Im still working and i had an email to say i got 8 weeks to prepare a 200 word dissertation proposal. Argh!!!!!!! this is bad considering i can barely right 2500 word essays and the title been given!
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Im still working and i had an email to say i got 8 weeks to prepare a 200 word dissertation proposal. Argh!!!!!!! this is bad considering i can barely right 2500 word essays and the title been given!
OMG! Party last night, I thought I looked quite good as an Indian and I was drinking double Vodka and coke all night :p :lol:
I was tipsy and drunk and omg Im sooooooo confused!!!! I dont know what to say, it was a good party and I was talking to this guy I knew from high school cos we sat next to each other in french for 2 years but heres the thing......
I got with him in the middle of the dance floor!!! and by that I mean snogging.....a lot :o Its wasnt like it was really crowded either well it was like half and half it wasnt in the middle it was at the side but still! And like when we first kissed all I could hear was this 'whooooo' from everyone, it was so embarassing!!!
But we kept kissing loads and then when I got back to my mates last night he text me saying : Dont forget ^.^
Im sooooo confused right now and im a shy person, I dont do public! :o
:p and omg college tomorrow that wont be fun
Aww Abbie that's so sweet. Do you really like him or do you regret what happened?
I haven't posted in here for ages. I went out on Thursday night for my friend's 18th. Went for a meal, then down to the pub after where I caught up with a girl who I "went out" with in primary school haha.. we caught up on some memories which was nice.
I am 18 in 12 days, so I've been planning my party today and printing out invites. My friend's band are playing :thumbsup:
I'm having a rubbish day. I just want to go home :crying: I hate it here. I don't like my flatmates. They're going to be living in the same complex as me next year (hopefully not the same flat or block) which has further added to my depressed state. Still got seven weeks to go before easter holidays, I'll be leaving straight after my last lecture and not returning until late Sunday night 17 days later. I thought we had four weeks off but only two :(
It's my sister's birthday at the weekend, she's having a party so I'll see lots of family. Might cheer me up. It's also my dad's birthday on Tuesday so I'll miss that.
I'll stop waffling now, writing it all down is just making me feel worse. If I left uni tomorrow I wouldn't be bothered. I look around me and see everybody enjoying themselves and having fun... and I'm not. :(
lol doesnt sound that sweet when he was grabbing my ass the whole night :lol:Quote:
Originally Posted by DaVeyWaVey
I dont know I think at the moment im sooo confused and it all feels a bit surreal lol, its odd.I keep thinking about it though, its so odd lol. I was annoyed at one point cos I gave him money to get me drink and I went to get some food and anyway he back and I was at the buffet tabel and then all of a sudden we were kissing again and I was backed into the table and my drink split.....well I did get over but still
ahhhhhh I dont know what to think, its really werid, cos Ive known him for a while and ahhhhh, tomorrow is gonna be werid
I think that guy thought so too Miss Abbie! :pQuote:
Originally Posted by Abbie
Abigail cheer up :( we'll have a good game of Isketch soon! :D wooohooo. It'll get better, everything has to get worse before it gets better.
Omg what a day :( I felt really ill last ngiht so I went to bed but I just cried lol so my Nan sat with me for ageeees so I didn't get to sleep until realllly late and I woke up at liek 2 today!
But I saw my aunty uncle and baby cousin and my sister so that was nice :)
Then... I get called into work!! So mcuh for a day off!! :angry: I was only there for 2 1/2 hours! And thenm I was allowed to go home. Grr.
Anyways I'm having a bath and then bed, I need to be up super early tomorrow :(
I've decided i'm sleeping in tomorrow but only cause i don't want to go to english cause i haven't done my questions for it, but the questions are pretty hard but she'd kill me cause i haven't been handing in homework this term. But today i feel pretty bad, cause of this cold one min i'm boiling so i open my window next i'm freezing urgh make up you're mind yeah!
and i think i broke this boy's heart (not intentionally!) but he texted me asking if i had decided what was happening between us cause i wasn't so sure, so i told him that i thought it would be better if we were just friends. (mainly cause i still like my ex) didn't tell him that part through, and he turned around and said thanks for lying. Cause when we went out last sunday at the end of the evening i said i loved him (i thought i did, stupid i know but i wasn't leading him on i would never do that to a boy!) and he made me feel like crap :crying: . I can't help it if my feeling's change!
friday i had to go to margate to look round some theatres for my course. it was alright but a waste of time cos we arent allowed to use those ones for our portfolio. then had cheerleading where we learnt more of the competition routine, and the coach i dont like was really nice to me and shes never nice to anyone! then we had the agm and voting for next years committee which went on for ages and turned into an argument!
yesterday was my dads bday so ive been home for the weekend and we went out for a meal last night which was good
today not done much, just caught up on tv and played on the wii for a bit. tomorrow im going back to uni
Abigail keep your chin up babes. it will be the Easter hols soon and before you know it Uni will be breaking up for its long summer break.
I passed my driving test :D:D Yay!
..Now I just need a car :( lol
I have my next HPV jab in a bit, not lookign forward to it at all :(