been revising, i have an exam tomorrow, but i feel well rough, my knee is really stiff and feels dead tight. and y thout really hurts from coughing. Hope fully the exam wont be too hard.
Apart from that a pretty normal day.
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been revising, i have an exam tomorrow, but i feel well rough, my knee is really stiff and feels dead tight. and y thout really hurts from coughing. Hope fully the exam wont be too hard.
Apart from that a pretty normal day.
You should get some manuka honey, it's medicinal, if you take a spoonful of that a day it keeps colds/sore throats away. Something to do with area they feed in I think.Quote:
Originally Posted by Katy
i'll bare that in mind, its actually feeling a lot better this morning thankfully as i have my exam in erm 3 hours 30 minutes.
How did the exam go Katy?
I've been to a Virgin Vie party tonight. Ended up spending more money than I should have so I'm going to be broke for the next couple of weeks.
I'm so tired. I feel emotionally drained and I'm so stressed I feel like crying. I keep having moments when I get so stressed out I start shouting and get angry. I really can't wait until exams are over. Roll on 18th June.
Had a mad day finishing coursework off in my frees. Went to WHS after school bought some good old stationary :p I wanted to buy a fluffy pen but they didn't have any! :eek: I think I should protest :lol:
Have to go out tommorow to London with a bunch of random people. I should really learn how to say no. Have to be out of the house at 9. Who knows when I'll be back..
Sunday off to friends house to do coursework. So glad I've only got two left. The last week has been so stressful.
The exam wasnt too bad to be honest, it was much better than the last one i did which i failed badly.
Bought a new game for the playstation so i am playing on that for a bit then ill do some revision. I have also booked my train ticket home which is good as it gets so much money off if you book in advance with a rail ard and by a specific ticket.
Went out last night, so i just had a long walk to try and clear up my hangover and it has actually worked. I am surprised.
Bit of a rubbish day. Had work this morning then went to bed for a bit. I didn't sleep, I realised what coming off the meds actually means and it just dragged up everything I've been desperately trying not to think about for two years.
I spoke to my teacher about it yesterday and I think he understood straight away what it entails and why I don't want to. He figured it out in two minutes and its taken me four days to come to the same conclusion :cool:
On the upside, its been really warm today. I'm absolutely mafting at the moment so I've got the fan on.
Im having a hectic time at the moment with dance shows coming up AND exams :eek: Not long now like on wednesday it will be 2 weeks till my first exam!!!
I am sure you will do well, good luck with everything. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Abbie
Right before i start typing up my week this will be rather long i think:lol:
Monday - Had my history extended essay to do in exam conditions hoping i havn't failed it. Had to change a paragraph as i knew nothing on how other people helped with the unification of Italy that weren't Italian. The rest of the day was ok from what i can remember:lol:
Tuesday - Went in a bit later then i should but only because i have a double free peirod 1st and 2nd so it's all good. Nothing exctiting happend that day i don't think.
Wednesday - Got told we would be given our exam timetables the following morning so we had to be in also got a letter from Mr Moony stating that we have the 9th May till the 9th June Off for study leave. We have to be back in school on ... i can't remember the exact day:lol:. We have to wear school uniform when we enter the school at all time's. We can leave the school after the exam we have sat and the invigilator will register us when we enter the hall. If we're in to study we need to go up to the office to sign in and then sign back out if we leave before the end of the day which is 3.50. So basically something we all knew. Oooh and we are getting made to wear blazers at the start of the new term which althrough we start in June will be August. The rest of the day was rather boring.
Thursday - Had an argument with my computing teacher about my nab being place to tuesday instead of friday when he said it would be. That one really gets on my nerves. Made up with Erin althrough i had vowed not to say sorry and guess what i ended up saying sortry i don't know why i do it, but i do in a way cause i don't want to lose anymore friends. Got my exam timetable which goes like:
English - 15th may
History - 26th may (i think)
Computing - 2nd June.
Computing just has to be on an inservice day so the school buses won't be running so look's like i'm staying with my gran the night before.
Friday - nothing intrested happend apart from finding out we have my english teacher till tuesday which is his last day as he didn't sign a permant contract cause of his back and we will have 10 peroids of english with no teacher so i'm going to try see if i can go into the libiray to study cause everyone will be talking and i really want to pass this subject.
Saturday - Ment to be heading over to Mount Vernon to bisit my grandpas grave but never went cause of this strike happening at grangemouth. And my grandma didn't want to ruin all her fuel so we went over to edinburgh on the bus.
Today - just been studying for my computing second prelim which i have tomorrow first 2. But kept on getting distracted by my grandma asking me to do things, that annoys me cause she knows i need to study but still asks me to do things:angry:
now this will be a rather long post:lol:
My laptop is offically dead *sniff* :crying: :p Something with the screen. Either £200 or £300 to fix it. For that you can just buy a new one! I don't know if I'm getting another one yet though. The internet connection keeps being really intermitant on this desktop computer as well! And you have to restart it which takes an age. Not helpful with coursework! Which I better go do now :p
Some kid next door has got a recorder :angry: They are the worst instruments ever invented. I threw my neice's in the bin after she played it at 5am one morning. I hate the damn things.
Had an ok-ish day. Don't feel too good. My psychological troubles are manifesting themselves into physical pain and illness.
I hope you can get some help with all of this and that you feel better soon. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Abigail
Well, I think I'll go round next door and break the brat's "instrument." That should sort that out :rotfl:Quote:
Originally Posted by PerditaI hope you can get some help with all of this and that you feel better soon. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Abigail
I think I'll let the rest simmer until I can be bothered to do something about it. Might have a talk to my teacher about it tomorrow, although its indirectly his fault that I feel like this. He said something completely innocent which I happened to agree with but it got my mind going and I came up with some reasons. Basically, he made me think about what I've been trying to run from and I don't like thinking about it.
Oh what it would be like to have a simple, uncomplicated life :rotfl:
Oh what it would be like to have a simple, uncomplicated life :rotfl:
That might appear to be tempting but would be rather boring, in my opinion anyway. I think we all need some complications in our life to make us grow and feel goo about ourselves. How can you feel proud of having achieved something if you never had to achieve anything but had it done for you? But I agree that some of us seem to have an unfair share of complications in their life.
Yeah, I guess it would be a pretty boring life without any drama. I do feel slightly proud of myself for achieving things nobody expected me to.
I think part of it is because I am so deperate to leave 6th form. I feel held back emotionally from moving on because I can't leave yet. I want to move on in my life but I can't, there's too many memories there that I can't deal with. I guess you could say I'm going to university to run away because I don't want to deal with things.
Unfortunately, Abigail, you never can run away from the things you don't want to deal with, wherever you are going, they will be there. You going to give counselling another go? I seem to remember you saying that it did not help you because you felt forced into it. Perhaps you are a bit older and wiser now and could cope with it better? And you should feel really, really proud of what you have achieved, not just slightly. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Abigail
I was thinking about counselling the other day but I just don't think its for me.
I was hoping a new start in a new place might help but, as you just pointed out, it probably won't.
you never know a new place may bne just what you need.
I agree about recorders though, especially if they cannot be played. I remember the recorder group at primary school, oh it was cringeworthy.
I spent yesterday travelling, going to buy some paper to revise today. Its so nice being at home for a change, a bit of comfort and nice tea made by me mam. Apart from that pretty boring.
Oh i no whjat else happened a girl from my old school has gone missing, so im hoping they find her soon.
I had a better day today. I feel rotten with hayfever but apart from that I'm good :) Can't wait to have a shower and get into bed though :lol:
Had an argument with my mum. Started off as a one sided discussion which I refused to partake in and ended up with me getting wound up. Then the phone rang :lol::cheer: It was the head of 6th, she wants me to go in and see her on Thursday. Its good to know that I can rely on some teachers to back me up and see things from my perspective when my mum and I butt heads. We never ever see eye to eye on anything.
yhat was what i was like with my mum but since i have moved away we get on great. I find myself wanting to spend time with her, something iwould try and avoid before i moved away.
I done lots of posters today to revise, loads of colouring in which is ace, sometimes i get sick of writing loads and loads and loads.
And the letting agent phoned today and this week she wants the contract for the house signed by Friday, trust my luck it be the week i decide to come home. So i am going to have to go to bangor, Friday morning and come back in the evening, hassle i could do with out, and money i could do with saving. Grrrr!.
I got my laptop back. But I have keep moving the screen back and forth because it freezes and flickers. My mum and I decided that a Mac desktop would be the best replacement to get. Not workable having one computer between the family we all use it too much :lol:
My Biology coursework deadline has been extended which is good :thumbsup: The other science group didn't have enough time because of the teaching strike for their practical so they have to extend the deadline for both groups.
we found that in our hosue, especially round exam time. I remember last year i was doing A LEvels, my sister some GCSEs and my mum is a teacher so she was needing it al the time. My dad was like we only need one, but then once we got another laptop it was the best decsion.
Celine Dion Live In Las Vegas = :wub:
Love her so so much and she's excellent live:Dx
Right think i shall go now:lol:
Pretty rubbish day :(
I've just wanted to cry most of the day in school! (silly I know)
Some people just wind me up!
Making comments when they're completely unwanted... there's just no need!
School is getting way on top of me now!
Anyways. Haha
At least my 30 hours voluntary work is all done!
Now I can get down to serious revison :)
I need to buy another 2 newspapers.. again!!
We had to have a tabloid and a broadsheet and count out 200 words on the same article in each paper... I went and did all that
And now they've gone missing from my room.
My Nan only thought they were recycling and has thrown them out!! :( Boohoo
Haha never mind! :)
I am now soooo confused, i just want to cry.
My boyfriend dumped me on sunday well he told my friend to dump him and she texted me telling me to dump him first which i did. But he's not told me why he wanted to end it. But one of my close friend's went out with him and wasn't to keen with me going out with him but they had fallen out and no they've made back up again so i dunno if it ws a plan to make back up with him and then get him to dump me and then date him again or what. I am so confused and emotional cause i really liked him. He won't even text me back or anything.
:crying:
Oh no Tannie :( Thats terrible :(
I hope things get sorted out soon :)
I know you probably don't want to hear this but if he doesn't have the guts to tell you himself that its over then he's not worth the effort.Quote:
Originally Posted by Tannie
Just had a big tidy up and reorganized my room. I like stress in a way, its the only time I can be bothered to tidy up :rotfl: Real good stress buster :D
It's been a very interesting week...
Basically friend has been acting rather strange! On saturday, went round a friend's for a party as his parents were away for the weekend. Now he goes out with my other friend, Nat, who I've known for over a year now and since they've been going out, I can never speak to her without him being there. Anyway on Saturday, I chatted to her on her own for like 20 minutes, and he got really mad and ended up having a blazing row with her saying how he's feeling left out and how she should stay with him etc... and he's done it before, if she goes and speaks to her friends, he goes off in a strop because she isn't with him all the time, and she has to go over and apologise and give him a snog to make him happy. Anyway, the argument made her cry and he only argued with her because I apparently was talking to her for too long? :searchme: Am I being unreasonable or am I right to think that's a bit clingy?
Really sorry to hear about the boyfriend Tannie. :(
Twenty minutes talking to a friend isn't unreasonable. You were at a party, the general idea is to socialise and talk to people. He does seem very possesive of her
This guy does sound very possessive, not healthy at all. Don't want to put the frighteners on, but those kind of people turn into stalkers should their relationship ever finish and it probably will. I once had a boyfriend who would never leave my side, I could not even do a bit of shopping by myself. :rolleyes: I finished it because I felt I could not breathe and he took it badly but accepted it eventually. Is there a reason for this guy to be so insecure which often is the reason behind excessive jealousy?Quote:
Originally Posted by Abigail
What Perdita just said reminded me of New Year's Eve last year. I'm sure I told you about this but there was a lad who was with us and he was buying me drinks. Didn't catch on to what he was up to for a couple of hours (I was very drunk). To cut a long story short, we ended up going to somebody's house and he got very jealous when I was talking to the other lads. There was only me and another girl there with nine lads. He wouldn't leave me alone or let me talk to one person without butting in or giving him evils. He even wanted to come in the car with me at 3am when a friend took me home. He was very persistant, one of his mates had to tell him to back off.
He found out that I was having a friends with benefits relationship with somebody else and he got very possessive. He text me several times a day, rang me during the night to ask if he could take me out and wouldn't leave me alone for three months. He even text my friend every day for gossip on me. When she turned her phone off he text her boyfriend :rolleyes: There was absolutely no way I was going to go anywhere with him after the way he acted.
Maybe you should have a word with your male friend and tell him that he should give his girlfriend some space to breathe.
What does Nat think about it all?
Sorry to waffle.
I could have a word with him, but I just have a horrible feeling he'd have a go at me and turn on me.
I have spoke to Nat in confidence about it and I have told her I feel like I am losing her slowly as a friend and I want us to be close friends again like we were before. She told me that she thinks he is getting very possessive of her, but she hopes that he will stop. I've told her to give him a warning about it, because what he's doing is really possessive and I feel like I'm losing out on a valued friend. She said she spoke to him about it and he apologised, and now she just hopes he will stop.
I'm glad other people think the same as me. Thanks for the responses :)
Today wasn't to bad. School still majorly sucks and i am seriously missing kirstin whom decided to go to college this year instead of coming back for a 5th year.
My life doesn't feel as bad as it did the last time i came on here. Made up with erin which is rather good part from the fact she thinks she can tickle me when she know's i'm tickly. But she ends up stabbing me in the ribs with her hand but i know she doesn't mean it. I hate being skinny at times.
My love life may get back on track waiting for Wayne to phone me back if he ever does. Hoping he does through.
Have no english teacher so if feels weird getting one of the other teachers as they don't talk as much as Mr Mcdermot does:P
not been up to much. saturday went out for a meal at this pub with my family. the food was really nice, although i dont think ive ever eaten so much in my life i felt like i was going to burst, i could barely stand up lol!
came back to uni yesterday. need to go to the library and start on my essay, should have done some today but i just dossed around instead! and yesterday evening me and my housemate got excited cos we watched the video from the cheerleading competition we did!
Had progression day today...universities visit the college. Our college sends the most people in England to uni so the hall was packed out with uni stalls. I ended up with about 15 or more prospectas' :lol:I regretted that alll the way home with my two bags full :lol:
Tommorow I have a history mock. She only decided to tell us about it yesterday. Helpful...
This weeks dragging on...can't wait until the bank holiday weekend.
My bank holiday weekend will be spent revising :rolleyes: I can't wait until exams are over and I can spend the day in bed watching House or going shopping or just being lazy for three months.
Today was spent revising. Well, for a couple of hours. Didn't get up til 11am then I faffed around for an hour getting dressed and having breakfast. Then I spent another half hour rearranging my room because it didn't work the way I did it yesterday. Can't believe how much space I have now that I've gotten rid of a stool and a box of stuff for ebay. Guess it just means I'll have to find more rubbish and clean washing to throw on the floor instead of putting away :lol:
Today was great intill i found out Wayne is dating Jodie.
I now know why he dumped me and it more or likley wasn't because he was putting pressure on me it was cause of Jodie. Tried to phone him twice and he hung up on me.:crying:
Sorry to hear about that Tannie.
History mock - ok. Managed to go on and on writing about nothing in particular.
On the way home the police were doing there random drug searches again. Can't help but feel slightly intimidated by 30 odd policemen just staring at you as you walk past...
Decided to get a Mac as my replacement. Probably the same laptop as my sister. I'm so annoyed with PC's and their breaking down and viruses! Going on Saturday as my sister is back from uni and we can get 30-40% discount because she's at uni.
Some family's coming round on Sunday which is nice. Don't get to see them very often.
Had the day off today because I feel awful. I've almost lost my voice, my chest hurts and my joints hurt too. I also can't hear very well.
Just had a shower so I'm going back to bed.