Originally Posted by
CrazyLea
It has been really weird lately.
2 of my mates split with their boyfriends... so both are really upset.. they're from two different sets of mates, so I'm not sure who to be there for.. like tonight.. will get to that in a min..
Then another mate is like rather ill.. and well there's a story about that, but can't go into it.. so I'm trying to be there for her too and her brother was in a crash yesterday.. not serious but still.. and other horrible stuff been happening to her lately.
Then one of my mates who split with the bf.. i'll call her Ellie... well I said to Ellie yesterday that I might pop in tomorrow (meaning tonight).. cheer her up a bit like... but then my mates from Crymych might be coming to see me now :s which includes the other girl who split with her bf.. i'll call her Zoe... and my mate who is ill... I'll call her Hannah.... so..
Now I can't go see Ellie.. and be there for her.. which means I'm letting her down.. even though she's now going up to Rachel and Tina's... where I was invited to..
And I'm lying to them, cos I know they'll go mad... just so I can spend time with Hannah and Zoe and be there for them.. cos they live farish away, I thought I can't see them as much like.. so I dunno :crying:. It's all so hard!!!! It's not meant to be hard for me :p.
I feel bad now :(. What would you do :S.
Stick with Ellie tonight.. or see Zoe and Hannah????