~Jac/Joseph fic~

[StarsOfCCTV]

Felt like writing; I don't know where this is going yet...(sorry it's a bit short)
a bit of Jac/Joseph stuff, I'll write more after exams :)

Part 1.
Joseph met Jac’s eyes across the operating table. As occupied as he was with stitching Mr. Tillie’s insides back together, her eyes sent a shiver up his spine and made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. Clearing his throat he dropped her gaze. Why did she still make him feel like this? She’d slept with his father, on more than one occasion. She was the reason he hadn’t been in time to say goodbye to him. She'd split up his family. . She made him so angry and yet…she gave him that feeling inside that no-one had given him before..he was afraid that when she looked into his eyes she would see how he really felt. His life; ordered, neat and clean had been thrown by her.

[Abigail]

I love it. Write some more please :cheer:

[CrazyLea]

Awwww it's really good so far! Can't wait for next bit!

[StarsOfCCTV]

Next bit (Got bored of revising) :p- Not the best, it's only because otherwise the later stories wouldn't make sense :p

Part 2.
Joseph wasn’t in the mood for a Christmas party. Christmas wasn’t going to be the same this year, and he didn’t particularly care for tinsel either. But. What Miss Beauchamp wanted, Miss Beauchamp got. He couldn’t really say no to her. A couple of nurses were in the room, neither of which he knew. Great. He was early. The nurses were giving him funny looks; he presumed it was because he was the only male in the room. And he had a pulse. Smiling nervously at them, he made his way over to the snack table; it seemed cocktail sausages, sausage rolls, bacon sausages, carrots with various dippings were the most common occurrence at this party. The usual terrible supermarket mass produced food he never bought, but it would do for now. A bowl of punch, bottles of vodka and cheap wine littered the next table, but he knew most people would bring beverages of their own to get hammered on. Not his style. Picking up a carrot he hovered over the dippings. Humus, taramasalata, or, more obscurely...was that salsa? Shaking his head at whoever thought up the menu, he decided on humus. “So Joseph, you spend your days making life or death decisions, but you can’t decide whether to have humus, taramasalata, or…whatever that is on your carrot.” Joseph heard Jac, before he half turned towards her, and saw the amusement in her eyes, and the slight smile she had on. Before he’d had a chance to blink she’d taken his carrot out of his hand and put it in her mouth. Her eyes squinted slightly and she quickly swallowed the stolen carrot. “I’d avoid that humus if I were you, I think it’s off.” She walked off, coughing slightly.

[StarsOfCCTV]

I havn't written here for aages...but I changed the story because I didn't like the first version..anyhow...enjoy :p

Part 3
Jac was beginning to feel quite dizzy. She had a knack of being a sober drunk, but she hadn’t had to pull that trick off since she was 15. Someone had put too much vodka in the punch, but after a while she didn’t notice. She was bored, she didn’t want to be there, but she’d heard that some directors from another hospital were going to be there. So far no joy. At least Joseph was here, he was quite entertaining to watch, his awkwardness at these types of situations was obvious. Every now and again someone would thrust a cup of punch or wine in his hand and he would dutifully sip it, until they disappeared, whereupon he would set it down on a table. Even so, she reckoned he was getting a bit tipsy. He must be by now. She meanwhile was starting to feel queasy. Getting up from her seat she made her way to the door. To her surprise Joseph followed her.
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Joseph closed the door behind them “Escape” he said as he closed his eyes and sighed. “Connie said you looked wobbly and I should go after you.”
Jac laughed “Maybe I am. But it’s Christmas. If you don’t let your hair down at any time of the year when do you......wait don’t answer that.” She smiled at him. She leaned on the wall beside Joseph. “I need some air.” She said. Joseph watched her walk off in those killer heels of hers. He followed her behind, cautiously. He didn't think a girl should go out so late on their own. She looked behind her and saw him following. She giggled and promptly tripped over her own foot.


"Ouch...I think I've twisted my ankle.....Joseph?" she looked up. Her eyes focused on Joseph, who looked nervous and had his head slightly turned to the right, to a man she hadn't seen in nearly 20 years. "Dad?"

[CrazyLea]

he was quite entertaining to watch, his awkwardness at these types of situations was obvious
That bit made me laugh for some reason :lol:.

Oooo Jac's dad! Can't wait for more:D

[StarsOfCCTV]

I only planned to make this 3 parts :p But hey. I wasn't tired :p cough-Lea-cough :p :lol:

Part 4
“How are you these days Jacqui?” asked her father
“How did you find me?”
“Nice to see you to”
“You were in prison” Jac’s voice rose “Why did they let you out”
“Good behaviour” he replied
Jac gave a sarcastic laugh “good behaviour, right, so why didn’t you behave when you decided to murder someone?!”
“Excuse me what did you just say?” Joseph asked.
Jac looked to the floor, her eyes filled with tears. “Can you go now Joseph?”
“I don’t want to leave you alone with this man –”
“My names Mike”
“GO Joseph, ok? I don’t need your help, just leave. Please. Please just go”
“Look I have the keys to Miss Beauchamp’s office. You two can go in there and talk about whatever you have to. I will wait outside, but I’m not leaving you.”
Mike’s grey eye’s pierced through Jac and made her shiver. He gave a quick nod. “Fine” she muttered.
They didn’t have to walk far. Connie’s office was at the far end of the hall, and once they were there, Joseph opened the door, fumbling with the keys and then tentatively closed it behind them.


Joseph’s mobile rang. Dammit, he thought he’d turned the blasted thing off. Fishing around in his jacket pocket, he eventually answered it on the fourth ring. “He-llo?”
“Joseph……..you know you’re really sexy don’t you..” the voice said on the other end of the phone
“I’m what?”
The voice giggled. No…wait there were two voices. Maybe. He took a wild guess.
“Maddy is that you?”
“How did you know!!” Maddy exclaimed. Joseph then heard a hiccup and then more giggles.
“Why are you calling me? I’m in the middle of something. And you're drunk”
“I was just calling to tell you you’re very; very sexy…I’ve also hit my head. I think I need stitches. Can you patch me up Doc? Pleeeease”
“Are you serious? What now?”
“Of course I am! And yes now!” Maddy replied. “I think Maria needs a plaster too. “She grazed her knees when we were playing leap frog in the car park, it’s a very dangerous game…not many people know that”
Joseph sighed “Look I’m kind of busy at the moment”
“Oh come on…five minutes. Save our aching bones..Pleeeease?”
Deciding against his better nature Joseph replied “Ok. Come up to Darwin. I’ll fix you both up in a side room. But I can't spare long.”
He heard Maddy and Maria giggling on the other end of the phone “Ok Doc, whatever you say, we’ll be right up…”
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Jac was silent. She hadn’t spoken since she had gotten to the home. When her father had done what he did something inside of her had changed. She wasn’t the nice friendly girl everyone knew anymore. She swore to herself that she wasn’t going to be that person anymore. It made her too vulnerable. She stood, straight, pale with a suitcase in each hand. Because she was an emergency case she had to wait a couple of minutes until her room was ready. The bright yellow walls hurt her eyes and the place smelt musty and damp. She took a small step back as a person entered the hallway. He was about 16. Six years older than her. She studied him reservedly. He smiled but something about him made her uneasy. Mind you she felt uneasy around most people now. He put his hand on her shoulder. He gave it a squeeze. “I’m Jamie. Don’t worry you’ll soon settle in, we all do. What you in for?”
Jac remained silent and averted her eyes. She’d learnt that if she kept her mouth shut everyone just presumed she was shy and didn’t ask questions. A few seconds later he smiled again and then turned and walked briskly up the stairs, two steps at a time, his oversized trainers quietly thudding on every step.

[CrazyLea]

“She grazed her knees when we were playing leap frog in the car park, it’s a very dangerous game…not many people know that”
That bit made me laugh :lol:. Loved the drunk Maddy-ness :rotfl:.

Aww at Jac. I'm looking forward to finding out more about her :D

POST THE NEXT PART NOW!!! :p

[StarsOfCCTV]

:lol: I will as soon as I've written it :p

Edit: Half of Part 5 written...

[StarsOfCCTV]

Part 5. (as requested :p)
“What are you doing here? Really. What do you want?” Asked Jac, facing the window. Anything but to look at him.
“A place to stay would be nice” he smiled
She turned around “You’re kidding me. After what you did to Mum and Anne, no way. I don’t even want to be near you right now. I just don’t get what you’re doing here, why have you come and found me? I mean…there must be some reason”
“I didn’t mean to do it” her father said quietly
“What so the knife just flew out of your hand? Jac shouted
“I couldn’t help it”
“Yeah because you were so doped up you didn’t know what you were doing. You still had a choice don’t you even try and deny it! What did Anne ever do to you? She was 5 years old. You killed my sister and my mother. You left me to grow up in care. You have no idea how hard that was for me. Just get out.”
“Please Jac” he said, looking straight in her eyes.
She held his gaze. “They should’ve locked you up forever. You know I actually thought you were a hero when I was younger, until I found you comatose on the kitchen floor. You disgust me’ Jac walked over the door and opened it. Joseph had disappeared. She tried to hide her fear but she couldn’t help trembling slightly. “Get out” she said, leaning against the open door.
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No. Not again. She listened to Jamie approaching her room. She turned over and pretended to be asleep. Not that it’d help anyway. She wouldn’t let him see her emotion. Not this time.

[Abigail]

This is ace.

WRITE MORE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[StarsOfCCTV]

:p Thanks Abigail :D Lea this next part is your dream come true :lol: :p

Part 6
“Ow”
Maddy and Joseph were sitting on the sofa in the staff room. Everywhere else was either busy or full of junk. Plus Joseph had the keys.
Joseph held his hands close to Maddy's face “Stop moving otherwise I’ll poke you in your eye”
“Feels like you are" Maddy winced
“It was your own fault for falling over”
“It was the fault of the punch!”
“You certainly look like you have been”
“Oi! You know I’ll give you credit for that. It was witty. Coming from you”
“I can do witty!” Joseph exclaimed
“After five glasses of wine yes” Maddy grinned
Joseph smiled. “All done”

Maria had disappeared home ages ago. Thanks for that thought Maddy. She was still a bit tipsy and by the looks of it so was Joseph. God knows how he'd put those 3 stitches in place. She watched Joseph put the instruments down on the desk. He sat back down on the sofa and stared back into her eyes.
He smiled nervously, trying to anticipate her next move, which was tricky because he felt slightly merry.

Maddy put her arm round Joseph’s neck and pulled him in to kiss her. She was surprised when he didn't resist. Well, she thought, What the hell, I might as well take him out for a test drive.

As Joseph unbuttoned her shirt he remembered with a smile that it was handy he’d thought to lock the door behind him.

[CrazyLea]

:eek: :wub:. That was my dream :lol:.

And it was gooooood :p. Nicely written :D.

If this script is going to be a Jac/Joseph romance thing.. then I think you need to write another script of Maddy/Joseph romance ;-)

[StarsOfCCTV]

Thanks :p and you'll have to wait to see how it turns out :p

[CrazyLea]

Well I'm excited!! So don't wait to long before posting the next part!!!!! I say 10 mins at the most :lol:

[Abigail]

“Stop moving otherwise I’ll poke you in your eye”

:rotfl:

Can't wait for the next installment :D

[StarsOfCCTV]

I seem to get inspired when I've been up for hours playing T is for Toby :rotfl: when I am tired, and when I really should go to bed :lol:

Anyways..
Part 7.5
Jamie was facing Jac, his back leaning in the opposite direction to the steep decline behind him. Jac stood at the top of the stairs, her left hand on the bannisters and her right hand held limply by her side.
"Come on Jac, don't be like this." he took her loose hand in his. He pulled gently and motioned for her to follow him downstairs. When she didn't budge he looked around in suprise.
"No" she said firmly, suprising even herslf.
Jamie laughed "Come on carrot top."
"Carrot tops are green" she replied frostily.
"Look if you don't come now I'll have to drag you myself. And we wouldn't want the social workers to come and take you away would we? It's the middle of the night, they'd just dump you in a skip"
Jac said nothing. He pulled harder on her arm. Before she knew it he had lost his balance and was staring back at him from the bottom of the stairs. She knew something wasn't right..turning on her heel she fled back to her room and huddled under the covers.

[Abigail]

Who is Jamie?

[StarsOfCCTV]

He is just some random guy in a foster home, he appears in part 4 :p I apologize for the general crappyness of that last post :lol: was a bit tipsy :p

[CrazyLea]

I love the carrot top bit :rotfl:
Good part :D
And lmaoo T is for Toby! Great game :p.

[Abigail]

Get The Next Chapter Up Now!!!!!!!!!!!

[StarsOfCCTV]

:o I know I know :p I've been neglecting this thread..:( I've had a lot of boring work to do :p


Chapter 7.5..er..5 :p
It's funny how things turn out...throw the pieces of your life up in the air and let them fall where they may. Jac thought of her life like a broken mirror, shattered into a thousand pieces and 7 years of bad luck..well..apart from the bad luck part. That seemed never ending. She was only 12 when Jamie died. She couldn't go to jail, mainly because it was self defence. Mainly because she hadn't known what she was doing. Didn't have time to react. That's what they said. But she did. She could've pulled him forwards, changed the angle in which he fell..held his hand, not pushed it away..She was going somewhere else now anyway. The second in a long line of homes, foster parents..no-one wanted her anymore..It was a feeling she was never going to shake off.
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"Jac? Are you there?" Joseph knocked on the door. It was closed. No answer. Joseph raised an eyebrow. How odd...what where they doing in there? He tried opening the door..something was in the way, what on earth...Joseph's look on confusion soon changed to one of horror...
"CAN I HAVE SOME HELP HERE PLEASE" he shouted to the empty corridor.

[Abigail]

Has she done a Ruthie?
Great, whens the next bit going to be up?

[CrazyLea]

Whats happened :eek: Is it JAC :eek: :eek:????

[StarsOfCCTV]

Teeehee I'm like the cruel people at the Casualty scriptwriters office..giving you a lovely cliffhanger :p that bit was just a stop gap the next part will be better :p (I hope :p) Will be up....Tuesday night probably, because I have a late start on Wendesday :p

[StarsOfCCTV]

Erm..I should probably issue a warning for all the little kiddys out there :p Scenes of a gruesome and distressing nature...er Faye..:lol: Oh and there's a swear word. :p

Part 8.
Joseph stood in the gallery for theatre watching intently, standing so close to the glass his breath made a circles of mist on the glass, which he absent mindedly wiped away with his sleeve three times in a circular motion every couple of minutes. The door opened and he felt a familiar hand on his shoulder. "Joseph, go to the oncall and get some sleep." Faye murmured in her husky voice."


Joseph stood motionless by the glass, his lips set firmly together, his back to Faye, to this women. She'd betrayed him in an unforgivable way.
He'd wanted to do what he'd done with Maddy because..well, he fancied the pants off her, and had only not pursued her because of his overwhelming fear of being rejected and his suffocating relationship with Faye. He had always sworn that he would never cheat on anyone. But he didn't feel guilty anymore, because Faye was something else. She was the reason why Jac was lying on the operating table, fighting for her life with multiple stab wounds. She had rung Jac's father told her where she was. Faye didn't know he knew. Of course she didn't, otherwise she wouldn't be rubbing her slimy hands all over his tense shoulders. She didn't have the image of Jac on the floor, her hair another shade of red because of her injuries, whispering to him over and over again "Why?".


"Faye I'd like you to go". He turned around and opened the door and held it open for her. Faye's eyes narrowed and she frowned in confusion and a little disbelief, Joseph thought. Here he was in his hour of need and he was turning her away? Jac was spot on, she was a spiteful bitch. After his money. Plus she was crap at sex. Jac may no longer have been his lover, he didn't know about friends, but..she gave him that spark inside of him that no-one else had ever done before, (or ever would). And, at least she was honest and spoke her mind. He knew where he stood with her....With Maddy...well, Maddy was just great. Maybe one day he'd grow to love her. Maybe it was just a one night stand. But, in a wierd way, he'd always love Jac, even if he would never act on it.

Faye stood on the other side of the door now. Joseph had closed the heavy door firmly behind him. He continued staring at it for a few minutes, calming his breathing down. It had taken all the strength he had to keep himself from hitting Faye into oblivion.

[Abigail]

Ooooh did Faye stab Jac?
Joseph and Maddy... not sure about them :hmm:
Great fic, write more soon.

[CrazyLea]

:eek: Woo go Joe sending Faye away :p.

and OY Abigail.. It could happen alright :lol:. Although now I'm for Maddy and Linden :p. I change my mind as much as the weather changes :p.

YEAH WOOOO write more today ;-) :D

[StarsOfCCTV]

It’s not great…I copied Lea’s Idea :p I haven’t done this ending for ages because had a bit of a mind block on this ending sorry, it’s a bit rubbish. And short.The lyrics do most of the work :p Use your imagination..:p (P.S. It helps if you listen to a depressing song before reading this) :lol:

I never should of waited so long to say
What I've always known since the very first day
Thought that you would stay forever with me
But the time has come to leave
“Should we – “
“Wake her up? Yes.”
“Are you sure? No offence but I can’t see the – “
“Do it.”


Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
Its you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll Lay here with you 'til the final goodbye
Joseph felt like crying. But he wouldn’t. For once in his life he’d be brave. For her. He couldn’t let her see the truth; he couldn't let her know, not yet. It was too soon. It wasn’t time. It wasn’t fair. Nothing was anymore. He hadn’t had the chance to tell her how he really felt. Why did things like this always happen to him? He always lost the things he loved, his father, and his brother. He’d finally realised underneath all those barriers was the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. And now…why had he waited so long?



Hold, draw me close, close to my lips
Listen intently as I tell you this
Outside the world wages its wars,
I'll rest in peace as long as you know
Jac squeezed Joseph’s hand. Opening her eyes she smiled at him. He half smiled at her, his head tipped to one side, always the gentleman, so she wouldn’t have to turn her aching head. Her side hurt and her chest felt tight. Joseph had a weird look in his eyes. Something wasn't right.


Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
Its you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll Lay here with you 'til the final goodbye
”Joseph?”
”Hmm?”
“How much time?”


Promise you our love will carry on
Until you turn eternal, we belong
”Forever” he replied
Jac laughed, her breath short. “You know I, love you” she said, her shining eyes looking directly into Joseph’s
“I love you too” he replied softly
“I’m sorry I have to leave you”
“You’ll never leave me”


Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
It's you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye
“Jac?”


His respectful lips for the last time
And spell out the lyrics to love in the sky
Its you that I live for and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye
Joseph held Jac’s limp hand in his and let his tears flow unchecked


Goodbye

[CrazyLea]

:crying: that was really sad :crying:. :(
Least they expressed their feelings first :).

Great part :D.

Is that the end, or is there more ;-)?

[StarsOfCCTV]

:o Thanks :p Sorry I killed Jac :o

It is the end....but there may be a sequel...perhaps after May...after exams :p

[CrazyLea]

It's okay :crying: It went well :crying:. I'll be okay *I think*.

Awww loved it :D.

Make a Maddy fic? :angel:. After your exams of course. :p.

[StarsOfCCTV]

:lol:

How did you guess :angel: :p Of course it will be a Maddy fic :p