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sorry keep forgetting this will post more later
Sorry its short will try to do more later tonight if not tomorrow
That night changed sharons life forever and she knew it. She knew the moment she gave in and kissed dennis that her life was never going to be the same again. She put everything she had into that kiss whether she admitted it or not she had wanted this to happen for months and as she would her fingers into his soft wavy hair and as he lead her to the bedroom she felt euphoric, even if just for a moment. It was the most selfish feeling in the world but she was happy and for once that was all that mattered. She didnt think of the what ifs or the mabyes and for the first time in 5 years sharon took a leap of faith and a small amount of hope was instilled in her heart. She was happy. Then den came back... :angry:
sorry will hve to be more tommorrow cos i went out for tea
heres some more all feedback welcome tell me ifshould give up and leave it.
This is the last bit of back story before it starts properly sorry it took too long blame homework. :angry:
After dens came back Sharons life spiralled out of control and everything changed. She couldnt be with dennis and she felt as though she was no longer her own person. She couldnt be who she was before den came back but she wasnt who she was before he 'died' either. The worst thing was that she felt as thought the last 20 years of her life had been built on a lie but dennis, he felt safe, he felt like home, he felt real and so when den left they embarked on an affair only to be split when he returned.
This broke sharon. Broke her heart into tiny pieces until she felt as though she would never be happy again after all the only person that ever made her feel truly happy was dennis. Dennis always maintained his love for her evern when they werent together while she was forced to deny him hers and when she once again sought solace in his arms sharon resolved never to lose him again. She was wrong.
Christmas was supposed to be a happy time. Her and dennis were supposed to be happy but sharon and happy didnt often go together. As they revealed their love zoes admission broke sharon and dennis apart and recked all chances of them having a future together. Sure she could have stayed with him but she knew she couldnt watch another woman give him the child she knew he wanted. She was scared. Scared that one day he would wake up and realise that she could never give him that child. Scared that he would leave her. Scared that she would be left with nothing except haunting memories and an empty bed.
So sharon did whatshe always did when she was scared. She ran. She ran away and hid in america. She was safe again and the fear had gone but she wasnt the same person evn vicki could tell. She felt like an empty shell, useless and alone and she was probably in the wort place possible. Seeing Michelle with mark jr and vicki was like twisting the knife that had lodged itself in her heart. It hurt. It hurt her so much that sometimes she wanted to die but part of hre liked the pain because it told her she was still alive, reminded her she was human, reminded her of him. And as time passed she learnt how to live again, learnt how to lie. Even after she found out her dad had ruined her life for nothing by making zoe lie she returned to america and continued healing her heart because she knew it would get better not because she had faith but through the process of elimination. It had to get batter because it couldnt possibly be worse. She had lost the love of her life, what could be worse that that, she was never going to see him again.
brill! :D wow this is so good! just read it all. liking the way sharon and dennis had met before! :) post more very very very soon please, cant wait
As usual sharon was wrong.
As dennis strolled down the sunny florida streets he couldnt believe he was going to see her again. When he found out she was staying with vickis family he headed straight for her and now as he stood and knocked on the front door nerves bubbled through his veins.
The door opened.
Vicki screamed.
Vicki: I cant believe its you what are you doing here
Dennis: well what do you think im doing here im here to see my favorite sister
Vicki: Yeah right and the fact that sharons here is just a coincidence.
Dennis: yeah well i came to see her too are you goona invite me in or not.
Vicki stood aside and dennis walked into the pristine hallway and throught to the lounge where he quickly occupied a space on the sofa.
Dennis: so...how is she?
Vicki: to be honest not great she cries alot but she wont talk about it. She did tell us about about zoe not being pregnant though and it all being dads fault.
Dennis: what how does she know about that?
Vicki: Chrissie tricked her into going back. She was hoping for you to be there so much when you werent she was worse than ever.
Dennis: Where is she now i need to talk to her
Vicki: She shopping with mum. Mum thought it might make her feel better but we all know it wont the only thing that can do that is you. She still loves you dennis.
Dennis: I love her too. I never stopped loving her.
Vicki: Im sorry
Dennis: what for?
Vicki: for being against you two. Youre so perfect for each other i can see that now. You make her happy and at the end of the day thats all i want for you both to be happy. I love you both.
Dennis: we love you too we never wanted to hurt you and the fact of the matter is she makes me happy too. I'm dying without her
will do more after 10
In the next part: Dennis has found sharon but does she want to be with him?
brill! :D sharon has to have dennis back! :) more very soon please, cant wait
part 11
all replies welcome :)
Sharon forced yet another smile as they climbed into the taxi. Normally she loved shopping with Chelle but her heart just wasnt in it. They travelled home in silence and were surprised to hear the sound of two voices as they entered the hallway. Sharon recognised both of them. As she heard footsteps in the hall she stood perfectly still in shock. Then two faces appeared round the doorway. The first was vicki who casually stepped to the side. Then dennis.
Dennis: Hello Sharon
This was all too much for sharon who broke down in tears and ran to her room slamming the door behind her before collapsing on the bed in a flurry of tears.
Dennis: Now what do i do?
Vicki: talk to he she's just in she thats all
Dennis: but what if she doesnt want me
Vicki: She will. Now stop being stupid and get in there will you. You love her dont you!
Dennis: Ok but can you give us some space im not exactly comforted by the thought of you listening at the door while i pour my heart out.
Michelle: Sorry but who are you and whats going on?
Vicki: come on mum lets go see what you bought while you wee uot and ill tell you the whole story.
Dennis pushed the bedroom door open, his heart breaking at the sight of sharon in floods of tears. She looked so small, so innocent, so sad. Instinct took over and without a second thought her strode over to the bed and pulled her into his arms. He could feel her shaking through her sobs. Her hands were clammy, her face was wet and sticky from tears and the lump in her throught made her want to be sick.She felt as though she was suffocating. Slowly she pulled away from dennis wiping her face with her sleeve.
Sharon: I dont know if i can do this
Dennis: do what?
Sharon: be here with you
Dennis: I love you sharon
Sharon: But i dont know if my heart will let me love you again. If i lost you all over again i dodnt think i could cope.
She stood up and walked to the window leaving dennis sat on the bed.
Dennis: Your not gonna lose me, i promise
Sharon: you said that before remember and you broke my heart.
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Next part: can dennis convince sharon?
wow!that was fab!!u nearly had me in tears there!!excellent more sn please!!sharon of course you cna love him!he's come all this way- you have to get together!!! :cheer: :thumbsup: