I held Jade's hand all night and begged her to forgive me
EMOTIONAL Jack Tweed told yesterday how he spent a whole night holding terminally-ill Jade Goody’s hand in hospital — and begged her to forgive his criminal past.
The 21-year-old, out of jail on parole and facing a new stretch after a second assault conviction, made a late-night dash to the Big Brother star’s bedside just hours after appearing in court.
Jack, who wears an electronic tag, was allowed to break his home curfew on compassionate grounds after hearing that Jade had “suffered a turn” after an op to remove a bowel blockage.
He spent Tuesday night comforting the cancer-stricken mum of two as she cried in pain and battled to sleep, with her condition continuing to weaken.
Jack said yesterday: “I was given permission to spend the night with Jade. I’m so happy — I just wish I could be there all the time.
“I told her I’m so sorry for my behaviour in the past. It’s meant I haven’t been there for her the whole time.
Frail ... Jade had 'turn' in hospital
“I told her I’ve let everyone down but have learned my lesson. And I said I’m worried that, once again, I won’t be there for her and the family when they really need me. I just want to be with her as much as I can.”
Cuddle
A source at the Royal Marsden Hospital in Chelsea, West London, told how a camp bed was put in 27-year-old Jade’s room so her husband could stay — but said he barely slept at all.
The source said: “Jack spent nearly all night holding Jade’s hand and tenderly stroking her face. He tried to cuddle her, but she is hooked up to a drip and has her gas and air mask constantly with her, which made it hard.
“He did his best to hold her at times, she was grateful he was there.”
Jack spoke of his vigil yesterday just as Jade’s mum Jackiey Budden, 50, left the hospital in tears after visiting her stricken daughter.
Distraction ... Jack helps chum hunt flat
Jack, whose curfew means he must stay at his mum’s Essex home from 7pm to 7am, was NOT allowed to return to his wife’s bedside last night.
He spent yesterday afternoon with pals, leaving Jade to get vital rest.
During the trip, he visited a pizza restaurant before viewing a showroom with a chum who wants a new flat.
Jade — mum to sons Bobby, five, and Freddie, four — was “heavily sedated” in hospital last night.
Spokesman Max Clifford said: “She’s not been seeing anybody. She is resting up so she can see her boys tomorrow.
“I spoke to Jade this morning and she was very, very groggy. We are just hoping her sleepiness was just down to the drugs she was given for pain.”
Mr Clifford said that if Jade’s condition continued to worsen, he would advise her to withdraw from the public eye.
She has so far accepted media coverage to raise money for her sons.
Jade, whose cervical cancer spread to her bowel, liver and groin and is believed to have reached her brain, wants to die at home in Upshire, Essex, but she is too frail to travel.
'Emotional' christening for Goody
Terminally ill Jade Goody has been christened with her two sons Bobby and Freddy in a "very short and emotional service", her publicist has said.
Max Clifford said the "very pale and fragile" Goody was in a wheelchair and assisted by nurses during the service at London's Royal Marsden Hospital.
Clifford said the ceremony would be the last thing reality TV star Goody would do in the public eye.
He added that she had had a "smile and a kiss for everyone who was there".
Bobby, five, and Freddy, four, were earlier brought to the hospital in west London by their father Jeff Brazier.
Flowers were also delivered for the ceremony at the hospital chapel, which was attended by around 20 close family members and friends.
The mother-of-two has only weeks to live after her cervical cancer spread to her liver, groin and bowel.
Goody's husband Jack Tweed and her mother, Jackiey Budden, were also present at the ceremony along with other members of her family.
Clifford said: "It was in my mind that she was saying a final goodbye to some people.
"Jade was obviously very happy with the whole thing; Jeff was there on one side, Jack was there on the other side, and it was a very short and emotional service.
"I think everybody knew just how important it was to Jade."
It had been hoped the ceremony would take place in a church, but Goody, 27, had been heavily sedated.
The service was carried out by hospital chaplain Chris Lee and Corinne Brixton, vicar of St John's church in Buckhurst Hill, Essex, near Goody's home.
Sons' future
Clifford said he believed Goody had enjoyed the service.
"She finds it very hard to stay awake for more than a few minutes but she stayed awake for the 20 minutes of the service.
"It was a very positive atmosphere, after each of the boys were christened everyone clapped and after Jade was christened everyone clapped again.
"It was a very simple service. There were prayers and blessings and a few short readings."
Earlier Clifford had said Goody's two sons were not fully aware of what was going on.
"They know their mother is very ill and that is something the family will help them with.
"The boys will get a party as soon as they can. I think the intention is to take them out today."
Goody has vowed to raise as much money as possible for her sons through media deals before she dies.
Clifford said photographs taken of the service would be published in OK! magazine at a later date.
Pictures of Goody's recent marriage to Tweed have already appeared in the magazine. Tweed, 21, is awaiting sentence after he was found guilty of attacking a taxi driver and threatening to stab him after leaving a club in Essex last year.