How Was Your Day? Numero Four-o

Argh - got a busy day ahead...

Gotta get my car road taxed, pick up my new contact lenses, sort my car insurance out, withdraw money I owe parents, wash car and pack all my stuff together as I'm moving out on Saturday.....!!!

I am so emoticonal at the moment. I'm Happy/sad/annoyed/ and wanting to argue all at the same time. I wake up in the morning and i'm actually so tired it's unbeliveable and it's not cause i'm going to bed later then i should be just because of alyson's death.

Monday had to be the worst day for it all cause that was when most of the student's found out.

Tuesday was okish i guess but had to plan her rememberance mass.

Wednsesday was her mass and it went really well. Had me in tears a few times. Leona Lewis - Footprints in the sand will always be her song from now on:Dx Got to meet her step mum which was nice cause i had been meaning to talk to her since last thursday.

Today was okish kept on thinking i saw her in the corridors which i never so that was rather upsetting and was really tired but luckily that sorted itself out.

i don't have to do my history extended essay as the french and english exams were cancelled on monday cause of everyone finding out about Alyson but i do have my computing nab to do first thing. which i'm hoping i'll pass cause AI is actually quite easy once i put my mind to it.

That has just been a long ramble.

Awwww. *hugs*. Did you find out how she died hun?

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Originally Posted by CrazyLea

Awwww. *hugs*. Did you find out how she died hun?

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No well her parents might know but we haven't been told; i think that's maybe one of the thing's thats hurting is that i don't know how she died she might of had a heart disease but i don't want to say she deffo did cause i don't know. And the fact that i didn't get to say a proper goodbye to her either.

I'm sorry about your friend Tannie. Her parents probably don't feel ready to talk about it just yet, but I'm sure they'll let you know soon.





There are roadworks again. It didn't even matter that much on Wednesday and Thursday because I didn't have lessons first thing. But I have a 9am start tommorow and I'm also planning to cycle (to see if it's worth cycling during the strike next week)
It's really loud it sounds like their drilling and when it pauses whatever it is shakes my bed. I'm quite annoyed. I can't sleep. And it's giving me a headache. Why can't they do it on a weekend?!

My turn for a rant and moan :p.

My "mate" is being so unreasonable - or at least I think so.

She texted me the other day asking if I wanted to go for a drink. I had no money or credit so I didn't text back. She texted me this morning saying something like "Well I guess you don't want to hang around with me anymore", so I got some credit and texted her back saying I had no credit and that I will go out this weekend if she wants. She said well I'll so who else is going out. Which is fine I said okay, but I don't want to go to the night club - mainly 'cause I only have 10 pounds (costs 5 to go in), and I don't have anything to wear. So she said oh right well there's no point then 'cause we'll probably end up there. I said that oh okay, I don't mind going to the pub before you go though ('cause they do that anyway). But she said aw there's no point - at least I tried (tried to make an effort or something). So I said it's a bit sad isn't it, not wanting to go out with me just 'cause I'm not going to the nightclub? And she texted back saying nah it's not that, you never try new things, that's sad. (Which isn't true 'cause I'm going out for my mates 18th round a town I've never been to, pubs I've never been to, nightclub I haven't been to etc.. ) and she said at the end.. "Don't bother texting me again. I don't care." ...

Is it just me being over dramatic, or is that really unreasonable?? I said I'd go out, I just didn't want to go to the club! Is that a problem? Should I feel like I HAVE to go somewhere just so she stays mates with me?? We've been mates for like 10 years now, so it just seems pathetic to me. She's ALWAYS doing this. Makes me feel like I'm not bothering with her etc, when I do!! I've had enough now. This is the final time! She can pee off!! I don't feel like I should bother with her anymore if she's like that. Plus I do have a life, I have got other things to do, other things to pay for! Just 'cause she doesn't!!!!!! (Some might remember a few months ago me ranting about the same mate!!!).

Rant over. Sorrrrry for the long paragraph. Just needed to get it out!!

Lea, I think your friend is being extremely unreasonable, in my view. It does sound a bit pathetic. I don't think you've done anything wrong.

I hope you find out what was behind your friend's death Tannie.

I am having a party round my house tonight! I hope it doesn't get too out of control. :lol:

Lea just let you're friend get over whatever problem she has :p

Train strikes been suspended woo :D
I'm also getting my sisters car (Nissan Primera) Insured to drive it from Monday:cheer: She's getting a 2nd hand vauxhall corsa so she's happy.

I've not got anything to rant about today..dammit :lol:

Lea - I think your "mate" is being well out of order! She definitely has the problem - not you. How are you supposed to go clubbing when you have no money?! Grrr I dispair about people like that. What happened to phoning someone if they didn't reply and ask if they were ok etc - or if they know you are PAYG, why can't they phone and then they'd know you were out of credit :angry:

Come down my way - I'll take ya to the pubs hun - that or gatecrash Daves party :lol:

Glad to see I'm not the only one who thought it was unreasonable. I'm seriously thinking about not bothering with her again. She'll probs text me in a few days saying sorry 'cause she was in a bad mood or something. I am not texting back. If she wants to apologise or something then she can phone me or talk to me face to face. On the other hand, if she doesn't text me or anything, then I am better off. I have other friends who don't make me do things!

And lmao :lol: I'll go to both :lol: On my home from going to the pub with you I'll pop into Daves :lol:.