Few days of relaxing then and back to the books at a steady rate.
Good luck Kim, I'm sure you'll do fine. Are you in your first or second year?
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Few days of relaxing then and back to the books at a steady rate.
Good luck Kim, I'm sure you'll do fine. Are you in your first or second year?
Ughh I don't feel well :( but I'm not ill enough to not go to work.. I think part of it is nerves actually. I'm driving the car to work today, I haven't drove since I crashed it.
Plus I just have a feeling there's going to be some weird sort of "tension" in work today... lol. I'd jsut like to know where I stand basically! Blimming men.
It is normal to feel a bit iffy driving again after an accident, I am sure you will be fine. See how it goes at work,things will become clear soon enough :)
Hope you're feeling better soon Kim (:
A day of revision for me (n) RE and maths gcse tomorrow!
I hate family law! I am feeling the fail already. Ah well it's not the end of the world if I fail. Just expensive!!
OMG!!!! I forgot to say- our car broke down on friday
My parensts say the cars not worth getting it fixed cos its something to do with the engine!
So that means Ive had to get a friend to take me to work later
And next week I can either get the train or bus to college, and then I might trying cycling to work next week.
My mum said its a good job we have already paid for our holiday cos otherwise we might not be going cos in half term we are gonna have to go buy a new car
Its just our typical bad luck :rolleyes:
I'm so depressed :( I don't think I can go back to uni in September. There's nothing there for me. How can everything be so perfect then just fall apart in the space of a few days? The one person I need isn't contactable. I rely on him too much and now it's over. For both of us. There's nothing left.
I just want to shout and scream but I can't. I look around and see so many happy people and wonder why I can't be like that.
Abigail, there is always something left, you just don't see it at the moment. I am sure that come September, things will have sorted themselves out. If not with the one you want right now, then with somebody else. Just think back, not all that long ago you were missing somebody but moved on once you realised that he was wrong for you. We have to kiss a lot of frogs until we find our prince and you are young and clever enough to do so :)
He never meant anything to me, not as much as Sam. All he did was bring me down and make things difficult for everyone. I don't feel anything for Sam, it's not about that. All the nights we stayed up or I stayed over recently, we'd talk about me and it brought a lot of stuff up that I'd rather not remember. I felt comfortable telling him those things because I knew he understood.
It's not about being in love with him. I'm not, I've never felt anything like that towards him. He's the type of guy I want to marry and have kids with. Everything about him I love but I don't love him. We can never be together.
It's not even about him. It's the stuff I never dealt with four years ago and still can't now. Not on my own.