You see I like the colour change but yeah I feel like Ive gone back
Although im glad not to be orange I miss seeing tangoed people on the boards :lol: I know I must sound strange
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I want to cry. & I don't even know why! (that rhymes!:lol: )
The place i'm hoping to hold my 18th may or may not do them. Cause of the underagers. Hopefully they should as they held my Auntie Ruby's 70th and my Second cousin's 21st:D. And there were uderagers at both.
Went to my grandpas grave today and for the first time in a while i ended up crying, i really miss him, i just want a hug :crying: but i don't think that's why i want to cry tbh.
My mates suppose to be coming round well she was suppose to come round at 8 and there's no sign of her. Her phone's off and all so i don't know what's happening. I got all excited cause it'll be the first time seeing her in 2/3 weeks and i don't know whats happening. Urgh.
I've had a flying visit back to Yorkshire for a surprise birthday dinner. It was a nightmare getting from where I am in Newcastle to the train station, took three hours in the baking heat then I got caught in torrential rain crossing the city and had to sit on the platform for an hour after missing three trains. All because the metro was closed :rolleyes:
Anyway, I'm now back in Newcastle and very tired. Somebody has drunk my wine :mad: I was planning on having a shower then drinking the rest of it but can't now.
I don't even know if its any of my business or what I should say. Basically Sam has a new girlfriend (according to facebook) and I don't know if it's a good idea. His ex cheated on him a couple of months ago and left him heartbroken. I last talked to him a few weeks ago and he said he couldn't be with anyone for a long time because he's still in love with her :hmm:
I am worried that he's going to fall back into what he had with his ex and it will all go belly up again. I don't know this lass and he hasn't told me himself yet. Do I say I'm pleased for him that he's moving on or that it's too soon or it's not a good idea? :searchme: I don't know what I think to it to be honest. On the one hand I'm very happy that he's moving on and forgetting about Becki but I also know that he's not forgotten what she did to him and I'm worried it could be a bit of fun that is going to hurt him more.
I'm not in the habit of telling people what to do but I am concerned given what happened in his last two relationships and what it did to him. I know he's not over Becki and that he can't have a no strings relationship. It's either all or nothing.
Maybe he hasn't told me because he's scared of my reaction. Usually when he's had a girl or gone on a date he'll tell me the next day (whether I want to know or not).
All that said, I miss him immensely :( Maybe I'm slightly jealous because I've been thinking of everything that happened between us. But I don't want him and I never did. So jealousy doesn't even come into it.
Maybe I'll just wait for him to tell me then base my reaction on what he says :hmm:
Edit: Sorry for the long ramble. It's been whizzing round my head since I saw it and I just don't know what to think of it.
They had a weekend away with no kids. :( but they said they wish they took us now. I was supposed to be going to Oakwood at some point this week with ym friends, but I'm skint and working most of the week anyways. :(
I'm so tired. My head hurts. I feel drained. :(
Was only supposed to work 12-5 today as I'm doing a 3-close tomorrow so my manager purposely gave me an early sunday finish, btu I got to work and it was "Kirsty, are you out tonight?" ..."No Adam.. why?"... "will you stay on until close please, Natasha phoned in sick". Ace. So I ended up working until close... again.
Then I gave him a lift home, nothing happened, then my tyre was beign weird so I took the car to him, and we sat in his garage talking for a bit, then took the car for a drive to see what it was, got back and sat and talked for ages... but nothing happened again. I need to leave it no, I'm just full of false hope, and it's getting me nowhere.
argh Im so annoyed I couldnt sleep last night and I tried to come on here but then my laptop was being a pain, I have work in like 20 mins so Im drinking lots of coffee
This week is not going to be good.
Got a letter this morning from my insurance company, turns out that the driver of the car I bumped into 2 months ago is now making a personal injury claim... whats that all about?! Ugh. I'm all wound up about it again now.
Phone the insurance company and ask them what is going on, saves you worrying. Did you bump the driver very hard or was it just a little tap? What kind of injuries could the driver have suffered?