How Was Your Day VI

blimey, thats burnt it good and proper.

I have just had 3 essays put up, im not impressed! Thats loads of work im behind already.

Meant to be doing Lord and Religion but this has ended up in watching father ted.

Oops, I bet thier food didn't taste so good did it :/

Feel better soon Perdy and Hannelene :)

Bry, you're not cheating... your ex needs to realise that you can't wait around for him forever, thats unfair on you, just have fun :)

I hate that in College, I am so motivated to do my assignments, and then I get home... and I really REALLY can't be bothered, it's like everything else takes over my mind once again, and I can't concentrate on anything else... arghh

I have a problem, The forth road bridge (i think only the people up in scotland will know what that is, obviously it's a bridge it joins us fifers to edinburgh so people like Kath can come visit or we can go visit edinburgh and get to edinburgh airport and so on, also helps me go to the dentist to! lol) anyway my mum works there and there doing an open day and i've been told i can head up one of the towers it's 512m over the forth and 250m cars, included is a elevator ride but i'm not sure how far you go up in it and you go up 30 feet by stairs but you have a rope and you're harnessed going up the stairs incase you slip. The think is i really wanna do this, it's a once in a life time chance, but i'm terrified of heights and i'm terrified it may cause a panic attac :thumbsdow but i really want to do it. Any suggestions or ideas would be fabby :D

Do you know any relaxation exercises you can do before and during the climb? I am afraid of heights but managed to abseil about 80 meters once. I scared out of my mind stood at the top but concentrated on getting down and listening to the nice fit chap telling me that everything will be fine helped to take my mind of it.

I'm tired. College on a Wednesday is such a long day :(
Haven't long got in
I've decided that I'm going to go to the Doctors tomorrow, I'm scaring myself because I'm not myself and I feel liek I've lost control of anything, I hope they don't think I'm making a mountain out of a mole hill though, the last thing I want to do is waste their time.

Good luck for the doctors Kirsty. You're not wasting their time, you have a genuine problem which you're worried about.

I've had a rubbish day. So much work, not enough time. Going to London on Saturday, which I probably shouldn't do but I'm climbing the walls in Stoke. I really need to get out of this place.

I went to a free education debate yesterday and one of the speakers said we should get radical. The only way the government listens is when the natural order is disrupted. He likened our cause to the IRA and suggested that the only way to bring the government to the table is to either plant bombs or make fake bomb threats every week in a different part of the country :eek: This was a former Labour councillor. Made me chuckle at the silliness of the idea. Demonstrations yes, terrorism no.

I went to the doctors today about feeling down. Basically, it;s normal for me to feel liekt his because of the changes I've gone through recently, however.. if I still feel the same in 4 weeks I must go back.

Last dancing lesson was tonight :( I'll miss it so much... I seriosuly thought I'd be 90 on a zimmer frame still dancing haha. It had to be done though.

I put on 1/2lb tongiht aswell in Slimming. Not overly bothered.. I've done well considering the amount of rubbish I have eaten lately. It;s my wake up call.

I'm watching Question Time now.. but it's too brainy for me.

Well done for seeing the doctor, Kirsty and please go back if you don't feel better in 4 weeks time. I am sure you will still be dancing when you are 90, you just have to give it a break whilst you are concentrating on your education. Once that is over you shall be tripping the light fantastic again, I am sure :)

i think i have very clever friends as they were all watching question time to last night, and then updating facebook to let everyone know, i stuck to what im gd at, Brothers and Sisters on DVD! More my thing!

Hope your feeling better soon.

Im going home tonight for the weekend, seeing my mate, im looking forward to it, were gna go shopping, i need some less chavvy clothes apparently. Then next week definitly make a strt on this mountain of paperwork that used to be my desk.

Hubby has been in the states and he has another week to go. He has been out there 9 times already this year, for two weeks at a time on average and I wish that he could just work for a UK company.

Loads of housework to do - was away last weekend in Skye and have been really busy at work - will try to get sorted today and have a day of rest tomorrow, lol.

At least I am feeling well!