good to chat to you today ems, little L is soooo cute on the phone bless him
all back from assesment, i have a very loud aneasthesist who will be making me all numb!! he took great delight in telling me all about the size of needles and how much it should hurt so now im bricking it haha! i told him id rather not know so he kept on!! he was very loud!
told me all about what will happen as last time it was a blur as wasnt planned, which i know they have to tell me but again id ratehr not know!! But apparently it will be made an enjoyable experience for me, which makes me laugh, how on earth can laying on a table being sliced open while awake be enjoyable?????????? we shall see!! and he said when baby lifted out hell drop the curtain....... i said can he not as ill probably faint at sight of blood haha!
so yeah anyway this time tomorrow ill have my baby!! will be glad one the op all over i think ill be having nightmares tonight!!
