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hope you sort things out Bry, it is normal to feel like that you shoulkd want to take him back, i remember feeling the same about my ex, i kept thinking bout all the thinkgs i could have done differently.
hope your OK.
I have had long lectures today, thinking the works piling up already only been back two days!
Face is not to bad today, healing nicely! so thats grand.
Bryan sorry to hear about you spliting up with your boyfriend. I'm sending you an extra big hug we're all here for you anytime. It's understandable that you don't think you'll be able to trust anyone again but you will. you may have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your true prince but you will find him. Take care huney xxx
Bryan, sorry to hear about you and your boyfriend splitting, I believe everything happens for a reason and whatever's meant to be will be :) chin up xx
Good day, I enjoyed College again :)
Then went to my friends house with 2 others as he made us dinner
Chicken soup for starters and Spaghetti Bolognese.... he told me he made the chicken soup, which i bought.. until he collected the bowls and was like.. I didn't make it at all. It's actually cup-a-soup. Haha... was still yummy!
I feel like I have a head cold :/ so I think it's time to grab a cuppa and get myself to bed. I have the dentist tomorrow and I'm having my hair cut finally! Maybe my hairdresser will kindly sort out the bad hair dye I have on my hair haha.
Went to that Oceana thing...wasn't too great. No one was dancing, and it was a bit crowded. A friend in the flat opposite felt ill so I came home with her, saved us both a bit of money on the taxi home. The others wouldn't have come home for ages anyway and I have an 8.30 lecture and feel a bit crappy and tired so right decision I think.
I tried to go to the station to pick up my tickets today. Big mistake. :lol: Bus didn't go where I thought it would, so I ended up going into the centre. :lol: Went into Primark and bought a nice bright blue cardi so it wasn't a totally wasted journey lol.
My friend from Australia is coming Friday. So excited, I'm just so annoyed the uni put lessons on the Friday because I was planning to come home Thursday but now I can't grr.
We had level 2 basic hygeine training today instead of lessons, was good.. we had an actual exam at the end of it to get our certificate, I found it ok though but I have to wait 4 weeks or so before I found out if I passed.
Apart from that, I feel quite good, not the best... but I'm taking a stand, and that makes me feel good, knowing that now I'm the bigger person, and I have plenty to show for myself.. he only has guilt, and keeps saying sorry, but it's not good enough this time, I don't have the time or the energy to keep going around in these pointless circles which the other night proved to me. So now it's just a case of avoiding him as best as I can!
Well Done Kirsty, Good Luck with the results. Its good your taking a stand as well.
I had a busy week at lectures the clearly dont believe in bringing us in slowly! lots of prep to do for next week as well, which i have not even started! THink its going to be a weekend in the library. My mate from homes coming up today, looking forward to seeing him, he can fill me in on the goings on at home.
I think I might be spending my weekend in the library too. I have so much work to do it's probably the best place so I don't get distracted.
I'm going to my first trampolining session in several years this afternoon. Really looking forward to it. I'm also joining the canoe club on Wednesday afternoon. I've never been canoeing so it's going to be an experience.
My date went ok. I got bored after a few hours. Not sure if there will be a second date, he seems more keen than I am.
Aww, give the guy a chance, Abigail :D Enjoy your trampolining and canoeing!
Enjoy, ive been playing gaelic my legs are feeling it now though, after a summer of hardly any exercise, im certainly making up for it now!
That's what my friend said but if I got bored after a few hours what's it going to be like on a second date?
I know exactly what I want and he's not it :hmm:
I am feeling really quite ill, and so is my hubby so there is definitely a bug going the rounds AGAIN.
We are going to a black tie thing in London on Thursday night, and I had to go and get a dress for it.
The fashion advisers in John Lewis are very good. They took away everything I had picked up and brought me a bunch of dresses that I would not have picked up in a million years.
I now have a black, sleeveless and lowcut dress that is in a kind of grecian style, it is light chiffony material and gathered slightly under the bust, there is a gold and black diamond shaped panel at the front above the gathering. It is longish, but about ankle length and not floor length which will mean I can wear it again at Christmas.
I am so relieved!
Sounds lovely Trin very posh. Sorry to hear you and hubby are not well. There is a lot of bugs going around just now. Hope you feel better soon.
I'm feeling a bit lonely tonight. I miss my dog and my niece.
I think I live in the quietest flat here and its really starting to get to me that I see my flatmates for five minutes a day. That's compounded by walking past the house earlier I was going to live in this year.
I find this place really isolating at times. Most people go home on a Friday and come back Monday morning (beats me why they do).
All I want is a cuddle from my dog and a hug and kiss from my niece :(
The guy who I went on a date with, Rick, wants to go out again. I'm not being mean but he bored me to death. I'm trying to think of a polite way to say no without hurting his feelings.
My friend from Australia was staying at my house back home this weekend so was pretty busy. She had a friend here too.
Went shopping in London on Saturday then today we went to a club called the Church that opens from 12-4 in the afternoon. It was good....then they had a stripper. :ninja: Certainly a sight I won't forget easily...:lol: And there was some guy who swallowed soap and made bubbles and inhaled gas and blew fire. Was a bit weird! Hm...We all had such a laugh on the way there though dressed as ghosts.
Back now. Uneventful coach trip. Got the taxi driver down from £18 to £15 which was a result.
I am so screwed for tomorrow. My mate/boyfriend i duno what he is yet cause altho i told him how i felt i don't know wether i was saying it cause he was drunk or what!:S but yeah asked me to go out for a couple of drinks tonight and i was like yeah sure and my dad was like don't get to drunk and i'm drunk. But i blame adam cause i drunk his pint :lol:. Driving lesson at 12.45 tomorrow i think my mum may not be happy so after i've wrote this i'm heading off to bed. Best plan i've had like :lol:
oops, had a talk at 9 this morning! Whoops, never mind, im sure im not missing much
Suppose its my own fault for staying up till a ridiculas hour watching programmes on the internet.
Oh no, another Adam lol. Though I'm sure your Adam is probably alot more gentleman like :)
I'm so tired! Completely messed up my sleeping pattern yesterday, fell asleep at 6 pm, woke back up bright eyes at quarter past midnight.. thinking it was like half 4 haha, so I didn't get back to sleep until like 2... I'm struggling to keep my eyes open, but I have too because I'll mess it up again if I don't haha
First council meeting tonight and it didn't go too bad :) I've been elected to Steerings, which is basically a committee responsible for running elections and referenda, supporting officers and making sure the constitution is upheld.
I've got headache now, think I need some food.
I've had a really nice two days. Aberystwyth is so beautiful. I went and met this guy in town from the Pride society and we walked along the beach, then walked up this massive hill to a cafe, where we just ate and talked, whilst looking at the sea view. Then we went back to his where we had tea :)
I feel like I'm clicking with my flatmates a lot more now. Had a good laugh with them this afternoon. One girl, Jenny she just makes me laugh lol and the feeling is mutual. We were just looking at each other, trying to talk but we just couldn't stop laughing when we looked at each other! So funny.
Hope tomorrow is just as good.
thats good then Dave, it does take time, i always find the first month is hectic because its getting back into a routine, or in a routine for the first time, theres lots of new things to try, you got to get used to lectures, living in a new place, making new friends, all the thins you have been used to previous.
My life is really hectic at the moment.
Went to Stafford today on union business. Fell asleep on the amazingly comfy sofas there :p I love the union sofas, they're so big and have lots of cushions its impossible not to fall asleep on them.
Got back about 7pm them had to help someone write a letter which took over an hour. Now I'm doing my washing as I haven't had time over the weekend.
I'm loving being back at uni now. I was really worried in freshers week but things have come good. I have very little time to myself, unless you count the hours between getting in at 8pm and going to bed but I'm loving it.
I've made lots of changes, like not drinking (I realised a week ago that it wasn't helping my mood), going to church on a Sunday (helps me de-stress) and just talking to people and seeing where I can help.
Let's just say he forgot it didn't happen and we're just going to carry on like we were before cause to be honest i don't think either of us are ready for a relationship. And we'll just see how it goes to be honest.Quote:
Originally Posted by Kirsty :]
...I actually feel quite offended tonight lol. I'm quite upset haha.
I'm applying for a waitressing job in theis 5* hotel called the Celtic Manor (not sure if any of you have heard of it) but anyways... quite a few people have said to me "you? Celtic Manor?"...I'm not exactly posh, and I don't come from the nicest of areas... but I don't think you have to be posh to work in a 5* hotel, you need to know your stuff, be passionate about it, and have manners... and I believe in myself that I have all 3. So I'm now so determined to try and get this job! I'm really quite angry :/
Apart from that, good day :) went to dancing, and finally decided that this month is my last. It'll be sad to leave.. but I know it's definately for the best.
I wait when people say things like that Kirsty, it really annoys me. This one lad in freshers week was like "your from Manchester...ergh, whats it like living on a council estate!" I nearly smacked him, met him for five minutes and that was the first things he said to me! I know i have an accent but still!
Good for you though, My cousin worked at New Hall in Birmingham wating on to all the posh celebrities that stayed there! I wanted his job, hope the application goes well. Prove them wrong.
I had a good day manning the book stall with my friends, it was cool, didnt do any work so tomorrow i really need to knuckle down.
OH that annoys me so much Kirsty and Katy... I come from a very rough area in Dublin and people are like "whats it like living there? Do you not get scared of the gangs and robbed cars".. I had it all my life.. it is disgraceful.. My ex's mum always turned her nose up at me.. bloody snobs :angry:
Theres a girl on my course from the south side of Dublin near trinity and she is really posh and my cousin lives in the rougher part and she always says things like that to me, i wouldnt go there at night, or theres gangs up there, you want to say grow up and get into the real world where there are different types of people and its not always peachy.
Im going to do some work today!, im determined, i have been so lazy recently but i need to do some before i am piled underneath it al!
There are good people and there are not so good people living in ALL areas. Just because people live on less affluent estates does not make them any different to those living in posher areas.
I have something along the same lines, cos when I tell people from sunderland I sometimes say that I lived in a bit of a nicer area and people are like " theres a nice part of sunderland"Quote:
Originally Posted by Siobhan
They've never even been there :rolleyes:
Treat everyone as you find them. Basing an opinion of someone on where they live/ were born/ were brought up is stupid.
The high school I went to was near a 'rough' area, but there were kids bused in from all over the place when I went there. Nice people and not so nice from all areas.
In my experience you get nice people and horrible pe ople everywhere - and their accent has nothing to do with it.
Good luck Kirsty - you show them!
I am so determined for it now! Show people that I can do it :)
I have a day off tomorrow so I'm going to go and post it now I've finally finished the application form haha.
I'm shattered! Been in College since 11.30 this morning and I've just got in :( I am starvinggg, all I want is a Dominos haha. I may have to make a little trip.. and hand a cv in at the same time lol
I actually did some work!!!
and i got an apology off my lecturer as he proper put me on the spot about something i cant remember and i just got all confused and answered, erm i do but i dont know why, he said sorry for making me uncomfortable, which he didnt i just doint know how to answer but never mind, whats new there!he does make me laugh though, so enthousiastic bless him!
Got an early start tomorrrow, a long day but footy training in the evening which i am looking forward to and a mates 21st on friday night which i am also looking forward to.
Kirsty - I don't blame you for being angry. That is totally out of order and I would have been offended too. I really hope you get the job, then you can prove to them that no matter where you come from, you can still do the job just as well!
Katy - hope you enjoy your friend's 21st :)
Been an eventful few days.. went out last night and hooked up with this guy, but dreading going back to the society for the next social as everyone will probably think i'm a slag or something and it will be awkward seeing him again.
Me and flatmates went out today and bought the karma sutra for our flat :D and been reading it tonight :rotfl:
That's pretty standard behaviour at uni. You might get a bit of a ribbing and a few questions as to what you got up to but all in the nature of fun and nosiness.Quote:
Originally Posted by DaVeyWaVey
I feel lousy, got the sniffles and my head is achy. The effects of my flu jab yesterday, hope it does not last too long. Want to go back to bed instead of being at work, glad it is Friday, half-day work only :cheer:
Grrr, I was supposed to be paid today, and they haven't paid us... again!!! It is beyond a joke now. I'm lucky that I only really have my car to worry about paying for, but others have to keep a roof over their heads and if they don't get paid they're going to struggle to do that! I don't care if they open back up again.. I am never working for them again. They're so unreliable
College at 1, ughh I can't be bothered today :/
My tutor has just informed me that I'm taking a level 1 module as well as my current level 2 ones :confused: I don't have to do vehicle examination (didn't want to anyway) but it was nice of him to inform me when I change course, not three weeks later :rolleyes: I have to go see him to sort it out, I don't even know when this module is.
Is there nothing that can be done about that? Would a letter from a solicitor demanding that the money gets paid punctually help? Have you got a contract in which it states when/how often you get paid? It is not on that people can't eat or even lose their roof over their heads because they don't get paid what they are due.Quote:
Originally Posted by Kirsty :]
I have my third and final lecture of the week at 4pm, Ive been so lazy this week lol, although I went to the dance soical last night which was very cheap and fun
I've only had one lecture this week and it lasted an hour. Sometimes I wonder what I'm paying for
I really wish I had something to do