Ok, this is an alternative ending to last Wednesdays episode (Episode 391) – an ending which I think is much more appropriate, especially for all you sam and phil fans!
I hope you all like it, and please tell me what you think!
Phil knocks back another drink, as Sam walks over to where Terry and Ramani are sat.
“I think we’re gonna have to keep an eye on Phil”, she tells them, taking a seat next to Terry.
“Why’s that?” Terry asks.
“He’s on a mission to get absolutely slaughtered”, she replies, frowning concerned, as she watches him knock back yet another drink.
Terry and Ramani just smile, seeing nothing but the usual Phillip Hunter, king to the ladies and master of drink.
But Sam knew better, she knew all about Cindy and Alfie and even Kate. She knew how much pain he had had to endure over the last couple of months and she had a sinking feeling that Phil was more cut up about Cindy’s leaving than he was admitting, even to himself.
I’ll keep my eye on you Phil, she made a silent promise to him, I’ll make sure you’re ok tonight.
(A couple of hours later . . . )
Most of the relief had left the pub much earlier, with the younger members of uniform aiming to hit some club around the corner. While, the more mature members of CID has been invited, they had politely declined, upon deciding it wasn’t really their scene.
“Well, that’s me”, Terry announced a short while afterwards, getting to his feet.
“Me too”, Ramani said, “I’ve got an early start in the morning. She looked to Terry, “Do you want to share a taxi?”
“Sure”, he replied.
Ramani turned to Sam, “You coming Sam?”
Sam looked over to the bar where Phil had returned, after his brother and his mates had left for the club. “No thanks guys, I’m gonna wait with Phil and make sure he gets home ok.”
Ramani followed her gaze, “Yeah, he has had a lot to drink tonight, You’re sure you’ll be ok?”
“Course I will, I’ll see you both tomorrow ok?”
“Ok, see you then,”
They made their way to the entrance, shouting goodbye to Phil as they left.
He raised his arm as way of acknowledgement, before catching the bartender’s attention, and ordering himself another drink.
Sam approached from behind, and on taking a seat on the bar stool next to Phil’s, asked him, “Haven’t you had enough for one night Phil?”
“Nope”, he replied, without even looking at her.
“Come on Phil”,. She tried again, “I’ll call you a cab”.
“Thanks DS Nixon, but I am quite capable of calling myself a cab when and if I want one ok?”
He made to order another drink.
“Phil, stop it”, she told him, “What’s gotten into you?”
“There’s nothing wrong with me”, he told her, “You’re the one with the problem. Why can’t you just leave me alone? Go on home to your perfect little life, go on.”
“Is that what you think?” she asked him. ”That my life is perfect?”
“Well, isn’t it?”
“Are you kidding me?” she challenged, truly stunned by his implications, “Whatever Phil, I was just trying to help you”. She jumped down off the bar stool and turned to leave. “And just for the record, my life happens to, on occasion, suck beyond the telling of it and I just thought maybe I would help someone else with their problems, instead of dealing with my own. I just wanted to let you know you had someone to talk to ok? I’m sorry I bothered you.”
“It hurts to talk Sam, ok? It hurts.”
Sam was surprised that , when she turned round, she could see tears in Phil’s eyes.
All her anger seemed to melt away, looking into his eyes, seeing how much pain he was truly in.
“Is it Cindy?”
Phil just looked back down at his drink on the bar.
“Phil, you two were married for a long time, it’s gonna take time for you to adjust, for things to get back to normal. When someone you love leaves you, it leaves a . . . “
“But that’s the thing, I don’t miss her alright, I don’t care.”
“Phil, this is me, you don’t have to pretend . . . “
“No Sam, don’t you understand, I should be devastated, I know that, but I’m just. . . not. I don’t feel anything, except maybe relief. How awful is that? We were together, on and off, since we were 18, and I feel nothing that she’s gone. What kind of man does that make me?”
He slumped over in his stool. Sam had never seen the great Phillip Hunter look so defeated.
“Phil, you shouldn’t feel bad, she left you remember, and you know what they say: you can have too much of a good thing. Everyone has to move on at some point. Maybe it’s better that you split up now, before it was too late.”
He looked up into her eyes, “You mean before we had kids. Oh God, if that IVF treatment had worked and we’d . . . and she was . . . what about . . .”
Sam wasn’t sure what to say, “Come on Phil, lets get you home, I think you need some sleep. You might feel better in the morning.”
“No, Sam, I’m fine, thanks.”
“Phil, I’m not leaving you here on your own. I’m taking you home.”
“But I don’t have a home anymore Sam. Cindy’s there, and there’s a sofa, but I don’t think I can face her and I asked Steve, but it turned out he had better things to do. I’ll be fine, I’ll find a B and B, or something. Just go home Sam, I’m sorry for all this.”
“Phil, you have nothing to apologise for, and come on”, she told him, wrenching the glass from his hand, placing it out of his reach on the bar, and getting up from her stool, “You’re coming home with me for the night.”
“No, Sam, I can’t”, he protested immediately. “I’ve already put you out enough, and there’s Abi and. . .”
“Don’t be stupid, you haven’t put me out at all, and Abi will be fine about it, trust me. I have a perfectly good spare room, which is going to waste.”
Sam silenced him, just as he looked like he was about to protest further, “And no arguments ok?”
Phil gave in, knowing better than to argue with Samantha Nixon, once she had made her mind up about something. “Can we stop by my place first to pick up some things, Cindy won’t be back from work till later”, he told her, looking at his watch to check the time.
“Sure”, Sam replied, linking her arm with his, leading him out of the pub.
As they waited for a taxi, Phil said “Sam?”
“Yea?”
“Thanks.”
“You’re welcome”, she told him, both smiling at one another.
