How Was Your Day? High Five

My 7000th post :hmm:

Not a happy one :( So much drama. Seems it's over for good this time. I'll just have to live with what I've done.

Going home this afternoon. I really need a break from here.

Man what a busy couple of days I've had painted my bedroom at the weekend, busy at work full-time students going out on work placement so had to finalised details for them all. Going to see Marley in Oliver Twist in the school play tonight.

Oh No Abigail you've been TANGOED :crying:

I don't look right being orange :crying:

You look as beautiful as always, you will get used to it, I am sure :)

Well done on 7000 posts :D

you look fine tangoed :p

Congrats on becoming orange Abigail :D

I only have 2 days left until I leave school for good. It's gonna be sad finally leaving. But I got my leavers ball on Friday night which should be good. Then I have exams, and 17 weeks off until I start uni hopefully..

17 weeks off? Sounds great :D I'm bored already after two weeks and seeing as I can't work, I'm struggling for things to do. Have you got any plans?

My life is falling apart at the seams. Came home for a break only to listen to my sister and mum arguing. The whole me/Sam/Ash situation blew up last night. Ash is going back to Pakistan tomorrow, he doesn't want to move in with us because of Sam's mood swings. I'm gutted to be honest. I was really looking forward to us living together. I have somewhere to live but it won't be the same.

There's been so much going on recently, individually and collectively. Me and Ash don't talk about things, just blow up when it gets too much. I came home to get away from the stress and I walked straight into another stressful environment :rolleyes:

I don't understand it. The weekend was so much fun. Friday night realising that there was something between me and Sam, talking about it on Saturday, things happening on Sunday morning then going to Birmingham. I think about it and how happy we all were and how unhappy we are now. It was destroyed literally in the blink of an eye.

I'm going up to Newcastle on Thursday. I need space, to walk along the beach in the rain, to write, to just to think things through. I never thought this would happen and I'd be alone again. The way I was nine months ago.

I just want to talk to him but we both need a few days to cool off. In a way it's worse than him dying. Being there but not being able to talk to him. I hate it :(


I do apologise for my morbid, depressing posts of late.

Abigail you know we are all here for you and talking about stuff that upsets you maybe a few days away from Sam will clear the air and give you both time to breathe. It's a shame that the house sharing is up in the air. Would you and Ash not consider sharing a house without Sam.

I want to live with Sam. It makes so much sense, we're together pretty much all the time. Some nights I even stay over at his (he only lives downstairs) because we have so much to talk about and like the company. We live in each others pockets. It's not always healthy but it works for us.

I don't know Ash that well. I know his background, enough to know he's a decent guy and someone I could live with. It's not enough for me to want to live on my own with him though. We are getting to know each other more as the weeks go by and I'm sure when the time came to move in, we'd be fine. He's a very solitary person, he likes to spend hours on end drawing, listening to music and thinking. All of which are fine but I would like somebody to have a conversation with occasionally.

It'll figure itself out I guess.

Things change as well in my housecthere is onlybtwo of us going to live together nxt year. We kind if grewcapart over the year. I have got my first exam tomorrow. Its criminal law. I getting a bit scared now I just need to look over it. I'm sure it will be fine. I got 58 out of 100 in an assignnment so dead churced bout that.