and going to the boot in which was where her bag was.

The pair walked up to the port where a luxury boat was,

Bex: This is it

Luke: I know

Bex: come with me

Luke: i can’t

Bex: but i love you, don’t you love me

Luke: you know i do

Bex: then why?

Luke, sighs and doesn’t answer

Bex: Claire

But with that reply Bex and Luke share a kiss, which shown there was still strong love between them

Bex: she’s a lucky girl i hope she knows it

Bex began to walk away; she boards the boat and turns to Luke

Bex: and listen Schumacher, if you went through any speed cameras today you better send me the bill.

Luke: don’t you worry i will

Bex: (waves as the boat leaves) don’t forget me

Luke: (leaving as pause and saying it softly) As if, i could

awwwww :( shes gone again lol. great script though...keep going :)

It had to be done..... :crying: , Right i'm already on hte secon big part to this fic already, so I will be posting a lot in fairly big parts to get it over with,

After hours of driving around, Will had no site of Bex or Luke, and so he just blatantly gave up, he gave Claire a call to tell her the news

Will: Claire, this is DI Manning

Claire: Will...what’s happened

Will: We lost them

Claire: What? How could you just loose them?

Will: It was a close call, but they managed to get away without a trace, I’m really sorry Claire

Claire: Sorry! My brother is dead, Bex has left the country because she can’t face she killed him and my boyfriend is sticking up for her

Will: No-one has said that Bex killed Pete; we don’t have any evidence to support it

Claire: okay, but I know she’s behind it...she left so quick without a warning

Will: We’re looking into it, the best thing you can do is find Luke and ask him what he knows

Claire: He won’t tell me, I know he won’t

Will: Why

Claire: He and Bex, used to be married, Bex still loves him and he still cares

Will: But you two are together now, right?

Claire: Yes...but

Will: If he loves you, he will say

Claire: maybe

Will: look once you no something give the unit a call as I’m going off duty in half an hour

Claire: Sure....

Claire hung up in despair, she began to feel tears run down her cheek, she needed Luke, but he wasn’t there and that’s when she just broke down in tears as no-one was there to comfort her or tell her that it would be okay. Claire badly needed some security; she didn’t want to be alone, not yet, not now.

It was now nearing on 6:30; Selena was waiting in her side room, for Will. Despite everything that had happened, she just felt as if she could trust him and after all she did still love him, a little, that’s why she kept her wedding ring on despite being nearly divorced, Will still hadn’t signed the papers but no matter that, she couldn’t let go of him. But she still had no idea what was going on behind her back.

One seeing Will open the door with a bunch of flowers she just smiled,

Selena: Will, they’re beautiful

Will: Like you...so what changed your mind?

Selena: I love you Will... I just didn’t know what was happening yesterday, I needed time to think, you mean so much to me and I feel as if I can trust you again

Will: I knew you wouldn’t be able to resist me, and to show you how much I love you, when I get you home you can have star treatment

Selena: Aww Will, you always say the things I want to hear

Will: That’s why you married me isn’t it

Selena: Yeah and the fact that I loved like hell

Will: and now

Selena: it’s getting there...now are you going to take me home or what?

Will: obviously take you home

Will puts out his arm and Selena walks slowly to him, and links with him, she leans into his arms whilst holding her flowers in the other arm.

After being discharged from the ward, Selena and Will made their way out of the hospital, once coming up to the car park near ED’s entrance, they both stopped

Selena: Will, before we go, I need to know something

Will: ask me anything

Selena: You will stay faithful this time, won’t you?

Will: Why do you ask that?

Selena: I just need to know, so I’ll regret sending you the divorce papers and walking out on you

Will: Oh Selena...I regret being unfaithful...the day I lost you, I realised I did wrong, I love you Selena

Selena, just smiled, Will had flattered her once again, with his caring side so with that she kissed him on the cheek

Selena: Lets’ take things slow this time round ey.

But just as Will was about to take Selena in his arms again, Ellen came behind Will wrapping her arm around him before planting a kiss on his lips

Ellen: Hey Babes....

Will: Ellen, what do you think you’re doing?

Selena: Will...

Ellen: I’ve not seen you for two days; I’ve been waiting for the moment I can get my hands on you again

Will: Not now Ellen...

Ellen: tell me your not

Will: Tell you I’m not what

Ellen: don’t play stupid with me Will, you told me you weren’t going back to her

Will: I’m not technically....

Selena: Will talk to me, I though you said you loved me

Will: I do but I’m not in love with you, I love Ellen

Ellen: and I love him...Sorry Selena, he’s mine now

Selena: Will you promised me, you wouldn’t

Will: This was before you wanted me back, the night you were stabbed; I said I wanted you back as I pitied you

Ellen: You wanted to divorce him, it’s time to let go

Selena tried to hold back the tears, she was also in shock and didn’t know what to do, and she just stood frozen looking at the pair all over each other. She was devastated, she couldn’t believe it, Will lied to her again, this time she knew it was truly over.

Selena: you’re unbelievable...

At that’s she throws down the flowers, as she couldn’t stand it anymore

Selena: You two deserve each other

With this she burst into tears and ran off through the doors to ED, once she had gone, Will Stood on the flowers before kicking them into the road

Will: That put her in her place

Ellen: Will I feel bad we shouldn’t have told her this way

Will: Well it’s done now, so it means we can get back to where we left off a couple of days ago

Ellen: an offer I can’t refuse....

They pair walk off looking lovingly into each others eyes, for now it was out, well to Selena anyway that they were in a relationship,

Excellent, well done, tis great.

Thanks again for all the replies :)

Selena however had ran up to Harry’s office he was the only person she could think of telling, she was the one man she could actually really trust, bursting into his office and finding him not there was devastating for her. Shutting the door, Selena walked up to Harry’s desk, thinking she could cool it, but with no-one there to talk to she broke down even more, falling back into the chair, she rested her head one her knuckles of her right hand, crying uncontrollably.

Harry’s shift was now finished and he was popping to his office to get his things, Harry could hear crying from his office and was unsure of whom it was, he thought to himself ‘whoever is in my office is going to have good words with me’.
But opening the door to his office the chair swung round revealing a tearful Selena Donavan

Harry: Selena...

Selena: (tearfully) Harry, I need to talk to you

Harry: (walking over to Selena) sure, go ahead

Selena: It’s not about work though it’s personal

Harry: Okay....

Harry brings his chair from around the other side of the desk to near Selena.

Harry: (taking her hand) you know you can tell me anything

Selena: I know that’s why I’m telling you...It’s Will

Harry: Will, what’s wrong with Will

Selena: (tearfully) everything, he lied to me Harry... he said he loved me and that we can start over again and that...that he would be faithful, but he’s not, he’s a conniving cheating *******, he’s with that Ellen, they were together the night I was stabbed....and....and when Will was about to take me home Ellen came and the admitted they’re in love....real love....

Harry: Ellen!

Selena: Yeah, she came up behind and kissed Will, I’m so stupid Harry I didn’t se it coming; I should have known he would do this.

Harry: Hey, Hey, hey, you weren’t to know, Selena whatever you do, do not and I repeat do not blame yourself or call yourself stupid because your not...

Selena: I am, I’m stupid for trusting him and taking him back but I love him Harry and I’ve pushed him away too much to make him do this

Harry: Selena, no I don’t want you saying things like that

Harry could see Selena wasn’t going to stop crying or blaming herself yet, the only way he could think of comforting her. Harry stood up, and looked down at a venerable and tearful Selena

Harry: Selena I am here for you, whatever

Selena: I know

Selena then stood and threw her arms around Harry, pouring out her heart about how much, and all Harry could do was run his hand through her hair telling her that it would be okay.

Even though Selena had calmed down, she still wouldn’t break from Harry’s arms. For some reason Harry had the urged to kiss Selena, but he knew he couldn’t whilst she was like this, but he did kiss, softly on the head, in which his lips came in contact with her silky hair, and with that Selena pulled away and looked at him, the man she secretly still loved and adored too, something made her think she shouldn’t let Will get away lightly

Selena: Harry you’re a star, Will is so going to regret this

And at that she walked out of Harry’s office leaving him bewildered as to what he had done, but still he called after her

Harry: Selena...Selena!

But she had gone. But why, what was so important that she had to rush off like that, only time will tell.


Over at Will’s place, the pair had been on a bit of a walk not long ago and, only returned back to Will’s a matter of 10 minuets ago Will was waiting on the sofa for Ellen while she as she put it slipped into something more suited. She came out wearing a silk dressing down and her hair in a clip, Will was surprised at how good Ellen looked.

Will: Wow...

Ellen: You seem shocked

Will: I’ve never had someone looking so stunning standing in front of me, just to finish off

Ellen: You’ve got to be kidding

Will: No...

Ellen: Selena never gave you this

Will: She was different... (Will stands up to be Ellen’s level) but you are just a stunner

Ellen: why thank you

Unbeknown to them Selena had drove down to the place she once shared with Will, she still had they key, and to open the door, they key had to be used.
So whilst Will and Ellen were sharing a kiss in which Will was starting to take Ellen’s dressing gown off, and as both were getting pretty intermit, they failed to notice the door open or be slammed shut.

And that’s when Selena walked into the living room, and when they noticed, Ellen picked up her dressing gown, to hide her little outfit she had on especially for Will.

Will: Selena, what are you doing here

Selena: We need to talk...alone

Will: No... Whatever you want to say you say it to me and Ellen

Selena: this is our business I don’t want her involved

Will: well tough

Ellen: (to Will) I’ll be in the bedroom, waiting, (to Selena) don’t even think about trying to get him back, you’re not worth it

Selena, watched as Ellen waltzed into the bedroom as if she owned the place, but inside she felt disgusted that Ellen was now sleeping in the same bed that she once did with Will and that made her mentally sick

Will: So what do you want?

Selena: Like I said to talk

Will: There is nothing to say

Selena: Nothing to say! Will you lied to me; I thought I could trust you again....

Will: You were wrong

Selena: I know, so why did you tell me you loved me that you cared, Will I love you but I don’t want to, so why do you care

Will: because I do

Selena: course you do,

Will: I do, but not in the way, you think I do

Selena: Damn right, there... when Harry was trying to call you, you were in bed with HER... and you lied to me about it, and talk about making this work, what was I thinking to trust you again, how many people is it now...Bex...The copper and now Ellen, you broke my heart broke and your still doing it now

Will could see Selena was getting a little stressed, he tried to touch her arm to make her calm down

Selena: Don’t you dare touch me...i’m not here to win you back

Will: So why are you here, to make a fool of yourself?

Selena: No, I want to know if you still have the divorce papers

Will: Why

Selena: You can sign them right now; I don’t want to have anything else to do with you

Will: Fine, you win, but you’re not getting a penny from me

Selena: I wouldn’t want to, you’re worth nothing to me, and Ellen can have you, just get those papers, and sign them, I know I don’t use your name anymore but the sooner its gone I’ll be happy

Will: Whatever

Will then goes to some draws and pulls out the papers and a pen, he took a while to sign them, but once it was done, it was done

Selena: good, now don’t call me, try to find me, talk to me or use me in any conversation you have, we’re nothing now, and lets keep it that way

Will: Oh, I will

Selena: I pity Ellen, I hope she’ll she what a lying cheating ******* you are

Will: At least I have a relationship

Selena: Oh, you make me sick (Selena pulls of the wedding ring in which Will gave her) you can have this back to and I suppose the key, I wont be needing them no....perhaps you could give them to Ellen

Will: Shut up Selena, just get out...go on out

Selena: Don’t worry I’m going

Selena just looked at him disgusted before, walking out, dropping the ring and key on the floor.

Ellen remerged, from the bedroom; she had changed into a pair of jeans and t-shirt, she didn’t look happy

Ellen: I told you we done this the wrong way

Will: Does it matter; as long as I have got you, I’m happy

Ellen: Yes, it does matter you broke her heart Will I heard what you were saying and I don’t know where this leaves me

Will: Ellen don’t you do this, I love you

Ellen: How do I know that, hearing what you did to Selena makes me feel insecure

Will: I can never do anything bad to hurt you Ellen, I value you with my life, and you mean more to me than she ever did

Ellen: But how do I know that you won’t do this to me, tell how

Will: Because, I chose you

Ellen: I know...

Will: But

Ellen: I’m not sure, if you so much as once cross that line, treat me bad, you won’t just have me to answer to, my dad will make sure you regret it and regret it badly

Will: I promise

Ellen: Be truthful Will, I’m not like Selena, you can’t just mess me around

Will: and I’m not going to

Will goes in to kiss Ellen but she backs away

Ellen: If we’re serious Will about this, then we’re not rushing around into things, we take each day as it comes, yeah we can do what we like as a couple together.... but right now I’m not in the mood

Will: Okay... but we are still on aren’t we?

Ellen: Yeah of course, I do love you though Will

Will: Good because I love you too

Great :D keep posting some more :)

You want more, here's more.
In this part I did a bit of a song lyrics entertwining thing- not that good though.

An hour later, Selena was at her flat, the flat she moved to ever since splitting with Will, she sat motionally on the sofa, she was curled up, holding on the a cushion, she had a large bottle of vodka by her side tissues everywhere, The lamps were on a dim light and Ultimate Tear-jerkers and the track ‘Everly Brothers - Crying In The Rain’ was playing and Selena sat crying. But the thing was she didn’t know why.

I'll never let you see
The way this broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride
And I know how to hide
All the sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain
If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes

Selena had no idea what she was crying about, this song just associated with her, but in a way she didn’t know. Selena knew her heart was broken, but she didn’t care about Will no more, she didn’t want to associate the pain with him

You'll never know
That I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain
Raindrops falling from Heaven
Could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather

But that was when she realised the pain wasn’t pointing in Will’s direction, she wasn’t hurting because of him, the heartbreak she suffered didn’t come to her because of Will. It was there as she wasn’t with the man she longed to be with, the man that said they could live dangerously, a long time ago

Raindrops falling from Heaven
Could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you never see
Some day when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool

She cried so bad, hoping that he would come to see her, as no one or nothing could wash away her pain apart from him, Selena never wanted him to see her tears, but he brightened her day like the sun and that’s all she wanted to have a smile and get rid of the misery

But 'til then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
To hide these tears I hope you never see
Some day when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But 'til then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain

She saw the man as her world, with him everything was perfect. As for this moment in time, she now badly wanted him by her side, but with these tears of regretful passion, too much she wanted to smile, she didn’t want to complain, but her life felt so down she needed to cry out and complain till she had what she wanted, but never to his face would she show the compassion she longed for

Raindrops falling from Heaven
Could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you never see
Some day when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But 'til then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the... rain...

As the song close to an end Selena just wished everything would be okay, that this nightmare as she saw it would stop and that she could smile, be hopeful for a new day and that her dreams would come true. But she couldn’t tell Harry how she felt, she told him that their relationship should remain strictly professional, thing is she could help but love that man, in the way that he loved her. The only way she could make this feeling go away was turn to the drink, she knew she shouldn’t after what she had been through but she saw it as the only

A few days on it was Selena’s first day back at work, but for one she didn’t remember it, she woke to the sound of her alarm in the other room, on hearing it go off she sat up, looking around she found she had spent yet another night on the sofa, with that she ran her hand through her hair, and that’s when she noticed a few bottles of vodka on the coffee table and there was two pizza boxes, Selena just looked confused, she had no idea how badly she had been looking after herself lately

Selena: ****...what have I done?

Standing up slowly Selena knocked over a glass, this startled Selena in a sense that it hurt. Selena then picked up her phone and walked into the kitchen still stumped by what a mess she was in and how she let herself get this way, after putting on the kettle, putting in a teabag, some milk and a teaspoon of sugar Selena checked her mobile it flashed 4 new messages in the answer machine box, calling back the answer machine she listened to the messages


Voice call box: You have four new messages, to listen to you messages press 1, to delete your messages press 2...to

Selena, knew what her option was so didn’t fret to listen to the other options in stead she pressed number 1.

Voice call box: Message 1 –
Will: Selena look I was wrong to tell you this way but you can’t hate me for this, you’re the one who separated from me in the first place, I would have thought you’d have moved on....i’m sorry is that what you want to hear

Selena: Whatever Will...whatever

Voice call box: Message 2
Harry: Hi Selena its Harry, what happened earlier...when I kissed you, I didn’t mean to, just please let me know that you’re okay with it and you are okay
Voice call box: Message 3
Harry: It’s me again, I just want to know if you are okay, I know you were really upset yesterday and just give me a call, I’m worried Selena I really am, just please let me know
Voice call box: Message 4
Harry: Selena, it’s Harry, I can understand why you’re not returning these messages, but are you still coming into work tomorrow, if you’re not up to it, then you take the time off, if I don’t get a response Selena, I’ll come and find you...well not exactly as you’ll probably think it’s harassment. (a pause) well I have to go, I am expecting to have a reply or see you in work..

Selena smiled to herself; at least she knew he cared a lot

Selena: always was a man of great charm

With that she sighed, and poured the water into her cup, she took it in her hand and had a sip, taking in the warm feeling from the cold and emptiness she felt inside, An hour and a half later Selena was ready to leave for her first day back at work, she seemed to have made a real effort with her appearance, this was because she had made her mind of what and who she really wanted

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The morning of a busy day had already started at Holby ED; Harry was showing some student doctors around, who were going to be under Tess’ watchful eye

Harry: as you can see this is Recess, from here patients go down to AAU, and here we have Guppy he is our SHO... Guppy can I have a word

Guppy: Not now, I’m busy

Harry: Guppy this is important, (to students) don’t worry he’s not long came from where you have

Guppy walks off to try to escape a lecture from Harry, but he notices

Harry: Just wait here, I’m sure someone like Tess will find you and tell you what to be doing

Harry heads over to Guppy

Harry: Guppy, there’s no point in walking off as we need to talk about your transfer

Guppy: there’s nothing to say

Harry: Really?

Guppy: Harry you are just a bully I don’t like the way you run this department, you think your fantastic and a know it all

Harry: Don’t criticise me like that again

Guppy: oh what Harry, you can’t sack me

Harry: But I can get you out of this hospital

Guppy: Go on then

Harry: I want you out of this hospital right now

Guppy: is that the best you can do, I’ve not finished my shift

Harry: well I thought you quite so what are you doing here

Guppy: Finishing the week so I can get my pay

Harry: It doesn’t work like that anymore so you can be on your bike...NOW!

Guppy just started back, shocked but un-amused

Harry: well

Guppy: Just let me finish my shift

Harry: No Guppy, you leave now and anyway, what type of name is Guppy

Guppy: It’s a name from my culture, don’t worry I’m out of here screw your department, and you run it crap

Harry: Only because you’re in it

Guppy: yeah right, you can’t run this place properly; you are a vile moody man, I’m glad I’m leaving

Harry: good!

At that, Guppy walks off down the corridor, and Harry looks pleased that he finally managed to get rid of the man, who seemed to have been a bit of bother ever since starting work at Holby ED

But that’s when he saw as a breathe of fresh air, walking up and when she saw Harry she smiled, which on made him smile back, this person walked up to him with no hesitation

Woman: Harry

Harry: Selena...y...you’re okay and I know I shouldn’t say this but you look fantastic

Selena: I’m fine, I’m sorry I didn’t return you calls I only found the messages on my phone this morning and I needed to sort myself out

Harry: I understand

Harry and Selena’s eyes made direct contact, not saying a word to each other; it was like time had stopped

Selena: (breaking the silence with a smile) I should get going I have patients to see

Harry: Yeah...i have to go through anyway so I’ll go through with you

Selena: sure...

Harry: so how have you been?

Selena: Harry...can we talk about this later now isn’t a good time we have to work

Harry: Sorry, I’m just worried

Selena: well I’m fine and I’m here...look why don’t we go out after work somewhere or do something like go for a meal, as I need to talk to you about a few things...it is important but it can’t be discussed here

Harry: I’ll arrange something, if that’s okay with you

Selena: Of course.... I should really get working and you running the department

Harry: Obviously...

Harry and Selena begin to walk into the main department of ED first person to spot Selena was Maggie, who was a good friend of hers

Maggie: Oh Selena it’s good to have you back

Selena: Aww thank you...and it’s good to be back

Maggie: So how are things?

Selena: there okay....i just have one more thing to sort out, but otherwise its fine, what about you, I know you have problems with your dad

Maggie: he’s not good, I can’t cope anymore, that’s why...i’m thinking about taking to a care home, as Jamie doesn’t want to look after and I can’t afford to loose this job

Selena: It could be for the best

Harry: and I thought you wanted to be back at work Selena not gossiping, Maggie you should know better

Maggie: give her a break, and Harry I’ve been under a lot of pressure lately and you don’t help matters

Harry: I just want you all to be working...

Selena: just give me five and I’ll done

Harry: alright

So at that Selena walked to the staff room, Maggie go seeing to some patients and Harry got back to what he did best making, making sure the department was in running order.

Luke had taken some time off work to spend it with Claire who, was still a bit shaky after her brothers funeral and confused about Bex’s disappearance and seeing the tape of her pushing Pete down the stairs, with Charlie and Luke telling her to go that they will deal with it

Claire: Luke, why did you do this, I thought you loved me

Luke: I do

Claire: But you lied to me, you said you didn’t know about how Pete died...this...this means you lied to the police

Luke: you lied in court

Claire: he is my brother

Luke: and Bex is a friend, she mean more than you dead rapist brother

Claire: nice to see you care

Luke: Claire, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it that way

Claire: well what did you mean?

Luke: You know me and Bex have a history and you two were great friends, but Pete was terrorising her, you must have seen it on the tape, she didn’t mean to do that

Claire: and you believe that do you

Luke: yes

Claire: Of course you do, Bex didn’t like the idea of me and you so she had to go to other alternatives didn’t she

Luke: No, it’s not like that I promise

Claire: sure it is

Luke: I can make it up to you

Claire: how

Luke: Marry me

Claire: You’ve got a nerve

Claire storms out leaving a confused Luke standing in the living room, with video paused on Pete’s body lying on the floor, and that picture was a disturbing flickering image. Luke runs to the front door, and shouts her

Luke: Claire...Claire, I’m sorry

Claire: Yeah right

Claire gets into her car and drives off

Luke: Fine, you play it that way

So Luke goes back into the house, as much as he should have, he wasn’t going to go after her, this was all her doing

It was around 7:30 at Holby ED and shifts were over, Selena was already in the staff room, picking up her things ready to go home, she hadn’t had any confirmation from Harry as to them having a talk, she some how thought he had blown her off by not wanting to talk to her, because she had already turned him down once before, but just as she locked her locker Harry walked in

Selena: Hi...

Harry: Hi Selena, I’ve been trying to catch some time to talk to you, but we kept missing each other by seconds

Selena: It’s been a busy day

Harry: true... about tonight you said you wanted to talk

Selena: Yeah... I do

Harry: Well, I’m taking you to a restaurant, and I’ll pick you up around 9ish

Selena: Aww thank you Harry, you don’t know how much this means to me, you didn’t have to go to that much trouble, but believe me Harry this is important

Harry: Anything you say is important Selena... just scrub up really nicely and make yourself look beautiful, not that you aren’t already

Selena: I was going to say, you would have offended me if you said something else, so why did you say that anyway

Harry: You know the drill with restaurants I go to

Selena: Not quite, you only took me out the once Mr Harper

Harry: Not enough times by the sound of it

Selena: it wasn’t

Harry: If I wasn’t married at the time, it would have been more

Selena: you couldn’t help that...being the catch that you are

Harry: That’s a new one

Both Harry and Selena then laugh, first time in a while for Selena, and not a regular thing for Harry, for some reason the pair just clicked something that was always between them, maybe that’s why they first set eyes on each other

Selena: Well I should get going, I have to get ready for later

Harry: and you woman always take ages

Selena: Oi... don’t be sexist men take just as long...and anyway we do it to impress

Harry: I take that’s a woman thing

Selena: Yeah, I really should go now, night shift lot should be coming in

Harry: yeah.... I’ll be outside you flat at 9 on the dot

Selena: You can come to the door you know

Harry: I thought that would be a little rude of me

Selena: (Smiling and shaking her head) Harry, shut up and I’m definatly going now

And Selena left, now she only had to tackle the deal of telling him everything which she felt, and what was going on

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Maggie was with her Dad at a care home, she was saying goodbye to him, letting him lead a better life in which someone will always be there, but also it meant she didn’t have to worry, she could work and Jamie could do his job too, They were in his new room

Maggie: So Dad what do you think

Dad: I want to go home

Maggie: Dad, we agreed that you would come here

Dad: I know

Maggie: they can look after you here; you won’t be on your own

Dad: But Jamie looks after me, when you’re working

Maggie: not no more...Jamie has got a job remember...we talked about this

Dad: What about you

Maggie: I’m a full time surgical registrar you know that

Dad: Oh yes...my Maggie a really good doctor making me proud

Maggie: I know dad... That’s why I have to bring you here

Dad: Oh...

Maggie: I can come and visit you after my shifts

Dad: good

Maggie: You being here don’t mean I don’t care, it’s for the best, and you know that as I have told you, just please dad don’t be funny about this

Dad: I’m not

Maggie: Dad, I know you will like it here I promise

Dad: But I want to be at home

Maggie: This is your home now....

Dad: is it

Maggie: yes....look dad don’t do this, I’m upset as it is, but your going to have to get along in here now, I’m not going to be looking after you

Dad: Oh right...so this is it then

Maggie: yeah

Dad: Bye Maggie

Maggie: take care dad

Once Maggie had left the care home she just cried, she didn’t really want to put her dad into a care home but it was for the best, she couldn’t have him at home alone or staying in the staff room in ED, she felt that had already made her a laughing stick what with him walking around in his underwear, Harry was always pressuring her making her work extra hours, Jamie couldn’t be bothered to look after him, her eldest daughter, lived away from home, so it was the only thing she could do.

It was now nine o’clock, Harry was dressed formally in a suit as usual, but this one more appropriated to the occasion, not one of the suits which the Jacket Power label was givin to but it was a more classy style, and as Selena said he was about to go right to her flat door.

Selena was inside, she still hadn’t quite tidied the place, as she was too busy getting ready, and she wore a long black dress, in which she had a long black jacket on as well which she had buttoned in at the waste, a dangly pair of earnings and the silver necklace in which she wore most of her time and most of all a pair of silver stilettos and secretly she had again doped herself up with some pain relief as her wound had been giving her grief all day.

On hearing the flat doorbell go, Selena grabbed her matching small black bag, and she ran as fast as she could to the door, trying not to trip over the rubbish from the nights before, Selena opened the door with a beaming smile

Selena: Hiya

Harry: wow, you look amazing

Selena: It’s not to much is it. You said make the effort

Harry: It’s fine Selena, its fine

Selena: are you sure, I mean I dressed as if I’m going out on a date and it’s not

Harry: I know, but still we have a table to be attending in 45 minuets

Selena: ooo very precise

Harry: well I have to be, after all I am a consultant now Ms Donavan are you still coming tonight

Selena: I wouldn’t want to be doing anything else

Selena took the keys out of the door, stepped out, and locked it, she seemingly brushed passed Harry in which he could smell the scent of her perfume, but couldn’t quite make out which make it was, he couldn’t be bothered to think of the make, and he just watched her lock the flat door

Selena: (Shocked) Mr Harper! You’re not admiring anyone are you?

Harry: No, just waiting to go

Selena: Well I’m ready....

Harry: Let’s go then

Later on in the restaurant, the pair was sitting at a table with a bottle of wine, and their meals, some sort of classical, but claming romantic music was playing off in the background.

Selena: tell me why is it that I remember this place, I certainty haven’t been here with Will

Harry: Why do you think?

Selena: (looking at him dreamily) when we first met, the time when I was a consultant neurologist on a drugs trial, working hard to win you over

Harry: Yes, and it worked as that was when the days were fine

Selena: why though Harry why here ... all the memories are still here

Harry: But it was like you said we all need a place to get away

Selena: Mmm and what was that you described yourself as Compliant

Harry: But not a pushover

Selena: Not at all ...you were very romantic in those days too

Harry: Still can be....

Selena: This just feels weird, I’m still half expecting to see one of out lot rushing in telling us there has been a car crash, and it’s your wi... Oh god sorry Harry, I didn’t mean to bring that up

Harry: its fine, Beth’s dead that’s the end of it

Selena: But it’s my fault we never talked about this Harry and I know why because it was my fault

Harry: It wasn’t it was mine, if I hadn’t taken you here in the first place, I would have been able to take Tally out on a driving lesson

Selena: If I hadn’t come to department, just do the drugs trial and well try.... I heard about you as I said and I really wanted you and to bed you, so if I went elsewhere you would still b e in a happy marriage with a wife who is alive and I would never have caused you trouble and now all this that has happened me returning having my marriage go down the pan, endless hopeful flirting, being held hostage and then stabbed

Harry: I’m over Beth... we weren’t exactly the happiest couple we made out to be, and in reality it wasn’t any of our faults, it was Tally’s she went out of control and Beth grabbed the wheel and there was a collision in to a tree,

Selena: How did you cope after I left, it must have been hard

Harry: Lara...

Selena: (cutting him off) Lara! The woman who hated me

Harry: that’s because she was good friends with Beth...and she went of anyway to Simon, whilst Tally was in a relationship with him

Selena: Aww Poor girl, Lara is one hell of a bitch

Harry: yes, Tally went on a line of suicide attempts, she went to live with a few mates of hers, but when Simon died on Lara and his wedding day, they made up and both went to Australia

Selena: Must have been horrible for you, I feel so bad for leaving

Harry: It was bad, but with the Jacket Power I got through

Selena: (Laughing) Jacket Power... I’ve missed a lot

Harry: Well you’re back now

Selena: and I’m glad

The conversation about how Harry coped after Beth’s death went on until, the meal was over.

It was around 11 o’clock that night and Harry was dropping Selena off at her flat, they pulled up outside the story building, Harry stopped the car engine but neither of them moved. Selena then moved top open the car door, but she turned to face Harry and she knew she couldn’t hold back anymore.

Selena: I never really told you the reasons, the real reasons why I asked to talk to you... there is something really important I have to tell you

Harry: Right, well

Selena: Do you want to come in for a coffee?

Harry: That would be nice

Harry and Selena both got out of the car; it had become a little chilly in the air, but the sky was clear, this seemed to Selena like the perfect opportunity to tell Harry, up on her flat balcony.

Once getting up to the flat Selena had forgotten what a mess it was inside, unlocking the door, she turned on the light and invited him in

Selena: You go through, and make yourself at home while I get the kettle on

Harry: Right,

Selena had gone off through the hallway into the kitchen, whilst Harry in the opposite into the living room, that’s when he came face to face with the tragic mess of Selena’s living room

Harry: (Shocked and quietly) Bloody hell she must be breaking up inside

Harry began to walk around, well tried to as of the mess was blatantly everywhere; he couldn’t see how she could do this to herself

Selena was in the kitchen; she had put the kettle on, but was a little hesitant as to how Harry liked his coffee, she was going to shout through but she decided to ask him face to face as shouting will upset the neighbours, she walked slowly to the living room in which when she stood at the doorway she saw Harry, looking fairly distant.

Walking in, is when she noticed the state she left the flat in,

Selena: Harry, I am so sorry, I didn’t remember about this, I should have warned you

Harry: What happened?

Selena: (getting upset) it’s the whole Will/Ellen thing and a man I like that’s why I wanted to talk to you really, but I can’t bring myself to say it and you’re the only person I know who cares and that I can talk to, the reason why my flat is like this is because I’m scared Harry, I still think Erika is here, she is still out for me I know it she wanted to kill me, that’s why I’m scared I can’t be on my own, because I end up doing this, I thought I’d be used to it now, but I’ve finally let go of Will, he signed the papers days ago so we’re officially divorced in a couple of days, I once had everything and now nothing

Harry: Selena I know how you feel to feel like you have no one, but letting yourself go, by drinking and living on cheap takeaways isn’t going to help, and one thing you don’t have to be on your own, you shouldn’t have been anyway

Selena: (shedding a few tears) Harry stay with me, I don’t want to end up like this again please... knowing that someone is in the room next to me I’ll be okay

Harry: Selena, I can’t

Selena: (tearful) Why? I need you Harry to take care of me; I can’t do this on my own

Harry: How about, I clean up in here you pack a few or quite a bit of your belongings and you can stay in the spare bedroom over at my place or one of the spare bedrooms, because there is no point in me going home only to come back here again

Selena: What about your kids?

Harry: I told you about Tally going over to Australia, the other four live with Beth’s sister I couldn’t cope with working and them, and when Lara went with Simon I lost all my help

Selena: aww I’m so sorry

Harry: It’s okay, look you can stay as long as you want, because I want you to be okay and not ill or on your own

Selena: (smiling through the tears) do you mean that

Harry: Yes... anything to keep at your best... and instead of a coffee to talk over we can do that over some wine or champagne I have in the fridge

Selena: I knew I could rely on you

It was around midnight by the time they got to Harry’s place, Selena had never been to Harry’s house and she was surprised, it was more like a manor.

Selena: This is a wonderful place you have, must be all the money you get from running ED

Harry: A little... now let’s get you and your things inside

Selena watched as Harry took her bags and cases out of the boot, she admired that of him, and it was surprising he managed to carry all the belongs she had brought with her, and for one he made sure she was okay in her heels across the stoned driveway.

Once they were in Harry’s ravishing house, all Selena could do was look around the place was massive, Harry didn’t really like living in such a big house since everyone had gone, he’d been wanting to move but never finds the time.

Harry: right I’ll get these upstairs, and you can chose one of the five spare rooms in this house

Selena: Okay... the one nearest to the bathroom will do

Harry: They have bathrooms in them

Selena: God... I’ll just have to look for the right room them (under her breath) shame you haven’t said I can share yours

Harry: Did you say something

Selena: No... Well yes, shall I give you hand with all them?

Harry: No, you’re the guest

Selena: Oh alright then

its great... post more soon please.. i had to read lots this morning lol. i aint read it in ages. please post more soooon.