Been so busy studying that for the next 2 days I will be doing nothing. For the last week I have been working and studying to all hrs into the night that now I just want some time watching silly TV in my pyjamas!
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Been so busy studying that for the next 2 days I will be doing nothing. For the last week I have been working and studying to all hrs into the night that now I just want some time watching silly TV in my pyjamas!
Guess what Im doing today?
Dancing! Yet again, I need to go in so I can do this cartwheel with a woman who hasnt been in a while, I need to do it on her which Ive never done before cos usually its people doing them on me
The tomorrow we have a rehersal for 6 hours for the whole show.
Its 1 week today!!!
Hmm yeah I suppose. I really didn't want to talk about it in work though, he caught me completely off guard because I was cleaning the mens loos because they were disgusting and he walked in and was just like "wellI don't know what to say"... and it all went from there.
Only time will tell lol
I have such a bad pain in the bottom left hand side of my tummy :( it kills when I sit down or walk around, I'm only ok if I sit still... haha which is not going to help because I've got work tonight!
Hannalene, just think.. all the studying will pay off in the long run :) and then you can watch as much silly tv in your pjs as you want :D
No not those ones, I dont mind them.
Its hard to describe, you go in front of them like your doing a normal cartwheel but you grab their thighs as they are in second bending a little, so basically your head is between their legs for a little but not very long
oohhhhhh I know! Haha
We don't tend to do them quite as much, we mainly use the back cartwheels.
Just think.. ina week it'll all be done :)
I know I dont want the show to be over though cos its our last well, well the 4 of us that are leaving. So im excited but sad at the same time
The cartwheels are for the can can we are doing :p
Hope the show goes well for you Abbie.
Hopefully the studying has all paid off Hannalene. You can put your feet up now and just relax :)
My day's been ok so far...in a bit of a mood though I don't know why. I ended up just making an outburst at my parents. I really didn't mean too and felt so bad afterwards. I feel really ungrateful and very bad about it. I take them for granted so so much and I don't mean too.
Oh what a lovely post Dave and thanks for your comment. Not many people would admit taking their parents for granted
Back from my holiday in Spain at around 1.30 a.m., very tired now as I did not get much sleep, probably over-tired. I am sure I will have a good night's sleep tonight. Not looking forward to go back to work on Monday after 5 weeks off and not liking the cool and wet weather after weeks of hot sunny weather. But all good things come to an end eventually :)
I have been slobbing about most the day! need to get back to reality soon.
Tomorrow i am going to spend my book token that my uncle gave me.
I'm looking at masters progams in America. I would love to do forensic anthropology or human identification at the Body Farm in Tennessee but have no idea how to go about it or how I would get funding.
I thought there would be a handful of places in America that did an MSc in forensic anthropology but there's hundreds :eek: I'm not even going to attempt to go through them all.
An appointment with my tutor is what I need when I get back to see where the best places are.
I really want to go abroad and do a masters so I can combine study and travel.
My friend has just gone to New Zealand for a year to do a PhD in women's somethingorother, which kinda inspired me to look further than Queen Mary's.
I would love to travel and study at the same time. I hope I get to :p
wicked, that sounds cool.
I stil dont have a clue what im going to do next and i only have one year left.
Me uncle and cousin are coming round so i have a night in with beer, pringles and the Ireland match ahead. Yay, hopefully we'll win!
Not done alot, jsut been to work today. Got myself stuck in a box, fun times haha
I'm off to the doctor place now, I've had a pain in my tummy for 2 days striaght now, but it's that painful it hurts when I laugh/cough or even try to go to the loo.. so that's not even happening (sorry for the details), my Nan is scared it could be my appendix.. I don't think it is.. but we're going to get it checked out anyways, cos I'm losing sleep and everything over it.
Weird few days, out of hours GP made me do a urine sample :( turned out my kidneys are infected.. so I've been like banned to drinking just water and I'm on antibiotics.
Today, well Adam asked me if he could come to town with me, and thena sked if I wanted to get some food too, so we went to this restaurant and town and it was nice, he paid for me too which was nice of him.. and then I dropped him home and nothing. He mentioned nothing about the whole situation. So I text him when I got in letting him know that I want to know where I stand now, because it's not fair being left in the dark. So he said that when he gets back from the cinema he'll text me to go over for a cuppa and we'll sort it. I just want closure now if nothing else.
I start College tomorrow :D really excited.. but also quite nervous.
I go back to dancing too so I'm excited about that... I love dancing :) it's my lease of stress haha
Good luck for college tomorrow :)
I've done the front garden today. Cut the grass, dug a tree up, cut back some of the plants. Got to finish off the egdes tomorrow and prune the rose bush. Then to start on the back garden. A sit on lawn mower would be helpful.
Thanks :) I never knew you liked gardening Abigail!
I don't, I avoid it at all costs. There was this thought when I woke up this morning that thought I should cut the grass. Turned into a four hour gardening saga culminating in backache and blisters.
Good luck for your first day at college tomorrow Kirsty.
I'm feeling quite bad about last night. Went to a pub quiz and we were coming back up a road in the pitch black. I was walking behind my friends and just decided to run off.. I don't know why :confused: anyway, I reappeared 20 minutes later as they were about to phone the police. I just started crying when I returned and I don't know why the hell I did it. I feel so bad about it now. I just kept saying how sorry I was and I guess that's all I can do.
18 days until uni.
Hope your feeling better soon Kirsty and you enjoy college.
I was doing up the boat yesterday, and need to finish it today, still need to sand the trailer and buy some metal paint for it. The boat bottom is completly done though which is good. Today more of the same.
College was fun :) I really enjoyed it, made friends with a group of girls on my course who are lovely :)
Came home,went to work to give Adam his jacket cos I didnt go over last night after as it was too late when he got back from the cinema.
So we went to Spoons for some food because he had 2 hours break, and I was like... so who did you go to the cinema with then? Thinking it was family, and he turns around and says "oh.. Melissa, it was supposed to be a double date thing with Jonny and Carey cos they;re into that stuff... but they didn't even go". I knew exactly what I had to do at that point.
So we had our food.. then he brought up the conversation, saying that he likes the way things are, going out for food, watching films... and "getting woken up from films..." but I said, well that makes no sense.. I can't do that. So yeah.. it's over. I feel completely torn, no idea how the hell I will face him on Friday, but it's for the best... his sake and mine.
Went back to dancing tonight aswell, that was fun :)
Sorry that the relationship with Adam did not turn out the way you would have liked, Kirsty, but at least you know where are you are with him. Be friendly with him on Friday but resist going out with him after work or so, you probably need to keep a bit of a distance for a while until you feel less upset. xx
Kirsty sorry to hear about Adam but I have to say I think you are been really really mature about this.. most women would let themselves be strung along but fair play to you for realising it is not what you wanted..
What a sh1t Kirsty but at least you know were you stand and you can move on. I had some great news this morning at 8am. My nephew phone to tell me his wife is pregnant she is only 12 days late so it will be June before the baby arrives. Plenty of time for Great Aunt Kathleen to get her knitting needles out. :D
My day so far: ****
Congratulations Kath. What brilliant news :)
Really sorry to hear about Adam, Kirsty but college will allow you to meet plenty of other guys so it's good that you decided to move on. I think you made the right decision. You can find someone who really appreciates you :)
17 days until I go to uni. Getting a bit sad now about leaving all my friends but I'm excited about going as well. I quit my paper round next week. I've been doing it every day for the past six years and I've really got to know all my customers. I think I'm going to shed a tear when I've delivered my last paper :o
All part of growing up and learning to deal with the end of situations, Davey, but you will always have the good and perhaps sometimes not so good memories. I am sure your customers always appreciated you delivering their papers in all weathers. Well done xx
Getting close then! I have just over a week, till i go back, i have had such a good time at home, i dont want to go back! But its my last year so i will enjoy it when i get there!
Got to go and change some money into Euros today for Ireland tomorrow. Im excited, going to be a good 5 days, going Mayo till Sunday and the Dublin to the Tuesday then back home, and then some eejit has arranged a meeting in Bangor on Wednesday which i am not happy about as it will cost a fortune and is a real pain to get there just in a day.
Today looking after dog who has already chewed through my shoe. Then i need to pack.
I'm going back next Saturday and I can't wait. Had a dream about uni last night which was random.
Thanks everyone for your support :) I hope in time I will see it that way too, but for now I'm still completely confused, and I guess kind of hoping that he'll have a sudden poke in the eye and realise what he may have gone and thrown away? Because it was fun, and enjoyable, but I can't do that on a friends "with benefits" level.. when it's so completely past that anyways.
Anyways!
College is still going good... getting a bit scared at the thought of managing the restaurant at College as part of our assignments, but everyone has to do it so it should be ok.
Didn't finish until half 7 last night so I met my friends in Newport for student night after College... was a good night :) it was kind of sad because it was our last student night out together before they all go away and that, but I got slightly drunk and sang my heart out on Karaoke... oh dear haha
Plans for today since I have a day off is to go into town with my friend for a bit of a catch up, and then I'm going back to Slimming World later :D I can't wait!
Then dancing... I'm giving dancing a 1 month trial, to see if I can cope with the work load of College and work and dancing because I really want to do well this year, and I know dancing will be my fall down. So by the end of this month I may be leaving dancing :/ which is sad... but for the best if the work load is too much for me to cope with.