This is about Mickey from The Bill thinking back about his love life, if you can call it that.
i wrote it the other night, but as this is my first, i don't think it will be good, but please read and review!
I can’t stop thinking about her, but whenever I try to speak it comes out wrong, it gets messed up and she get the wrong end of the stick. Although it was nice of Jack to tell her about Liz, but it made things a bit of a rush for me. I certainly would have told her, but it almost seemed like she cared too much. I would have told her, but when? Maybe he did me a favour. I think I keep going over this too much. Thinking back, when it’s my future that matters, and nothing else. What Martin did to me will be with me forever, but I’ve had time enough to get over it, so why can’t I? Me and Mia could work if I could talk more, open up my feelings. But how can I do this? What if she does what Liz did to me? What if she betrays me? I might tell her all my secrets, tell her what I really feel and then next day it will be all over the station? Or do I take a risk? If I really love her then surely won’t I be able to trust her? But there’s something which seems too good to be true about her and I don’t know what. She wants to be there for me, but one day she’ll get bored, I’m sure. And I’ll be alone and hurt again.
thats all. i can't think of anything else to add now, as i've lost my thread from the other night!