Yeah i've came to realise that. Still don't want to believe it's true but guess i'm going to have to by the look of her facebook. :crying:
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Yeah i've came to realise that. Still don't want to believe it's true but guess i'm going to have to by the look of her facebook. :crying:
I am soo tired. Doing a workshop in Oriental Hip-Hop, a mixture of hip-hop and belly dancing. 3 hours this afternoon and 3 more hours tomorrow :eek: Not sure whether my back is going to forgive me for this.
Wow that sounds so cool :D
It is a bit different but looks good put together :D
Owieee, I have a kidney infection againn, aswell as flu. Fun times. I just want my bed but I'm supposed to be going to a friends house with a few others tonight as he was 19 the other day so we're having a little gathering, but I don't feel up to it at all. Decisions decisions
At the risk of sounding like your mum or nan, stay home and go to bed. Your friends probably won't appreciate you passing on flu and you should rest.
I've never had a kidney infection but they sound nasty. I hope you get better soon.
I concur with Abigail, Kirsty, you should rest, you body needs it. I once had a kidney infection and remember that it was very painful. Get better soon xx
Hope those of you who are ill get better soon. I have come home for the week and feel a million times better already. I was feeling reallynstresed so I think the change of scenery is doing me good.
Went to see the football today which was good. And I ALso went shopping and my dad got me a new dress. It's purple for my Xmas ball.
Theres too many xmas soicals I want to go to :(
Tannie just because you never got the chance to meet up with Steph doesn't mean you can't be upset about her death. She was your friend. Steph was close to many members on here i've spoken to her a few times on msn. If you want to come on here and shout, scream or bawl your eyes out Tannie do it. We are all here for you. But don't bottle it up.
I know and i will, i'm glad to know i have people around me that care :D
Either my colds got worse or it's just came back :(. I feel terrible think i may go sleep for a bit. Was meant to have a driving lesson today but cause of stuff it's thursday at 7.30 now. Least i'll be able to pay her :D. I feel so tired yet i don't see how i slept fine last night :S. My mum wants me to take her books up to the library today but it's really icey well it looks icey and i don't particularly want to go incase i slip and i have no energy.
Well this is my 18,000th post, omg I know!
I need to leave for my tutorial soon, I dont understand the paper at all and I have a test thats worth 30% that I need to do, I can do it today or tomorrow, Im gonna do it tomorrow so I can go over my notes again tonight
I feel thoroughly miserable :( I'm so ill, haven't been to any lectures last week, behind on the work and I want to give up. Got a doctors appointment for Friday (that's the first pre-bookable one they have :rolleyes:) but I'm going to ring in morning to see if they have anything. I can't spend the rest of the week feeling like this. Even my flatmate, who I rarely see, said I don't look happy.
Went to the evening service last night and cried the whole way through. I don't feel well enough to go to my lectures but I know if I don't, I'll just get behind on the work. I need to email my tutor but I don't know what to say.
:crying:
I've got to do a textual analysis on a poem before 23.55 or i'll be marked as absent for last tuesdays class althrough it wasn't on to begin with. Dreading it through i hate textual analysis.
Abigail, don't give up. you've worked so hard to get into Uni and you're nearly there! :) You can do it :)
I feel lousyy. Stupid flu, and my kidney, and then just general everything else on top of it... I cannot wait another 2/3 weeks before going back to the doctor. This si never ending.. and it has to end somewhere doesn't it?
On the plus side, I'm back on track with Slimming World and I've had a healthy day :) and just made tacos (quorn mince) haha for me and my family which made me feel a bit better.
What english are you doing?
I did english language
Arghhhh. :angry: Last week I missed 4 days of school because my dad had to have a kidney transplant and my mum was in hospital too because she was the donor. I had to stay with my aunt and uncle so couldn't get to school. My teachers said they'd email me work, didn't bother with one exception, then dumped it all on me when I got back today. For Business I was told to do the Human Resource Plan while I was away which I did, but today I find out that the Production Plan is actually due in before the HR plan. The teacher then said that anyone wanting help with the work should stay after school on Tuesday and Thursday. I want to stay as I feel that I'm behind after missing all of that teacher's lessons last week and don't really know what I'm meant to be doing. There wouldn't be a bus when I really really need one would there :rolleyes: My parents can't pick me up with the state they're in; my mum's worse because the surgeons managed to collapse her lung during the procedure. I hate seeing her like that and I don't know how I'm ever going to catch up with the work; I felt that I was behind with the work before I missed a week because it's so much harder this year. :crying: Still got my uni application to sort out too, I gave a draft of my personal statement to my tutor but it's sooo bad.
Kim, I wish your Mum and Dad the quickest recovery possible :)
...Do your school know why you've been off? Is there a teacher you could speak to about the situation with your workload and your Mum and Dad, and also transport. I'm sure if you spoke to someone and explained your situation and worries they would be more than heppy to listen :) maybe you could get together with some of your friends at one of your houses for a study sesh :) I love them, simply because we always helped each other on the parts we didn't understand and I got quite alot done... it was also much more relaxed and saves struggling on your own, it would be beneficial to spend some time in general with your friends too :) maybe talking to them about your worries would help?
My parents arranged an appointment to see the deputy head of 6th form before they went in and he said that he'd sort it all out with my teachers... doesn't seem to have worked lol. Today the absence sheet came through from last week and I thought I heard my tutor say, "Kim... that's unauthorised." I was just like what, lol. Luckily it was put down as authorised. With the exception of one friend doing Psychology, my friends don't do my subjects so that's made it more difficult. I did try to ask about Psychology today but she didn't tell me much. I'd feel rude arranging a study session so we had more time to discuss stuff and then expecting her to find her own way home.
Hope you get your schooling sorted and that your parents recover quickly.
I woke up with a very sore throat so have to see the doctor and get myself back to bed. Have not felt like this for ages. :sick:
someone made their avatar all christmassy and I got to far ahead of myself.. I love Christmas!!!
I have my christmas avatar on hehe. :lol:
I can hear the lyrics from music two floors up! :rolleyes: We went down to reception about an hour and a half ago but the flat obviously turned it down, then turned it back up because its back at the same volume!
On the upside I have finished three out of four courseworks. Eastenders omnibus & holby will fill up the rest of my evening! :lol:
Moazzam Begg came to the university today to give a talk. He was detained in Guantanamo Bay for two years without charge. His story was quite shocking, especially when he said his six year old daughter saw him kneeling on the ground with a gun to his head, hooded and shackled before being led away from their home by his interogators. When he returned to his family after three years of detention, he didn't recognise his children, they didn't recognise him and he didn't know how to play with them.
I honestly don't know how he survived two years in solitary confinement in a cell 6 feet by 8. It beggars belief that the place was even allowed to exist, before you even consider the detention without charge, torture, water boarding and everything else that goes on in that place.
Anyway, pondering over. Got half a bottle of wine that needs finishing.
My dad came home today. He has no immune system though and I'm worried I'm going to catch things at school and it will make him worse.
The school computers will be down after school tomorrow so the coursework session has now been moved to the lunch break. Lucky for me because I can actually go to it now :)
My tutor didn't find much wrong with my personal statement. I was really shocked, it was the first time I'd showed it to anyone. I might have to try and add a few things but hopefully it won't take me too much longer.
My mum's had to go back into hospital :crying:
So sorry about that, hopefully she will be well enough to go home again soon.
I could hit the roof with frustration :angry: :angry: I was poorly at home for two days and found this morning that my office email account is not working. I am being pushed from pillar to post by the help desks, everybody denying responsibility because we work with two different systems and I am due to be transferred to the new system but have not been yet. I know I have loads of emails, some quite important and can do f all about it. :wall: :wall:
Sorry, rant over :)
Sorry to here about your Mum and Dad Kim hope they're feeling better soon.
I'm not tired this is not good. :wall: Told everyone i would go into college tomorrow, ain't been in since last wednesday, cause of everything. & Now i'm just not tired, look's like i will be walking into college like a zombie great. On the plus side i'm staying at my grans tomorrow night which will be a great laugh :thumbsup:
Its really werid being back home
Oohh how long you home for Abbie?
I got glasses today for reading and using the computer, they make me look intelligent haha.
I've had a bit fo a heart to heart with a friend tonight about relationships.. and our fears, and basically, I am now trying to put everything I think and need to know into an email to send to Adam. I don't know what will come from it, but I'm looking for pure closure on everything now. I cannot go on liek this, and my friend and I discussed whether or not it was a good idea.. and life is too short to keep saying "what if?" so I'm taking the plunge... I just need to get this email right now without sounding stupid.
Had more abuse off that girl again today. Luckily I kept my cool and she calmed down after a while, I had no reason to get angry anyways because I know I never said what I've been accused of :)
I lost 1lb tonight, doesn't seem like much.. but I'm just glad it's coming back off now instead of going back on! I am so proud of my Nan, she achieved her club 10 tonight because she lost 10% of her body fat.. or something along those lines... 18 1/2 lbs altogether! I wish I had her willpower haha
Well done, Kirsty, I wish I had your willpower to stick to the Slimming World diet. Good on you to email Adam and I think you can be proud of yourself for not reacting to the girl's abuse. :clap:
Im home for 4 nights, 3 days :p, I basically go back down to exeter my other home :p monday morning
I still just cant get over how werid it is being here