Danny Dyer believes that EastEnders has catapulted his career.
Speaking on The Jonathan Ross Show, the actor said he can't remember his career before appearing on the popular BBC soap.
"It's completely engulfed my life," he explained. "25 years I've been an actor, I can't remember none of it… It's just taken over my life this role… and it's like I'm getting a bit of recognition all of a sudden, it's a strange feeling."
The 37-year-old also admitted that filming emotional scenes affect him, saying: "We have a laugh now and again [on the show], once every six months you smile, the rest you just sob your heart out… I'm sick of crying.
"The thing for me is I go there, I go to some dark places in my nut so that's real tears so you go home and you're still half crying."
Dyer went on to say that the gruelling filming schedule left him exhausted and sick at one point.
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"They had to get the doctors out and everything, I wasn't allowed to leave until the doctor came and he said, 'he's exhausted, you've got to let him go home'."
Speaking about the upcoming week of live episodes on EastEnders, he added: "It's a machine, to do it live it's petrifying… once you hear that music [the opening sequence], I don't care there will be bum flappage."
On his National Television Award win last week, the actor said it was a "scary" moment but he didn't prepare a speech: "I just thought, 'go up there and blag it'."
Dyer also told host Ross that he had been rejected for several parts in HBO hit Game of Thrones.
The Jonathan Ross Show airs on Saturday (January 31) at 9.20pm on ITV.