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Rawnie
01-02-2009, 20:50
I don't really know what to say or how to explain myself... Basically, I used to use SB all the time. I posted almost every day. I loved it... but I felt bad because I'd lied. My name on here was Amber, which isn't my real name and I don't even know why I used it. I also lied about my age and said I was 2 years older than my real age. I realise now that it was stupid, but when I joined I was 12 and I was convinced that because of my age I wouldn't be taken seriously. I'm now old enough to know that it was stupid to think that; it's the person that counts, not the age.

I'd like to apologise to anyone who may have been offended by this; it wasn't my intention. I've missed it here and even though I stopped watching EastEnders ages ago, I watch Hollyoaks, Skins and Shameless religiously, and I really really want to start posting like I used to again.

So... Hi :o

Layne
01-02-2009, 21:00
AMBERKINS :) (i know its not your name but you get me!) Don't worry - Glad to have you back x

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 21:01
Thank you :)

And I'm really sorry... I wish I hadn't lied.

Layne
01-02-2009, 21:09
Its just one of those things - no one can blame you for not wanting to give your name and stuff away, and sometimes things can get away from us!

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 21:11
Awww. I thought you'd hate me... I really feel bad about it.
But thank you. I'm so glad you understand :wub:

Abbie
01-02-2009, 22:10
aww I remember you and its fine I mean like Layne said we can understand about your age and name
Good to have you back :)

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:11
Thank you :wub:
I remember you too... Weren't you John Barrowman in Celebrity Love Island aaaaaaaaages ago? And I was George Michael :p

Kim
01-02-2009, 22:12
aww I remember you and its fine I mean like Layne said we can understand about your age and name
Good to have you back :)

Ditto. Some people prefer not to use their real names on internet forums anyway for security purposes.

Nice to see you back on here :) I was wondering where you'd gone.

Abbie
01-02-2009, 22:13
Thank you :wub:
I remember you too... Weren't you John Barrowman in Celebrity Love Island aaaaaaaaages ago? And I was George Michael :p

:lol: yes! I was :D glad you can remember :rotfl:

Trinity
01-02-2009, 22:14
Hey Rawnie, don't worry about not giving your real name - I don't, although there are people on the boards who do know my real one.

It is very honest of you to correct us on your age, too.

Enjoy posting!

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:14
That was so odd. I knew virtually NOTHING about George back then. Now I love him :D

Abbie
01-02-2009, 22:15
That was so odd. I knew virtually NOTHING about George back then. Now I love him :D

:lol: well I dont really know much more about John, I just watch him in doctor who and torchwood :p

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:16
Hey Rawnie, don't worry about not giving your real name - I don't, although there are people on the boards who do know my real one.

It is very honest of you to correct us on your age, too.

Enjoy posting!

Thank you :)
Rawnie IS my real name, just to clarify.

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:17
:lol: well I dont really know much more about John, I just watch him in doctor who and torchwood :p
I love John. He's one of the most gorgeous gay men EVER :wub:

Abbie
01-02-2009, 22:17
By the way how do you pronounce your name? :o Im rubbish with these things and although you cant hear me I like to be right :p

Kim
01-02-2009, 22:17
Hey Rawnie, don't worry about not giving your real name - I don't, although there are people on the boards who do know my real one.

It is very honest of you to correct us on your age, too.

Enjoy posting!

That's a good point. It can't be easy to tell us that after 2 years or more of posting here.

Abbie
01-02-2009, 22:18
:lol: well I dont really know much more about John, I just watch him in doctor who and torchwood :p
I love John. He's one of the most gorgeous gay men EVER :wub:
Yes he is very nice, although he can get on my nerves but I still love him and cant wait till torchwood comes back

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:23
By the way how do you pronounce your name? :o Im rubbish with these things and although you cant hear me I like to be right :p
It sounds like Raw-Knee. Haha. Most people have more of a problem spelling it. I get Rorny, Rowni, Rawny etc. I even had someone spell my name like Rooney and a girl at my school always calls me Ronny :lol:

Abbie
01-02-2009, 22:25
:cheer: Im saying it right :D thats good

Aww I get loads of different spellings of my name which annoys me so I know how you feel

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:26
Hey Rawnie, don't worry about not giving your real name - I don't, although there are people on the boards who do know my real one.

It is very honest of you to correct us on your age, too.

Enjoy posting!

That's a good point. It can't be easy to tell us that after 2 years or more of posting here.

Well, if I'm totally honest, in the past year I've become more trusting with people on the net. I don't mean I'm going to meet anyone or anything, it's just that last year I met Geri at a Ugenia signing and there were tons of people from DenDen, a Spice forum, who I later talked to. I guess I just feel alot more relaxed about things now.

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:29
:cheer: Im saying it right :D thats good

Aww I get loads of different spellings of my name which annoys me so I know how you feel

It's so frustrating, right? I have a double barrelled surname too and it makes me SO annoyed when people put a hyphen in it when it doesn't exist. When I was in an article in the Guardian a while ago, they ruined it for me by putting a hyphen in :thumbsdow

Abbie
01-02-2009, 22:31
Awww
You should try my surname, its just one word, but no one can spell it AND another spelling issue that bugs me is there is an s on the end and when I say my surname I do pronounce the s at the end, but for some strange reason they never think there is one! Its werid and annoying!

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:37
That's terrible! My last name, or one of them, is a real word but spelt differently and everyone spells it the way the word is spelt. I wish my parents could have been slightly less cruel and given me a NORMAL name.. Like Geri :wub:

Abbie
01-02-2009, 22:40
aww lol, my dads also asking me when I get married will I keep my name and Im like NO, I mean ok I do like it cos its different but i'll be glad to have a different one but to be honest Ive always know I'll take the guys name

Kirsty :]
01-02-2009, 22:40
Hiyaaaa I've never met you but welcome back anyways :D
You seem to be posting loads already, I love Skins Shamelesss and Hollyoaks too :p

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:42
For me, it depends on what his name is. Like, if it is Loser then I'm probably going to say NO. If it was Depp or Pattinson, I would gladly take it :p :wub:

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 22:43
;641427']Hiyaaaa I've never met you but welcome back anyways :D
You seem to be posting loads already, I love Skins Shamelesss and Hollyoaks too :p

Thank you :p
And I suppose I just have alot to say :D

Abbie
01-02-2009, 22:45
:cheer: whoooo keep posting :p

Rawnie
01-02-2009, 23:00
I am :cheer:

CrazyLea
01-02-2009, 23:18
Ohh I remember you :D
Don't worry about the lying thing. I know someone else who lied, and I still love her :p. Got to be careful on the internet hey :).
So how old are you now then?
You were the one who did loads of fanart yeah? As Amber? You were amazing at fanart, still are :p.

Abigail
01-02-2009, 23:52
Welcome back :) I don't remember you back when you were Amber.

Siobhan
02-02-2009, 09:35
Welcome back and thanks for the honesty...

Rawnie
02-02-2009, 14:08
Ohh I remember you :D
Don't worry about the lying thing. I know someone else who lied, and I still love her :p. Got to be careful on the internet hey :).
So how old are you now then?
You were the one who did loads of fanart yeah? As Amber? You were amazing at fanart, still are :p.

Awww thanks. And I'm not amazing. I'd say annoying :p
Oh, I'm 16. I'll be 17 in November :)

Rawnie
02-02-2009, 14:09
Welcome back :) I don't remember you back when you were Amber.
Thanks :)
I remember you being just Abi. You like Doctor Who...? :p

Rawnie
02-02-2009, 14:11
Welcome back and thanks for the honesty...

I just thought it was right. I mean, back then I think all I was trying to do was have my voice be heard and for people to like me. I don't feel the need to be impressing people constantly anymore. I'm glad I've changed, and for the better :)

Abigail
02-02-2009, 14:11
Welcome back :) I don't remember you back when you were Amber.
Thanks :)
I remember you being just Abi. You like Doctor Who...? :p

No, that's not me.

You probably mean Abi who was a mod, she's orange now.

Chris_2k11
02-02-2009, 14:52
Welcome :) I think i remember you lol

Layne
02-02-2009, 16:22
My dear i think you should post more of your fanart :wub: It was lovely!
Seeee....everyone is glad to have you back munch :) no worries.

Oh and i agree John Barrowman=most gorgeous gay man :wub:

Rawnie
02-02-2009, 16:23
Welcome back :) I don't remember you back when you were Amber.
Thanks :)
I remember you being just Abi. You like Doctor Who...? :p

No, that's not me.

You probably mean Abi who was a mod, she's orange now.

So many Abi/Abbie/Abigail's.. Well. Anyway. Sorry :o

Rawnie
02-02-2009, 16:25
My dear i think you should post more of your fanart :wub: It was lovely!
Seeee....everyone is glad to have you back munch :) no worries.

Oh and i agree John Barrowman=most gorgeous gay man :wub:

I will when I've made some more :p
I'm glad to be back too :)

And I remember you Chris :).. You were Birks before though, right?

Abbie
02-02-2009, 18:01
Welcome back :) I don't remember you back when you were Amber.
Thanks :)
I remember you being just Abi. You like Doctor Who...? :p

No, that's not me.

You probably mean Abi who was a mod, she's orange now.

So many Abi/Abbie/Abigail's.. Well. Anyway. Sorry :o

Yes there are lots of us :D :p

Rawnie
02-02-2009, 18:03
I like the name though, so it's ok :p

Chris_2k11
02-02-2009, 19:02
And I remember you Chris :).. You were Birks before though, right?yeah that was me! lol

Kim
02-02-2009, 21:13
And I remember you Chris :).. You were Birks before though, right?yeah that was me! lol

And when Spicy I think it was made a thread with 'burke' in the title you thought it was to insult you :lol: Good times!

Xx-Vicky-xX
04-02-2009, 12:02
I remember you welcome back, glad ya came back and told us the truth :cheer:

Rawnie
04-02-2009, 17:52
Thanks Vicky :D
Did you finish Kingdom Hearts 2, by the way? I'm still stuck from when I talked to you last :rolleyes:

di marco
04-02-2009, 19:18
welcome back :)

Rawnie
04-02-2009, 19:18
Thank you :)