Oh no :( I am so sorry, I feel your pain, been there myself, not nice (((Dazzle))) hugs
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Oh no :( I am so sorry, I feel your pain, been there myself, not nice (((Dazzle))) hugs
Aww, thanks Perdita.
how old is he/she and what is wrong
She's at least 14, so getting on a bit. She's got a big growth in her abdomen and hasn't been eating. She went for x-rays and biopsy today and I have to wait for the results. The vet's attitude wasn't optimistic.
awww, hun, sad news :( will be thinking of you xxx :)
sorry to hear about your cat dazzle
Ive had a very busy week at work! my hands and feet are really sore now, but theyll get better, just need to sort out my days off for my holiday, trip to Ireland and graduation!
Shopping in Manchester with my dad today, getting dress for my grad and some work clothes, and shoes. Its really nice weather so should be good, then tomorrow i tink im going back to manchester for a live boradcast of a comunity radio irish show that there having in the world cup park, usually good entertainment,
On my own tonight, Marley is sleeping over at a friends. just watching Con Air with Nicholas Cage. One of the best films ever. The lecturers finished for their 6 weeks summer holidays yesterday 3 lecturers are retiring so they brought in cases of beer. drank 3 cans of guiness before 11 am then went to the pub until 4 :lol:
I have a stomach bug, so feel really really bad. Starting to feel sick again so thinking of heading for a nap the back of 6 cause I want to watch The 5 o'clock show as Paloma Faith's performing :D!
Awww, Tannie, I hope you feel better real soon xxx
Hope you feel better soon Tannie :)
These holidays are really driving me mad at the moment, all I want is it for to be next week already and it doesnt help that I have nothing really to do till then, Im just getting so bored and I wish I could go back to getting up really late so the days were shorter :p
I think Im looking forward to next week even more cos I know that I have 5 days with my boyfriend , then 2 days of sorting holidays stuff out and then im off for 2 weeks, so not only am I looking forward to seeing my boyfriend and holiday but then fact that I have 3 weeks of planned stuff and wont get bored
I really am going mad! And it doesnt help that the weather has gone crap so I cant even sunbathe anymore :(
Im just ehausted all the time after working, this full time malarky is tiring! enjoying my weekdns though, you appreciate them more when ye are working.
I wish I could have some sort of work for a week to keep me going!
Yay the bids are going up on ebay :) Im happy
I need to stop looking at the clothes on there lol :p
why dont you try and find some voluintary work to keep you entertained, theres a good website where you can find stuff by entering your interests and the times you want to work. I was going to do volunteerin in a prison last year until my mate said i wasnt allowed as when i was actually in the prison would have been the safest part of my day.
hope your not to bored today, im trying out the bus today as its cheaper than the train hopefully im not late!
Can you send me the website?
Im not so bored today, had my second driving lesson this morning, im going into town later and then babysitting so at least I have a busy day
I think I have a few days planned now, just firday and sunday to fill which is good cos Im getting really frustrated, only a week today till I get to see my boyfriend :D and 2 weeks till morocco
I went to Weston for the ngiht on Monday with 2 of my friends, it was such a lovely break... it was only a night, but I definately needed to get away :) we went to a few bars in the night, and the next day we went to see a Tarot card reader... she was so amazing, I am still shocked at how much she picked up on.
It was the second round of Tequila Tuesday yesterday too... what a messssssy night. I have never ever ever been in that mess. Oh dear haha
My laptop is broke :(
Sorry about that, tammy. What did we do before we all had computers and laptops but I would be lost without mine too lol
"Can we pretend that airplanes in the nigh sky, are like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now" Ahh how this line currently sum's up my life. I'm feeling so cut off from everyone at the moment :( I want a hug and to be told everything will sort itself in the end, that this isn't the end, it's the beginning and I can get through this. I don't feel like it anymore tbh. All I seem to do on here is complain :thumbsdow I'm sorry guys.
(((Tannie))) Everything will sort itself out, Tannie, it always does in life :) And no, you are not always complaining, you are sharing your feelings with us, that is not complaining, so please continue to do so :)
Tannie - don't be afraid of sharing your feelings with us...I just hope it helps a little.
You seemed happy a few days ago; what's changed to make you feel so down?
I'm sending you hugs and hoping you're feeling a little better. :)
i am knackered! works really tiring, and then had a mega busy weekend, with my mates 21st and race for life which i was really happy about completing in 45 minutes. looking forward to my day off on friday where its my graduation and then my friends up from london for the weekend, only three more days till i can enjoy!
OMG Ive gone from being bored out of mind to mad busy!!!
I worked all weekend, did about 18 hours in the pub in total and then stayed at my friends for her birthday did lunch, driving lesson- work again had a powercut so I was working my candle-light, dancing today, packing now and back at work later and my friends want me to go out after work, I'll see what time I finish.
I really shouldnt have stopped to come on here cos im only going away for 5 days but I find that harder to pack for cos I cant take a suitcase with loads of options but a small rucksack, I dont know what I want to take!!!
Katy - well done for completing the race for life in 45 mins. I hope your graduation goes well.
Abbie - I'm glad you took the time to drop by :). Have a good time away.
Thanks, Im starting to get really excited for tomorrow now :p
Grrr right now I'm seething over something that I should let go off. My family are in the middle of legal proceedings, which some people believe are a load of baloney. Basically, one of my cousins was leaking confidential information to somebody who has been charged. Her excuse was "nobody can stop me from saying what I like." The things she said were enough to prejudice a trial. Anyway, she deleted all the family off Facebook. Last week I got a message from her boyfriend who I have never met and don't know asking if I'm going to her child's christening and who else is going because they need food numbers!! She's been more bloody interested in what dress she's wearing than the religious aspect, every day for about three weeks she posted different dresses and shoes asking people what she should wear. And what's more, she had a civil marriage ceremony!!
My mum has just sent me a message to say they're friends again on Facebook. She can take a running jump if she thinks she's adding me.
I really need to relax, my heart is going and I'm getting stressed. Little things to most people but with what's going on at the moment, it's so damn stressful.
I'm having really weird dreams :( Dreams that I've had before, a few years ago, but with a different ending. Maybe sometimes it's better to keep quiet and say nothing. Why cause pain and other people's secrets to be revealed at the cost of relieving one's own suffering?
Sorry to hear you are stressed, Abigail :( Your dreams have probably got different endings now because your life has changed too :)
Why am I up so early!!! Ive been up nearly 2 hours now lol! I know its cos I hadnt packed but it didnt take me long. I mean Ive been excited for today for about 2 weeks now and last week went really slow and I was bored but then since saturday Ive been so busy and its been good to have soemthing to do and earn money but now im up and just waiting around, my train isnt till 12
Today has been a better day. I had a lie in and I don't remember dreaming. I think my mum realised that she shouldn't send me emails late at night that are likely to wind me up. I know she was just telling me something and wasn't intending to upset me. I've been on a reduced dose of anti-depressants for the past week as I'm running low and can't see my GP for another two weeks. I'd rather take a reduced dose than be off them completely for three weeks. I can't wait to go back to my regular dose, it seems that I can't cope without them at the moment. What I need more than anything is some time completely alone.
We're moving 400 miles down south in a few weeks so we've been busy packing things today. We're having removal men who will do the majority of the packing (a perk of the armed forces, free removals) but it's a good opportunity to get rid of rubbish that just gets thrown in the cupboard. My back feels like it's been snapped in two. My room is done, my niece's room is going to be packed as far as possible tomorrow and then we'll start on my sister's room.
I'm so looking forward to going back to uni. Its going to be a busy year, I'm redoing some of my assignments that I didn't do well in because of being ill, I'm going to be on a job hunt and applying for a masters. If I can't get a graduate job then I will do a masters. The course I want to do is run by the MOD and is half an hour away from where we will be living in the new house. Although I'd prefer to live on campus I could live with my sister on a permanent basis. I've lived with her over the summer for the last six years so it wouldn't be an issue. My brother in law doesn't mind having me around, it gives him piece of mind when he has to go away knowing that he won't have to return home early because my sister is too ill to look after Maisie alone.
The boards seem to have perked up over the last few days.
im graduating tomorrow! who would have thought it!!! going to have an earlyish night after the silence as its an early start to go to bangor.
Works going well, in the routine now, still very tiring, i never thought filing and stuff was so physical, but im on my feet nearly all day and like squatting up and down getting files from the cabinets.
Congratulations on graduating, well done, Katy, you worked so hard!!! :cheer:
Well done Katie! See, all your hard work paid off :D I hope you ave a lovely day tomorrow, enjoy it! :)
I feel physically sick, I don't understand how people can be so twisted and vile. My head is so messed up, I don't know if I'm coming or going.
Work at 4, I lived off 2 hours sleep yesterday so I've enjoyd catching up on it last night and just having a laze about today :) I hope I gte more overtime, my car won't run off thin air :(
Congratulations Katy!
I got my results for my first year the other day, got a 2.1 overall which I'm really pleased with.