Poems

[Lisa321]

[Please Don't Judge Me.]

Mixed up

Want to give up, I'd risk it all
Just for the relief, to let myself go
Its winter, I can hide it
Under my clothes it wouldn't show

A deep red mark down my arm
The sight of the blood making me scream
Dripping down my arm, I startle
So real, But only a dream

I have tried so very hard
Not to give up and be strong for you
I thought I would ruin it if I did it
Unlike you, I thought it through

I'm deprived of my writing
Didn't know how hard it would be
No-one to praise or relate to
Turning it round so the problem is me

I don't miss the cuts or sores
Believe me, I'm really trying
But I'm so close to the edge
And the tool is there, Like a cure for my crying.

I can see the tools, so evil and bad
Its tempting to give up and all
Then I think of the strong consequences
If they don't know, Alone I will fall

I don't want to drag them down with me
Sliding further into darkness
Alone and scared, Nothing to smile for
Getting lost in nothingness

I should really round this off
Like I usually do
But for me, This is not the end
And I want this poem to be true.

© LisaKD

[chance]

hi,how are you?
i'm not so good.
why must i be so god damn possesive and obsessive?
i hate him so much.
hate him enough to want him back
hate him enough to never stop thinking of him
hate him so much im still madly in love with him.
so stupid to have thought he ever really cared for me.
he was really special but i have to try to forget,
that once upon a time in my life we met,
i fell in love for the first time,
but did he?
did he ever really love me?
©michelle w

[di marco]

those poems were great again chance and lisa

[chance]

i like this poem in a book called 101 poems that could save your life.this particular one is by sophie hannah.

make being disapproved of your hobby.
make being dispproved of your aim.
devise new ways if scoring points
in the being disaproved of game.

let them disapprove in their dozens.
let them disapprove in their hordes.
you'll find that being disapproved of
builds character,brings rewards.

just like any form of striving.
don't be arrogant,don't coast
on your high disapproval rating.
try to be disapproved of most.

at this point.if its useful,
draw a pie chart or a graph.
show it to someone who disapproves.
when they disapprove just laugh.

count the emotions you provoke:
anger,suspision,shock.
one point for each of these and two
for every boat you rock.

feel yourself warming to your task -
you do it bloody well.
at last you've found an area
in which you can excel.

savour the thrill of risk without
the fear of getting caught.
whether they sulk or scream or pout,
enjoy your new found sport.

meanwhile all those who disapprove
while you are having fun
won't even know your game exists
so tell yourself you've won.

[Lisa321]

Thanks hun ;-)
I haven't written in a while, so i'm posting my old ones.
And I assure you they are mine. All Mineeeeeee.
Hehe. Well done Chance, you have talent.
xXx
Loadsa Luv
Lisa

[Jade]

You both have talent, can you post some more please?

[Lisa321]

I will when I have time to type them up :-) Say tomorrow or tuesday I will.
Thanks Judejude
xXx
Lisa

[chance]

waking up without you,
my life means nothing anymore.
you were the reason i got out of bed,
and run out that front door.
you've taken my heart,you still hold the key,
why doe's life have to be so mean to me?
hearts break,so i've found out,
you still have the power to make mine melt.
now we are both moving on,but the pain will never be gone.
for your the one and only to me,
forever in my heart you shall be.
©michelle w

[di marco]

that was great chance!

[Lisa321]

Ahh Chance/Michelle :-)
That was great hun.
Hope ur ok
xXx
Lisa