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My laptop is offically dead *sniff* :crying: :p Something with the screen. Either £200 or £300 to fix it. For that you can just buy a new one! I don't know if I'm getting another one yet though. The internet connection keeps being really intermitant on this desktop computer as well! And you have to restart it which takes an age. Not helpful with coursework! Which I better go do now :p
Some kid next door has got a recorder :angry: They are the worst instruments ever invented. I threw my neice's in the bin after she played it at 5am one morning. I hate the damn things.
Had an ok-ish day. Don't feel too good. My psychological troubles are manifesting themselves into physical pain and illness.
I hope you can get some help with all of this and that you feel better soon. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Abigail
Well, I think I'll go round next door and break the brat's "instrument." That should sort that out :rotfl:Quote:
Originally Posted by PerditaI hope you can get some help with all of this and that you feel better soon. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Abigail
I think I'll let the rest simmer until I can be bothered to do something about it. Might have a talk to my teacher about it tomorrow, although its indirectly his fault that I feel like this. He said something completely innocent which I happened to agree with but it got my mind going and I came up with some reasons. Basically, he made me think about what I've been trying to run from and I don't like thinking about it.
Oh what it would be like to have a simple, uncomplicated life :rotfl:
Oh what it would be like to have a simple, uncomplicated life :rotfl:
That might appear to be tempting but would be rather boring, in my opinion anyway. I think we all need some complications in our life to make us grow and feel goo about ourselves. How can you feel proud of having achieved something if you never had to achieve anything but had it done for you? But I agree that some of us seem to have an unfair share of complications in their life.
Yeah, I guess it would be a pretty boring life without any drama. I do feel slightly proud of myself for achieving things nobody expected me to.
I think part of it is because I am so deperate to leave 6th form. I feel held back emotionally from moving on because I can't leave yet. I want to move on in my life but I can't, there's too many memories there that I can't deal with. I guess you could say I'm going to university to run away because I don't want to deal with things.
Unfortunately, Abigail, you never can run away from the things you don't want to deal with, wherever you are going, they will be there. You going to give counselling another go? I seem to remember you saying that it did not help you because you felt forced into it. Perhaps you are a bit older and wiser now and could cope with it better? And you should feel really, really proud of what you have achieved, not just slightly. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Abigail
I was thinking about counselling the other day but I just don't think its for me.
I was hoping a new start in a new place might help but, as you just pointed out, it probably won't.
you never know a new place may bne just what you need.
I agree about recorders though, especially if they cannot be played. I remember the recorder group at primary school, oh it was cringeworthy.
I spent yesterday travelling, going to buy some paper to revise today. Its so nice being at home for a change, a bit of comfort and nice tea made by me mam. Apart from that pretty boring.
Oh i no whjat else happened a girl from my old school has gone missing, so im hoping they find her soon.
I had a better day today. I feel rotten with hayfever but apart from that I'm good :) Can't wait to have a shower and get into bed though :lol:
Had an argument with my mum. Started off as a one sided discussion which I refused to partake in and ended up with me getting wound up. Then the phone rang :lol::cheer: It was the head of 6th, she wants me to go in and see her on Thursday. Its good to know that I can rely on some teachers to back me up and see things from my perspective when my mum and I butt heads. We never ever see eye to eye on anything.