How Was Your Day VI

Well done Perdita! :) I'm struggling to reach 2,000!! Let alone 10!

I've had such a rubbish day. I didn't go back to work, I hated it there. I'm down as it is.. I really don't want to add to it.
Went to take my Nan to town, got in the car and my passenger window is broken, seems as if someone has tried to get in by popping the window open but failed... though it's on the same side I hit the pillar so maybe that could be the reason why??
Went to slimming and put on 2lbs. Though I'm not too bothered, because I have been away and I have completely tossed it alla side for the past 2 weeks, just need to get back on track.
Then my family came aroudn for some fireworks, it was horrible quite frankly. Everyone was in a bad mood, the babies didn't even liek the fireworks haha and it just felt very forced, like no-one really wanted to be here.
Seriously, I don't know if I can hold off another 2/3 weeks of seeing if I still feel down in the dumps before going back to the doctors, it's getting beyond now. I'd liek to know what I've done so wrong that the big guy upstairs would like to punish me for!

I have the worst headache known to man. Didn't go into college cause of the way i felt this morning, but being out earlier on has just made it worse. i'm cold to the bone, my left arm where my burns are is purple!:eek: thats how you can always tell im cold i call myself the human thermometer. i know it isn't a laughing matter but it helps me stop getting so down over them. This cold is just starting to get to me. My muscles are starting to ache, think i'm going to head to bed soon, and do essays tomorrow instead of heading into college.

I forgot how cold it gets in Yorkshire. It's still quite warm in Stoke but up here I can see my breath when I exhale :eek: We had thick fog this morning but watching the sun rise was pretty good.

Been to the hospital. Expected to be in all day but I was first on the list and they did it on the ward and said I could go home straight after. I felt high, drunk and squashed by an elephant all at the same time. Everything is ok though, so I'm going back to bed for a few hours.

Glad that it all went well, Abigail :)

Well done Perdita! :D



Im so annoyed I got up early for the 9am bird watching pratical, one hour and half in the rain sat in a field and no birds!

What kind of birds where you hoping to see?

I feel so sick. As well as feeling like I haven't had any sleep at all. I can't be bothered doing anything. I want to say I don't think I can cry anymore but that would be lying I will probably end up crying later on. I could go on forever but I won't cause i don't think it's fair on everyone that's in a good mood to dead my post and be be ome upset. That probably didn't mAke any sense.

Wish there was something I could do for you, Tannie, to make the pain go away now. The pain will ease, in time. It is only natural that you feel the way you do at the moment. (((((T)))) Big hug for you xx

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Originally Posted by Perdita

Wish there was something I could do for you, Tannie, to make the pain go away now. The pain will ease, in time. It is only natural that you feel the way you do at the moment. (((((T)))) Big hug for you xx

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thanks. I never felt this way Bout alyson when she died I wonder if it's cause j couldn't really meet up with steph cause she lived so far away. Hmm who knows.

I think we grieve differently for different people. I was very upset when my mum died but that was nothing compared with when my dad died six months later.