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god i havent posted in this thread for ages! had quite an eventful few weeks
went to doctors to try and get onto anti depressants but he really wouldnt let me so there was a big ho-hah about that, i got a second opinion and they said the same, so i ended up moving surgeries...nightmare!
uni and work are getting really stressful atm, its the last 6 weeks or so of my degree so it's all getting to me atm. i cant wait for the easter break so i can slow down a bit and finish off all my work. just got a mark back for a presentation i did 59/100 which im fuming about, i did everything that was asked and pulled off a good presentation, everyone in my class said it was good, yet we got a low mark compared to everyone else, when ours was as good as the rest. the pair that got 71 went over by 10 minutes from the amount of time we were allowed to do, how is that fair?
anyways ive got a date when I go home over easter, can't wait! meet him off Gaydar, which is like a gay dating website, it's usually really infamous for attracting the wrong sorts of people who are after one thing, but he's a really lovely person and we already get on really well. I think we both know that the dates going to go well and stuff, so hopefully i can come back soon with more exciting news about that! that alone has put a smile on my face and made all my other problems seem not so important anymore :)
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Bryan, maybe you don't need anti-depressants, you are stressed out because of your degree and maybe that is why you did not get anything from the first surgery you went to. Perhaps there are other ways for you to feel different to the way you do.
Hopefully, the Easter break will provide you with the chill-out time you need.
Good luck with your date :D xx
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Omg Bryan that's so unfair, I thought you could lose 10% of the marks or something by running over by 10 minutes.
I'm also fuming about my results as they're lower than predicted but everyone's getting angred by me being upset because they did worse than me. Some of them hardly picked up a book for the whole of the Christmas holidays or January so they're asking for it really, but I worked harder than I've ever worked in my life :crying: I'm now ONE stupid mark off of an A in Economics over the three units we've done so far. One of the teachers was supportive another was just putting even more of a downer on it :angry::angry:
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So far today I've took 2 Panic Attacks, (My Pc Passport teacher just can't handle me), Couldn't concentrate thought i was going to faint, and My laptop won't charge so on my mum's laptop. I'm sitting here trying to grieve Steph properly and all I want to do now is cry my heart out but I don't. The good part is I get my phone back tomorrow :D! And think I'm having a girly night round my mate's house :D
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Working at home today, have really bad cold.. My partner got bad news about a friend of his so had to fly out to Germany this weekend so have the kids to myself.. they have plans for me for mother's day.. not sure what they are but last year I got tea made from the hot tap and soggy crackers.. had to pretend it was a gormet meal :lol:
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It's been a while since I've posted properly.
The last week has been really stressful. I can't go into details as the police are investigating but my family has been ripped apart. I'm shocked at the behaviour of some people but I've realised that there's nothing I can do about the situation.
Last weekend my mum organised a family meal and deliberately didn't invite me :angry: She made up excuses to my sisters as to why I wasn't there but she didn't even ask me.
I've applied for some work experience at a mortuary :D I'm hoping I get it. I've also maybe found a place to do a masters although it depends on if I pass my driving test and how much money I have when I finish my degree.
I've failed a module which means I'll be trailing credits next year. I haven't been to the lab sessions and there's no way I can pass it now.
This week we've got elections so we'll find out on Friday who our new officer team is for the next academic year. Its very tight this year and its going to be interesting.
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I haven't been on here for a while, have had a hectic but good few weeks! :)
Made a few new friends so I've been out alot more, it's nice to just chill out sometimes though! :)
Gained an interest or 2.. but I don't feel the same, there is 1 guy at the moment though, he's lovely, and he says he finds me enticing, but he has a girlfriend, and I would never break up a happy relationship.
Never mind, I've focused on myself alot more recently and it's done me so much good, College is going okay again, my Maitre D' is in a few days so I'm sligtly stressed right now trying to get everything sorted.
My headaches still haven't dissapeared so I went to the doctors again and they stole my blood :( I'll get my results tomorrow though.
Apart from that not much to report, apart from EMA being absolute silly billys as usual lol. Hope everyone is good! It seems so quiet around here lately! xxx
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Stole your blood :rotfl:. Let us know if everything is okay with your headaches Kirst!! Hope you get better soon!!
I've actually enjoyed past few days :) I am so glad I am back at work. I have missed working so much!
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I am pleased for you, Lea, hope you continue to enjoy the job :)
I have had a migraine type headache since Sunday night and hope to get an appointment with the doctor today, the painkillers he gave a few weeks ago when I had a week with permanent headache are not doing anything. :( Maybe he will steel some of my blood too :eek: :p
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well done on the job, glad you are enjoying it,
I have work experience in a solicitors next week, im really looking for ward to it.
